• Feyre: *takes book of shelf* Throne of Glass...I've never read this before.
  • Feyre: WHAT. *Reads Crown of Midnight*
  • Feyre: SHE'S FAE. WHAT THE HELL. *reads Heir of Fire*
  • Feyre: RHYS HELP
  • Rhysand: *comes running in* WHAT IS IT--there's nothing here
  • Rhysand: Feyre...that's a book. It can't hurt you.
  • Rhysand: Give it to me. *gets ToG* I'll read it and let's see what happens.
  • Feyre: See... what did I tell you
  • Mor, Cassian, Azriel, Amren: What's wrong with him?
  • Feyre: a book. *throws ToG* READ IT.

anonymous asked:

I noticed something interesting when Clarke and Bellamy wake up from cryosleep & Jordan walks in saying "that's the way mom and dad wanted it." A few seconds later, when they walk up to him, you can see E's face while she sleeps. You can't tell who the other ppl are in the pods; only E's face is visible. Idk what this may mean exactly. But it's funny that Marper only wanted Bellarke to wake up even though E, his gf, is clearly there. What do u think is the importance of having E in that shot?

Huh. You made me go back and look at only the cryo scenes. The one where they went to bed, and the one where they woke up.

Here’s what I noticed. 

1. It opened on Bellamy putting Echo to sleep. Or rather, it opened after he had already closed her chamber and she was asleep. We got no interaction between them, just a close up of his hand hovering over her control board. She was called “Echo” just Echo, no last name. His face is thoughtful and slightly grim. Concerned? Idk what it was about. I’d say EITHER concerned about putting her to sleep OR concerned about what he has to talk to her about when they wake up. What they are to each other. As a bellarke shipper, you know the one I’m going for most. Echo’s bunk is the first in the chamber. It reminds me of their super weapon that Eligius woke up when the ship was invaded. Is Echo there as a first defense if something goes wrong? IDK. And I can’t see who is in the bunk above her. A man. 

2. It moves to Clarke putting Madi to sleep. She is “Madi Griffin.” Aww. They talk, it’s sweet. She goes to sleep. The top bunk is open, that will be where Clarke goes.

3. Then it is Bellamy’s turn to put Octavia to sleep. Their talk is very important as she asks for him to say he loves her and he can’t give her that. Part of him wishes part of her was dead. She sheds a single tear and is put to sleep. She is “Octavia Blake.” She is in the top bunk. The bottom bunk is open. That will be where Bellamy goes. When he turns away, Clarke has been watching him with his sister. She looks at him sadly. He looks at her sadly. Makes a smile/grimace at her. He knows she saw him and Octavia and how sad it was for him. Sudden realization. He forgave Clarke for her part in his almost death. He does not forgive Octavia. Of course she did more than just that one fighting pit. Also, her death spaghetti-hair is gone. She has octavia hair again. The last thing we see before they wake up again is Clarke and Bellamy looking at each other and communicating silently.

4. Clarke wakes up. First thing she does is look at Madi who is sleeping peacefully. Bellamy wakes up, and yes, the only other face we can see is Echo, still sleeping. Clarke and Bellamy have their intimate discussion, 
Then Jordan shows up and he tells them to get dressed and come to the bridge. That was the way his mom and dad wanted it. Wake Clarke and Bellamy, show them the tapes. Also, they talked about the ring all the time. They were happy there. (Just so you remember, Clarke was not on the ring, but they made sure to wake Clarke anyway.) Yes. You can still see Echo. She’s the only one you can still see. 

So what does that mean?

I think we need to recognize that the conversations we DID see are the important conversations. Madi and Clarke really didn’t say much to each other that furthered the plot, except for some basic housekeeping stuff, so what was important was the relationship. Clarke kisses madi on the forehead. The conversation between Octavia and Bellamy was  much more significant and not only wraps up the story between them, but also sets up their conflict for the new season.

There was no conversation between Echo and Bellamy. I went back a bit. There was no conversation between Echo and Bellamy since the battle, I think. Echo talked to CLARKE, not Bellamy, although she was there, waiting for the wounded with Indra and company. Echo and Bellamy did not speak during the council meeting. Clarke and Bellamy did not speak, either during the cryo scene. They spoke only in looks and half smiles. They both spoke in the council meeting, but not to each other. HOWEVER, before the council meeting, they did have a reconciliation, where forgiveness was easy, because “the commander said so.” More looks and smiles. We have not seen that level of tenderness from Bellamy since before Echo left to kill the eye in the sky. And not since for his girlfriend at all.

IDK. I went on a long time only to come to the conclusion that what that means is that Echo is still a relationship to be figured out, but Bellamy has changed in who his most important people are, and it’s back to Clarke and Octavia. Bellamy has reconciled with his primary people… although Octavia still has a long way to go.

BELLAMY got his people back. The people that he was missing. The people that affected him the most. Even though it’s not as simple now. As if it was simple before. 

Echo is still there. She’s still present, but does not play a role here. What is primary, is Octavia, and Clarke.

And waking up, Echo is asleep, visible, but not a part of this. Not his partner. Clarke is his partner. 

In preparation for Welcome to the Madness
  • Yurio *mumbling*: Can you help me with my makeup?
  • Georgi: Huh?
  • Yurio *scowling and mumbling a little louder*: Can you help me with my makeup?
  • Georgi: What? You need to speak up, Yuri.
  • Georgi: Well now you've gone and hurt my feelings. I don't think I want to help you anymore.
  • Yurio: Fine! I'll just ask Mila--
  • Georgi: No wait, come back! I'll do it! She doesn't know the first thing about eyeliner!

you know what’s cool about my friend who has major social anxiety? she doesn’t use it to put herself down. she doesn’t use it to call herself weak, or lesser of a person. if i’m going out and i invite her out, all she has to say is can’t, anxiety. and i get it. and i go out with other friends and i see her on her time when she can socialize and not feel like the weight of the world is crushing down on her. when i tell her i’m hanging out in the living room and she lets me know, can’t, anxiety, i’m staying in my bedroom. i get it. and i don’t push her, and i don’t pity her. i understand her. 

all i’m trying to say i guess, is that when things get hard mentally, and someone calls themselves weak, it upsets me. knowing your limits isn’t a weakness. being able to openly say “yeah, i didn’t go to that last week, because you know, anxiety.” isn’t something i’m going to pity a person for, and it certainly doesn’t mean i’m thinking less of you. and it bothers me to see people who have severe anxiety, and other things, equating it to a weakness. being able to openly talk about your anxiety and your depression and your inability to function as what you or society sees as common isn’t a fault. hell, it’s a strength to be able to say, “can’t, anxiety.” and i think it’s an even bigger strength of the person you’re saying it to, to be able to understand that, even if they don’t feel the same way. strength and empathy. that’s all i guess. 

  • Mei: I didn't want to be the one to tell you this, but... Harumi went with Matsuri to Disney.
  • Yuzu: That's impossible! Harumin and I swore to each other that since neither one of us has ever been to Disney we would go for our twentieth birthday together
  • Mei: What do you want me to say?
  • Yuzu: I want you to tell me she's not at Disney right now! Can you tell me that.
  • Mei: No.
  • Yuzu: You know what? Adults move on, and that's what I'm doing right now. I'm moving on. What do you want to do tonight?
  • Mei: Well I was thinking-
  • Yuzu: I can't do it Mei! You know I tried? I tried, but it hurts too bad. It hurts me deep right here, it hurts me, I can feel it in my chest. She went to Disney without me! They've got roller coasters in the dark! Okay? You don't know where the turns are coming from! They've got the Finding Nemo ride where you ride around with Nemo, and it's a ride! A ride with Nemo!
  • Mei: Tonight's going to be great.
Imagine if Zevran became the leader of the Antivan Crows

Imagine the cameo he could have had in Inquisition.

Your Inquisitor is at the Winter Palace, looking for information and playing the Game when suddenly a masked figure crosses their path. The man kisses your Inquisitor’s hand and of course complements them (“Had I known that the leader of the mighty Inquisition was such an…impressive figure, I would have arranged to meet you sooner.”), but doesn’t give his name or intention, not at first. Maybe he asks for a short dance, easily taking the lead if your Inquisitor so chooses, but doesn’t press or fault them if they show suspicion over this mysterious man trying to charm them.

Ultimately, whether your Inquisitor is hostile to him or not, he reveals that he has information for your Inquisitor, information that would greatly benefit the forces of the great Inquisition. When your Inquisitor asks why this man would give away such information or why they should trust him, the man simply laughs. “The world ending is pretty bad for business in my line of work,” or if your Warden romanced Zevran and is alive, “Well, my love would be quite upset if the world just up and ended after they worked so hard to clean this place up.” He then gives your Inquisitor information on where to find important blackmail material for Celene, Briala, or Gaspard, and says that he’ll be in contact with your advisors soon. When you return to that spot he is gone.

When you return from the palace, your Inquisitor is contacted by the Antivan Crows, opening up a set of war table operations where you can work along side them, though probably not directly. You can choose not to work with the Crows, ending the operations, but doing them gives you rewards such as gold or supplies, and later Influence and an amulet of power or such. The operations have to do with dealing with those that wish to stop the Inquisition or gaining the loyalty of unconventional allies that your advisors wouldn’t think to approach, the final one being using these new gains to find and kill a Venatori member that was dangerously close to becoming a major problem in Antiva (however there’s no penalty for if you don’t work with the Crows).

After that operation you get a letter from Zevran himself, thanking you for your cooperation, as the Venatori would have likely been a thorn in his side if they succeeded. If he is unromanced his letter expresses that he wished he could have gotten to know such a wonderfully dangerous figure such as your Inquisitor a bit better and, of course, is a flirty ass. If Zevran was romanced but the Warden gave the ulimate sacrifice, he is lighter on the flirting, before pausing and showing genuine concern for your Inquisitor. “There is a fire in your eyes that is very familiar to me. Unfortunately, the fire that I knew, very intimately, has long since been extinguished.” He writes, wishing the best for your Inquisitor as he would be sadden to hear the same fate befall them. If he is romanced and the Warden is alive, he admits that things have been a little difficult since they left in search of a cure, after all, he’s used to running an entire assassin organization and, well, basically the country of Antiva, with a little more help. But he knows his Warden is doing well, and while he wishes he could join them, someone has to stay and watch the children. He apologizes that they couldn’t be more helpful.

When you talk to Leliana afterwars you find out that Zevran sent her shoes. Lovely, lovely shoes.


anonymous asked:

Your FF about One Son got me inspired to post this prompt: "What is it with the two of you, anyway? Is she your soft spot, Mulder? The woman you just can't forget? The woman that's constantly somewhere in the back of your mind? Just tell me I need to understand all of this!" Scully said desperately.

Thanks Anon. This is a follow-up and final part to this, which I still need to think up a title for. 

There weren’t many days that went by when Fox Mulder didn’t regret opening his mouth. Even as a child he often said the wrong thing (sometimes even now he still recoiled at the memory of calling his fifth grade teacher “Mom” instead of “Miss Fieldman) and he didn’t learn his lesson as he got older, managing to upset his parents at times, the few friends he had for a while and of course, his colleagues. And now he’d added one more to the list, Scully. And she meant more to him than the others combined.

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Shrek (2001) Starters
  • "What's that? It's hideous!"
  • "We can stay up late, swapping manly stories, and in the morning, I'm making waffles!"
  • "Man, this would be so much easier if I wasn't COLOR-BLIND!"
  • "I like that boulder. That is a NICE boulder."
  • "Whoa. Look at that. Who'd wanna live in a place like that?"
  • "Well, I have to save my ass."
  • "Example... uh... _______ are like onions!"
  • "Oh, you both have LAYERS. Oh. You know, not everybody like onions. CAKE! Everybody loves cake! Cakes have layers!"
  • "Well, let me put it this way, Princess: men of his stature are in SHORT supply."
  • "Yeah, it's getting him to shut up that's the trick!"
  • "You know, (name)... when we first met, I didn't think you were a big, stupid, ugly ______."
  • "Eat me!"
  • "Okay, I'll tell you... Do you know... the Muffin Man?"
  • "She's married to the Muffin Man..."
  • " So where is this fire-breathin' pain in the neck, anyway?"
  • " You can't do this to me, (name), I'm too young for you to die! Keep your feet elevated! Turn your head and cough! Does anybody know the Heimlich...?"
  • "Huh, celebrity marriages. They never last, do they?"
  • "But this isn't right! You're meant to charge in, sword drawn, banners flying! That's what all the other knights did!"
  • "I'll find those stairs. I'll whip their butt, too. Those stairs won't know which way they're going... take drastic steps, kick it to the curb. Don't mess wit' me. I'm the Stair Master. I've mastered the stairs. I wish I had a step right here, right now, I'd step all over it..."
  • "LOVE me? She said I was ugly, a hideous creature! I heard the two of you talking!"
  • "Well, I have a bit of a confession to make: _____ don't have layers. We wear our fear right there on our sleeves."
  • "Hey! I'm nobody's messenger boy, all right? I'm a delivery boy!"
  • "All right, you're going the right way for a smacked bottom."
  • "Like THAT's ever gonna happen! What a load of..."
  • "The line, the line you gotta wait for: the priest's gonna say "Speak now or forever hold your piece", and you rush in and say "I object!"
  • "Then ya gotta, gotta try a little TENDERNESS! Chicks love that romantic crap!"
  • Wow! Only a TRUE friend would be that cruelly honest!"
  • "Now really, it's rude enough being alive when no one wants you, but showing up uninvited to a wedding?"
  • "Oh, I know. Maybe I could have decapitated an entire village, put their heads on a pike, gotten a knife, cut open their spleens and drink their fluids. Does that sound good to you?"
  • "The battle is won. You may remove your helmet, good Sir Knight."
  • " Let's just say, I'm not your type, all right?"
  • "Oh, that's funny. Oh. Oh. I can't breathe. I can't breathe."
  • "...And then one time I ate some rotten berries. Man, there were some strong gases seepin' outta my butt that day!"
  • "Thank you, thank you very much. I'm here 'til Thursday. Try the veal."
  • "There's an arrow in your butt!"
  • Because that's what friends do, they FORGIVE EACH OTHER!"
  • "Don't worry, (name). I used to be afraid of the dark until... No, wait. I'm still afraid of the dark."
  • Friend: Are you okay?
  • What I say: I'm fine
  • What I mean: Do you know how fucking angry I still am about the immortality issue between Alec and Magnus. Like how fucking shitty is it that Casserole Clam can fix issues between every other fucking character (and I mean every.other.character.) yet can't for malec. She can take her "well that's life" excuse and shove it up her homophobic, incest loving ass. All my babies wanted was to be together whether that meant Alec became immortal or Magnus became mortal. Don't you dare fucking tell me that Magnus wouldn't become mortal. You think that after living for centuries at the age of 19 and losing everyone he loved, he wouldn't give up his immortality so he could grow old with Alec, his one true love? YOU'RE FUCKING KIDDING YOURSELF. if you think that Alec wouldn't become immortal so he could spend forever with Magnus and his kids then YOU'RE 100% FUCKING WRONG. Oh but if it wasn't bad enough that cassette tape decided to deny them of their happy ending, she made it even more difficult by giving them 2 kids where one was immortal and one was mortal. That means that no matter what Alec and Magnus do, they'd still lose a member of the family. HOW FUCKING HEARTLESS CAN CATASTROPHE CLARE BE? They'd have to turn Max mortal or Rafael immortal to fix the problem she created. WHO GAVE HER THE FUCKING RIGHT? 'I LOVE MALEC' MY ASS. I'M NOT BUYING HER BULLSHIT. Where is the justice? What kind of disrespect is this? LET ME TELL YOU RIGHT FUCKING NOW THAT THE LIGHTWOOD-BANE FAMILY DO NOT DESERVE THIS. THEY HAVE BEEN TO HELL AND BACK, LITERALLY AND STILL THEY GET TREATED LIKE TRASH. I AM SO ANGRY I AM NOT FUCKING OKAY. SOMEONE HOLD ME BACK BECAUSE IM ABOUT TO LAUNCH CATASTROPHIC CRAPFACE INTO THE SUN.

anonymous asked:

With the recent discussion on ace-ness, I just realized you were ace. If it's not too invasive (you don't have to answer!), can I ask how you knew you were ace? I'm currently questioning. I feel the same level of emotion/attractedness to any gender-- but I can't tell if that's what sexual attraction is, or if I'm biromantic ace. How did you know?

hey!! it’s not too invasive, don’t worry at all. <3

I think the process of me figuring out I was ace was really long and drawn-out, so it’s hard to point to the specific time or place when I knew. some candidates include:

- that time I was talking with someone about sex and she was talking about how much she enjoyed sleeping with people and was really turned on by their bodies and I was like uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh is that a thing???? I thought everyone was kinda indifferent to people’s bodies but went through with it anyway because we were all just looking for a way to make it feel like it does in books. TURNS OUT some people seriously look at other people and are reflexively like MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YEP and not just like “oh ah yes right I believe at this point I should sort of feel like MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YEP so that’s what I’ll aim for?? why am I not enjoying this”

- bit intimate but when I had sex I just felt like I was performing everything. every single thing I did felt like I was trying to be/feel something I was not/did not feel. it wasn’t always bad, but it was always pretending and at some point I realised not everyone had to pretend attraction to their partner. I tended to roll with a kind of “well… I’m as attracted to you as I am to anyone so might as well” mentality, without realising that that level of attraction was zero, because I’d never felt anything More than zero. does that make sense??!

- that time I was reading fanfic (I think it was WolfStar) and the description of how one of the characters was so attracted to the other, it was so sensory and physical and I was like hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm never felt that

- that time I felt real romantic attraction to someone for the first time in my adult life, because I don’t feel romantic attraction very often At All (I’d class myself as being grey-romantic tbh) so it was new, and it was so unmistakable and I knew what I wanted and I knew what I was feeling so simply because it was just Right There, it was like… like how when you’re hungry and you know the answer is to eat? or when you’re holding your breath and you know the answer is to breathe? it was that real and that unmistakable. and I realised I’d never felt that way sexually about anyone before. that certainty and undeniability had just never been there for me for sexual attraction.

there were other things that helped me on my way, but those are some highlights. the first person I came out to was @thebloggerbloggerfun who was absolutely instrumental in me figuring out my identity as an ace person and when I told her it felt completely true and like I was holding nothing back - for a while I’d been identifying as bisexual and it’d felt like I was somehow pushing something away or refusing to acknowledge something as I did so (part of that was that the way I feel about guys just isn’t romantic, but the big part of it was the ace thing). 

it was hard work to accept being ace at first because I felt like I was closing the door on the possibility of being anything else. like I was trapping myself into being a certain way just because I gave it a name. the thing was, though, once I accepted myself enough to give the way I am a name and share it, everything just got so much better. the only doors it closed were doors that would have made me miserable and horribly lonely to walk through, and it opened a multiplicity of doors that led to confidence and happiness and self-knowledge and self-acceptance on a whole new level. I wasn’t trapping myself, I was setting myself free from trying to be anyone but myself. I was giving myself permission to be me.

if any of these things resonated with you, or if any ace spec content is resonating with you, then I’d definitely keep reading and self-exploring about it. whether you’re ace spectrum or not, the most important thing from my perspective is to find what’s true for you. if you have any more questions I’m right here so please feel free to ask away. I wish you all the best dude!! <3

The Last Five Years - Sentence Starters
  • [name] is over and [name] is gone.
  • I'm still hurting.
  • What about things that you swore to be true?
  • Go and hide and run away!
  • Run away, run and find something better.
  • Maybe there's somewhere a lesson to learn.
  • I've been waiting for someone like you.
  • I've been standing for days with the phone in my hand like an idiot, scared to death.
  • My people have suffered for thousands of years and I don't give a shit!
  • I guess I can't believe you really came.
  • See, I'm smiling--That means I'm happy that you're here.
  • I think we're gonna be okay.
  • With all we've had to go through, we'll end up twice as strong.
  • I didn't know you had to go so soon.
  • We'll have tonight.
  • You know what makes me crazy?
  • I'm sorry, can I say this?
  • You could be here with me or be there with them - as usual, guess which you pick.
  • You can't spend a single day that's not about you and you and nothing but you!
  • I swear to God I'll never understand how you can stand there straight and tall and see I'm crying, and not do anything at all.
  • Things are moving too fast.
  • I won't do anything just half-assed.
  • I met my personal Aphrodite.
  • I'm feeling panicked and rushed and hurried.
  • I'm so happy I can't get worried.
  • Next day it's just like it never happened.
  • And then he smiles - his eyes light up and how can I complain?
  • Yes, he's insane, but look what he can do.
  • I tend to follow in his stride instead of side by side.
  • I said I'd stick it out and follow through.
  • I'm a part of that...aren't I?
  • Maybe your heart's completely swayed, but your head can't follow through.
  • Don't you think that now's a good time to be the ambitious freak you are?
  • You get to be happy!
  • Take a breath, take a step, take a chance - take your time.
  • Have I mentioned today how lucky I am to be in love with you?
  • I'm sharing a room with a "former" stripper and her snake: Wayne.
  • I could shove an ice pick in my eye, I could eat some fish from last July, but it wouldn't be as awful as [fill in what you wish].
  • He wants me, he wants me, but he ain't gonna get me.
  • Son of a bitch, I guess I'm doing something right!
  • 'Cause the torture is just exquisite while I'm waiting for you to visit.
  • We should go meet the dinosaurs.
  • Will you share your life with me for the next ten minutes?
  • There are so many lives I want to share with you.
  • But if you can just wait I will make it eventually.
  • Not like I'm proud of the fact.
  • I want to be your wife, I want to bear your child, I want to die knowing I had a long, full life in your arms.
  • Will you share your life with me for the next ten lifetimes?
  • There are so many dreams I need to see with you.
  • There are so many years I need to be with you.
  • Everyone tells you that the minute you get married every other woman in the world suddenly finds you attractive.
  • And all of a sudden, this pair of breasts walks by and smiles at you and you're like - "That's not fair!"
  • In a perfect world a miracle would happen.
  • I shouldn't care what she thinks since I can't fuck her anyway!
  • Don't despair, I'll be there.
  • I am a good person!
  • Stop looking at that, look at me.
  • Jesus Christ, I suck, I suck, I suck, I suck.
  • I will not be the girl who requires a man to get by.
  • Can we please for a minute stop blaming and say what you feel?
  • Did you think this would all be much easier than it's turned out to be?
  • If I didn't believe in you, we'd never have gotten this far.
  • Don't we get to be happy at some point down the line?
  • If I'm cheering on your side, why can't you support mine?
  • No one can give you courage.
  • I will not lose because you can't win.
  • He wouldn't leave me alone 'less I went with him to dinner.
  • I guess he was good in bed.
  • He blew me off with a heartfelt letter.
  • I can do better than that.
  • You don't have to change a thing, just stay with me.
  • I want you and you and nothing but you.
  • I don't want to throw up your walls and defenses.
  • It feels like my life led right to your side and will keep me there from now on.
  • Think of what's past, because we can do better.
  • Hey, kid - good morning. You look like an angel.
  • I don't remember when we fell asleep.
  • Nobody needs to know.
  • Come back to bed, kid.
  • Hold on, don't cry yet.
  • I won't let you go.
  • Maybe I could be in love with someone like you.
  • Goodbye until tomorrow.
  • I have been waiting for you.
  • I'm not the only one who's hurting here.
  • I don't know what the hell is left to do.
  • I could never rescue you.
  • All I could do was love you hard and let you go.
  • So we could fight, or we could wait, or I could go...
  • I didn't see a way we both could win.
  • Goodbye.

Break up, make up

[[I did break up then make up bc I hate break ups, you don’t have to read the make up bit if you don’t want]]


Finn Shelby x reader


“It’s midnight, where have you been?”

Finn stood in front of the fire with a very angry y/n in front of him. She had been waiting all day to see him, as usual, he usually got home at around 4 or 5ish but he was unusually late these past few times. What pissed her off was that he had been home later for the past week with no explanation. Her suspicions kept growing the more he shut her out.

“Sorry, the errand took longer than expected. I promise I’ll make it up to you, love.” He apologised as he took his hate and coat off, hanging them up on the coat rack.

“No! Don’t do this, Finn. Don’t ‘love’ me and promise things. Because you’ve said that all week and here we are!” Tears formed as he stood there, guilt clearly visible. It hurt Finn seeing you so upset, it hurt more knowing he was the reason behind it.

“Y/n, it’s work. Being a Peaky Blinder means I have little spare time. Tommy’s just letting me do better jobs than just look out or messanger. This task is almost over, then we’ll have us time.” He explained from his heart. He had a bad feeling.

“It’s always work! How do I know you’re not sneaking off with some whore? How do I know you’re safe? Why can’t you just tell me?” She raised her voice this time and stood up, prodding his chest when she made her points.

“Oh so that’s what you think of me? A cheating prick? Well that’s a lovely thing to hear from my own girlfriend isn’t it? And I’m a Peaky fucking Blinder, I’m never safe and you know that. All I’m trying to do is keep you from getting hurt. Keep you from the danger. And you also know that.” At that point Finn snapped. He had never yelled at anyone like that since John and Arthur threw him in the canal.

“Well stop trying! I’m dating a fucking Shelby! No ones safe with one of them! I took that risk because I loved you. So much. And I still do, but I can’t do this. I can’t keep going around, worrying and being excluded from all these secrets! I thought I was family now…but clearly I’m not trusted enough. And to think I did all that smuggling, spying and negotiations for you.” She was crying now. In anger and pain.

“And we appreciate that dearly. I want you to know what’s going on and help us but at the same time I want you to be safe. Tommy won’t let us tell anyone. Ada, Linda, Esme, they don’t know either. Heck, I don’t even know if Polly knows! Please y/n, just bare with me, I love you too much.” He lowered his tone to a soft, sad one. His voice breaking. The girl just stared at him for a moment.

“I love you too, Finn. But I can’t do this. I’m sorry, unless you or your brothers are willing to let me in, it’s over.” And with that she left. Finn stood there, unsure on what to do or feel. He wanted to scream but also cry. Instead he put the fire out and went to bed. Alone and empty.

The next morning he went to the shop as usual. Though, it was noticable that something was terribly wrong. He didn’t say anything. Nor look at anyone. He just sat down with his brothers plus Michael and Isaiah. He didn’t say anything. He just listened to the conversation, wiping the occasional tear. It wasn’t until Arthur picked up on it did the others attention on him became more intense.

“What wrong, boy?” Arthur asked, not yelling, but sympathetically. Isaiah placed a hand on the youngest’s shoulder for comfort.

“Yeah, surely y/n would cheer you up, she’s your girl after all.” The suave boy spoke, smirking a little.

“…not anymore. She ended it.” Finn sniffed and rubbed his face. The smirks dropped to apologetic looks.

“Alright, brother. Tell.” John discarded his cigarette and leant over.

“We had an argument. She said she was tired of being shut out and excluded. She felt used by us. She didn’t like how I kept coming home late with no explanation I could give. She said she still loves me but she can’t stand the secrecy. I explained as much as I could but…She was so hurt she left. Now I don’t know what to do.” His eyes remained looking at the table. The boys all looked at each other.

“What? No. We love y/n, we’d never use her!” Arthur slammed his fist on the table. They all looked at Tommy for his view.

“I think it’s time we tell her. She’s really good at what she does for us. And Finn’s broken.” He replied. They all stood up and continued their work, planning to find y/n later and explain a whole lot.

Time passed and the lads were just about to pack up until the shop door burst open, revealing a crying y/n. She frantically looked around and ran through the betting shop until she saw Finn. She ran over to him and threw her arms around his shoulders, crying into him. He quickly hugged her back.

“You came back…” He quietly weeped, smiling slightly. The rest of the boys smirked and smiled at each other. This wasn’t their plan but they were still happy.

They pulled back and she cupped his face.

“I’m so sorry, Finn! I over-reacted and I regret it. I regret leaving you. I do love you and I love working for the Blinders! I take back all the things I said. I take back my whore accusation. I take it all back. I want you to take me back.” She cried.

“I’ll take you back any day, love. I’m sorry for shutting you out. It won’t happen again and I promise we’ll get us time. I really do promise.” He smiled and wiped her tears away. Tommy stepped forward.

“Y/n? We’re sorry too. From now on consider yourself a Peaky Blinder. You’ve pleased us enough and showed us bravery and loyalty. From now on we won’t keep secrets from you or the other ladies. We’re in this together so we discuss together.” Tommy gave a rare smile to everyone in the room. Finn placed his hat on her head and placed a kiss on her lips.

“First Date”

Sequel to “Blind Date”

Summary: With some help from friends, Dany and Jon have a (second) first date at an abstract art exhibit. They grow undeniably closer as they learn more about each other.

Word Count: 3,389


“Just call him.”


Dany and Missandei sat on their living room floor, Dany’s phone in between them. The roommates had gone back and forth that way for a half hour, trying to decide whether Dany should go ahead and call Jon.

“You’re obviously concerned that he hasn’t called you,” Missandei said, “And it’s been well over a week. That’s plenty of time to have waited.”

“But, he asked for my number, Missi,” Dany retorted, “If he really still wanted to talk to me, he would have by now.”

“He could’ve lost his phone or something. And, I thought you said you two had a great time.”

“I thought we did. Maybe we didn’t. I don’t know.”

Dany was good at hiding her concern for some time, but Missandei quickly saw through it. They were best friends – both at work and out of it – so it was hard for Dany to hide around her. Missandei had seen her through some trying relationships and was optimistic about Jon. And even she found it strange that he hadn’t called after how much Dany gushed over him. So, she tried to remain positive, cheering Dany up when she could.

“I really do believe that there’s probably a simple explanation for this.”

“Yeah, that he’s not interested,” Dany shrugged. “It’s probably for the best. I can’t date the sibling of a student. That’s wrong.”

“How is that wrong?”

“Come on, you can’t tell me that if one of your students had set you up with their brother, you wouldn’t be weirded out a little.”

“I wouldn’t be if I hit it off with him as much as you two apparently did. And Arya won’t be your student for much longer anyway. Has she mentioned anything about him?”

“No, I haven’t asked her what her brother thinks of me. Sorry.” Dany tilted her head back against the sofa. “Look it’s fine. Sometimes things don’t work out and you don’t always know why. It’s fine. Really.”

Perhaps if she said it enough, she could stop feeling disappointed. But she was so lost in thought that she hadn’t noticed that Missandei had taken her phone and walked off to the other side of the room. She was typing something into it as Dany scrambled to chase after her.

“Hey! How did you know my passcode?”

“It’s your birthday. You use it for everything.” Missandei shoved the phone into Dany’s hands. “I called him. Here, it’s ringing.”

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Sad truths

Sam x reader

Summary - I’m not really good at these. Finding out who kills you is a very big surprise. Who is it? And how? Hmmmm big plot twist at the end.

Warnings- angst. Stabbing?

A/n: this is for @waywardrose13 1k challenge!! #Rose1KChallenge. My line is in bold and is “” in the future ….do I make it?“No“. Also Not my gif. Probs some spelling mistakes.


Where were you? Wtf back at the bunker? Okay….

You started walking towards where you heard a voice. You were in the doorframe of the kitchen peeking in you saw dean and Sam.? Weren’t they just with you. They seemed older though? How? We’re you in the future maybe? Dean walked away back to his room Probably. You felt someone tap you and you turned around and let out a big gasp. That person looked just like you. … But a lot paler.

"where am I? Who are you?”

“you’re in the future. I’m you”.

“Whaaa…… Are you so pale and their not?”

“because your-”. And then she disappeared and you woke up to Sam staring at you.

“what did you do to her?.”

“nothing I’m telling her, her future.”

And how would you know that.

Currently you were tied up with Sam by someone you’ve been tracking down for quite some time. Her name is Ava and apparently a superhuman that knows a lot of stuff. She wasn’t really doing anything wrong but you were supposed to get her and bring her to God aka Chuck. You guys walked in there and Dean tried putting handcuffs on her so here you guys were now. Except she Zapped Dean back to the bunker- lucky him. Right now she says it’s about you and Sam. You & Sam have been dating for about 2 years. You guys met on a hunt and it was love at first sight- I mean of course it was for you, he’s hot.


Sam: What do you want from us?

“I know you guys are going to try and kill me and I can’t have that happen.”

“for the 20th time we’re not going to kill you” you said.

“I think that may be true but I have to tell you guys that’s your futures not looking to good”.

“yeah? And what is that supposed to mean?” Sam asked.

“I’ll gladly show you”.

There you were back in the bunker standing now the library. The older Sam and Dean were at the tables researching. You and Sam stood far away from then and Sam looked very confused. “This is where she took you before?”

“yes”. “why do we look- oh yea the future. Okay. Now what?”

“idk I guess we just wait”.

“what happened when you came-”

“ … ”

“what ?” You felt something tap your shoulder again and you turned around to see the paler self you again.

“Sam this is-”.

“You yeah I get it. But why is she/you so pale?”

wait - so in the future ….do I make it?”

no. And you’ll be surprised who will kill you”.

you felt sick to your stomach i mean you knew you would die kinda young but soon-ish? You looked over at Sam with a questioning face

“that’s right” she says.

“wh-what??” You say.

“Sam kills you” Sam tightens his jaw.

“I would never kill her”.

“🤷 sometimes you have to do, what you have to do.”

“how long into the future is this”.

“oh this is 7 years… But you’ve been dead.”

“how long?”

“I’m afraid i already said too much.”

“oh come on cut the crap” Sam says to her.

“fine it’s your funeral. Literally”

Now here you were In some weird room that’s huge and white. There’s dean In a chair and you and Sammy. There’s a guy with a knife up to dean’s neck-

who do you pick Sammy? The girl or your brother?”

neither we’re all leaving here alive. I’ll give you anything else you want.”

“bad answer.” He says while cutting some of Dean’s throat.


“okay.” He says and walks over to you and strokes your cheek. “What about her?”

“don’t!”. Hmm “you better choose before I come back”.

“Sam what are we gonna do about this?”

“can you get out of your ropes?”. “Ughhhh, no.”

Sam tried his hardest to get out and so did you. “Come on, come on” Sam whispered.

The guy came back-

“did you decide?” “fuck. off.”

“I thought so” he used a spell and his eyes lit up & so did Sams, it turned a dark green.

“here” he handed Sam the knife. “Kill the person you choose”.

Sam Walked over to you and just stabbed you.

Your mouth dropped down.

“no” Sam whispers. Everything fades back to where you were with Ava & you guys weren’t tied down anymore. You kinda wanted to cry and as you look over towards the girl she disappears.

“where did she go” you asked out loud.

“I dont know.”

“…..well we should, um we should head back.”

“yeah, hey y/n that’s not gonna happen okay-”

“its okay Sam. we can’t do anything about it he made you do it.” you said about to walk away when he grabs your arm. He has tears in his eyes.

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“hey, no it’s not okay because I’m going to do everything in my power to not let that happen even if that means me not working on that case then so be it. I can’t lose you.”

“I know Sam. I can’t lose you either. We’ll find a way.”

Then you felt it- his lips on your lips in the most needy passionate kiss ever. The one where he thinks he’s going to lose you. You both knew theres Probably nothing you could do but at least you get about 6 maybe more years and that’s all that matters. You had an idea.

You pulled back “come on, let’s go back home.”

He interlocks your hands and walks to where the Impala was parked.

“hey are you guys okay? where is she?” Dean asked.

“well.. she disappeared.” You said.

“how did you guys get out ?” “She let us go”

“are you okay” “were fine” Sam says and walks away.

“what happened?”

“it’s nothing really. I’m going to go take a walk I’ll be back soon.”

“Okay?” Deans says and you walk out. You have been crying for over two hours and you saw a missed call from Sam but you couldn’t answer. You were battling yourself weather or not you should do it now later. But the longer you wait the more painful it will be.

You put the box in the ground and waited…….

“ah yes what can I do for you y/n” a demon said.

“I want to make a deal.”

“What kind of a deal?”

“I want you to erase Sam and Dean’s memories of me. ”

“why would you want to do that?”

“because I need to. Now are you going to or not?”

“what’s in it for me?”

“what do you want?”

“hmm good question but I think you-”

“not my soul pick. Ill work for you or I’ll help u get some souls”.

“Sounds good, we’ll arrange something. I’ll go get the Winchesters memories erased and the angel of course.”

“yes thank you. And take all my stuff out of there.” He nods his head. With the small swoosh that’s when it really hit you and you cried so hard that no sound even came out.

The next morning-

You went to a diner to get some coffee of course you haven’t slept and you went way across town so you wouldn’t run into the love of your life that you couldnt have and his brother. You were getting sugar packets when you dropped some on the floor and when you went down to pick them up your hand touched another hand.

“oh I’m sorry I didn’t see- ”.

“Sam?” You gasped also instantly getting tears in your eyes.

“Do I know you, you look familiar?”

Tears started falling down “no you don’t” you whispered but loud enough for him to hear and walked away. This is going to be hell.

eraser-girll  asked:

So I can't sleep and I had to tell someone about this thought I had where Kei, instead of being quiet about his feelings for S/O is actually really blunt and says what he thinks (like when he's normally insulting people) so someone's like, you and S/o are together 24/7 huh? and he's all, "because I love her,Baka what do you expect." And someone asks why he gets so jealous and he's like "look at her she's fucking gorgeous" and I think that's beautiful because it's his way of being sentimental

Okay, but like this…
Thanks for sharing this with me, ‘cause… I’m not gonna lie, I’ve been thinking abot this all day and I LOVE IT. 

‘Cause I’d never imagined Tsukishima like this, but if you actually thoroughly think about this, it is actually pretty damn logical. People tend to see him as a Tsundere, and damn, he has the type, but this makes a lot more sense and it’s accurate with his personality: Tsukishima is a very blunt and honest person. Once he has actually made his mind about something he faces it. For example. Before facing Shiratorizawa he stated that he could never beat Ushiwaka, that it was impossible… but then he still went “Yeah, I could never do that, but still, I’m gonna try.“ 

He doesn’t have problem acknoledging other people’s quality’s (his, well, not so much; but that’s thought for other time), so he would definitely think his s/o is amazing, “Like yeah, I know she’s freaking awesome and hot, if I didn’t know I wouldn’t be dating her”.
So yeah, I totally agree with you in this.
I’ve always thought Tsukishima would  need to really like someone before dating them, I do think tho, that he wouldn’t go around outloudly stating his love, but just as you said, if faced with that kind of questions, mostly teasing, 'cause, "OMG I can’t believe Saltyshima is in love” but he’s like, “Well, obviously.”

And yeah, I think I rambled a lot, but I really, really like your idea. Hope you don’t get scared because of my endless rambling, specially 'cause I feel like I just reapeted wat you wrote in the first place xD

anonymous asked:

this is lame but i'm afraid of being too clingy to my crush, but i'm also afraid that she'll lose interest if we don't talk very often so i'm? conflicted and can't figure out what's Too Much or Too Little. she posts a lot about how she loves clinginess and is a hopeless romantic, and she's actually told me that i'm not being too clingy but i still worry..... i don't know if you'd have any advice for that but that's okay, i just wanted to vent a little tbh, thank u! also ur blog is blessed™

i think where it crosses a line is when you start demanding their attention instead of asking for it. like there’s nothing wrong with wanting to talk a lot, double texting, telling her you miss her when she’s not around, etc, as long as you’re not making her feel guilty for not being able to reply quickly enough. if you ever catch yourself expecting her attention or resenting a lack of it, you need to cool off and remind yourself that she’s a person and she has a whole life outside of you. that being said, if she’s told you you’re not too clingy, you should trust her! 

  • Vic: Where is my brother?
  • Aaron: Sorting stuff out at work.
  • Vic: And was he gonna come and tell me personally or what? I was gonna get a postcard? This isn't right, Aaron. You can see that.
  • Aaron: None of this is ideal, you know.
  • Rebecca: No-one has to go anywhere, Aaron. Not because of me.
  • Aaron: Nice one. Thanks for that.
  • Rebecca: That's not what I meant.
  • Aaron: Hang on a minute. If Robert didn't tell you how do you know? Did she know?
  • Vic: Does it matter?
  • Aaron: Did Robert tell you?
  • Rebecca: Why can't you stick around? For a bit at least and think about it.
  • Aaron: Ever wondered what I'd do to you if you were a bloke?
  • Vic: Right, there is no need for that.
  • Aaron: Get her out of here.
  • Adam: Oi! What are you doing? Get in the car.
  • Aaron: What?
  • Adam: You and me need to talk. Come on.
random songs starter sentences
  • ❝I waited for your reply here in the pouring rain.❞
  • ❝Nothing lasts forever.❞
  • ❝Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.❞
  • ❝Say you'll remember me.❞
  • ❝I know the hurt won't pass.❞
  • ❝The horses are coming.❞
  • ❝I know I let you down.❞
  • ❝Give me love like never before.❞
  • ❝Sometimes I wish you'd just shut up.❞
  • ❝I wish I was in love but I don't wanna cause any pain.❞
  • ❝What if the way we started made it something cursed from the start.❞
  • ❝I never meant to hurt you.❞
  • ❝There's a place downtown where the freaks all come around.❞
  • ❝I know I took the path that you would never want for me.❞
  • ❝I gave you hell through all the years.❞
  • ❝I'm just a slave unto the night.❞
  • ❝Lose your mind.❞
  • ❝I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever.❞
  • ❝I bet my life for you.❞
  • ❝Lose your clothes.❞
  • ❝Don't let them in.❞
  • ❝Remember when I told you that's the last you'll see of me?❞
  • ❝I promise that I'm gonna try.❞
  • ❝I let you down, didn't I?❞
  • ❝I'm not a saint.❞
  • ❝What if it only gets colder.❞
  • ❝Don't tell me you can't forgive me.❞
  • ❝I've had enough.❞
  • ❝I hate that I let you down.❞
  • ❝Do you ever think of me when you lie?❞
  • ❝Am I just a fool?❞
  • ❝If you had a heart I was hoping that you would show me some.❞
  • ❝Maybe I'm addicted to all the things you do.❞
  • ❝They say you don't know what you got 'til it's gone.❞
  • ❝Yes, I suppose.❞
  • ❝Does she/he know I've been in that bed before?❞
  • ❝I just want you to know that I did it all for you.❞
  • ❝You'll remain just afraid in the dark.❞
  • ❝All things go.❞
  • ❝What do I see in you?❞
  • ❝I'm ashamed to say that I'm not over you.❞
  • ❝Ten years ago, that's when you proposed.❞
  • ❝Am I just a silly girl/boy?❞
  • ❝Call me when you're not so busy just thinking of yourself.❞
  • ❝Life is a movie, but there will never be a sequel.❞
  • ❝The people are saying that you have been playing my heart.❞
  • ❝Don't yell at me.❞
  • ❝I just figured I was something that you couldn't replace.❞
  • ❝Get the fuck out.❞
  • ❝Together we'll mend your heart.❞
  • ❝They say that your darkest hour comes before your dawn.❞
  • ❝You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.❞
  • ❝You had me caught in every web that you weaved.❞
  • ❝Don't tell me listen to your song because it isn't the same.❞
  • ❝I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken.❞
  • ❝I need to just make up my mind.❞
  • ❝Good things come to those who wait.❞
  • ❝I'll never have a chance.❞
  • ❝Touch me, don't be sweet.❞
  • ❝It's been awhile but I still feel the same.❞
  • ❝I'm done feeling like a stranger to myself.❞
  • ❝Why you gotta be so rude?❞
  • ❝Life couldn't get much sweeter.❞
  • ❝There's no one in town.❞
  • ❝I'm best when I'm in love and I'm in love with you.❞
  • ❝If you were with me tonight, I'd sing to you just one more time.❞
  • ❝I'll give you all I got.❞
  • ❝Why we're always at each others throats?❞
  • ❝He/She hit me and it felt like a kiss.❞
  • ❝There's you in everything I do.❞
  • ❝Chasing after you is like a fairytale.❞
  • ❝Is there life on Mars?❞
  • ❝Don't let them see.❞
  • ❝One last time I need to be the one who takes you home.❞
  • ❝We're living different lives.❞
  • ❝I don't deserve it.❞
  • ❝How in hell did this shit happened?❞
  • ❝I know that this is my fault.❞
  • ❝You're turning me on.❞
  • ❝I don't wanna be without you.❞
  • ❝The ones that love me I tend to leave behind.❞
  • ❝I should've been more careful.❞
  • ❝I'll make it feel like the first time.❞
  • ❝All I really care is you wake up in my arms.❞
  • ❝No matter where I sleep, you are haunting me.❞
  • ❝When I get you moaning you know it's real.❞
  • ❝I feel like a failure.❞
  • ❝I am longing for your love.❞
  • ❝One more time, I promise after that I'll let you go.❞
  • ❝He/She'll never love you like I can.❞
  • ❝Stay with me a minute.❞
  • ❝I am drowning.❞
  • ❝I swear I'll make it worth it.❞
  • ❝Why can't I keep my fingers off you baby?❞
  • ❝It's hard to breathe.❞
  • ❝At least I'm being honest.❞
  • ❝I really loved you bad.❞
  • ❝I don't care if you got her/him in your heart.❞
  • ❝I was hoping you'd save me.❞
  • ❝I just can't believe that this is my life.❞
  • ❝No one said this would ever be easy, my love.❞
  • ❝Don't make me cry.❞
  • ❝They could never make me hate you.❞
  • ❝Let me kiss you in the pouring rain.❞
  • ❝I'm angry but I still love you.❞
  • ❝Let's go get high.❞
  • ❝I will never let you go.❞
  • ❝You like your girls'boys insane.❞
  • ❝We will be alright.❞
  • ❝Don't make me sad.❞
  • ❝I will be by your side when the impossible rises up.❞
  • ❝The past is in the past.❞
  • ❝He/She hurt me but it felt like true love.❞
  • ❝Don't let them know.❞
  • ❝I'm never going back.❞
  • ❝Don't tell me that I'm wrong.❞
  • ❝It's all fun and games 'til somebody falls in love.❞
  • ❝Be the good girl/boy you always have to be.❞
  • ❝I never meant to break your heart.❞
  • ❝Lately I've been waking up alone.❞
  • ❝I never wanted anything from you.❞
  • ❝I never meant to make you cry.❞
  • ❝Don't you place the blame on me.❞
  • ❝I just wanna hold you.❞
  • ❝What would you think of me now?❞
  • ❝You gotta hold on.❞
  • ❝I've been saving all my summers for you.❞
  • ❝I guess we are who we are.❞
  • ❝I never said thank you for that.❞
  • ❝All I want is the thaste that your lips allow.❞
  • ❝Did I take it too far?❞
  • ❝Don't you know I'm human too?❞
  • ❝You're still beautiful to me.❞
  • ❝I thought might get one more chance.❞