self control (part 2) - steve harrington

Steve Harrington x Reader

part one

Warnings: inner conflict i guess??

Summary: You’re finding it harder and harder to resist Steve.

A/N: Part two ya’ll! I’m pretty proud of how this turned out. I know it’s A LOT shorter than part one but I think I like it like this. I appreciate everyone’s feedback and support - I love hearing from you guys! :D Keep telling me what you guys like or don’t like, I love it. 

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Originally posted by frayclary

Monday morning rolled around and you were still all torn up.

Steve had really screwed everything up, and despite the fact he called to apologize, you were still angry. You were angry at him for not controlling his temper, you were angry at Tommy for being such a jackass, but mostly you were angry at yourself for letting your guard down. You knew better than to let Steve in, to fall for him. Yet here you were, having spent the entire weekend thinking about him, and you felt like someone had ripped your whole body in half.

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The Gift to End All Gifts (Steve Harrington)

Steve Harrington x Reader



Hi hi so this didn’t come out exactly as planned, but I don’t hate it. It’s a little less dog centric after I edited so I’m sorry, I really like it though. It’s a tad short nearly 1.2k words so yeah… enjoy

Christmas time was nearing and you had no idea what to get Steve. Well to say nearing was an understatement, it was December 20th, you had 5 days to get a present. You had known Steve forever and knew what he liked, but he had everything that he liked. He liked guitars, his hair, and you. You could get him a guitar, but he really doesn’t play anymore, he doesn’t have time, you could get him Farrah Fawcett spray, but he already has way too much of that. You were at a loss for ideas, and time was running out. It’s not like Steve was helping as he said he got you the “best gift ever” and that it’s “the gift to end all gifts”.

On your quest to get Steve a gift you went to the mall. When you walked, alone, searching for your inspiration, you saw a pair laughing and smiling and having a good time. It was Nancy and Johnathan. You smiled in the direction of the couple and they wondered over. They looked so happy, holding hands and carrying steaming cups of liquid. “Hey guys!” You exclaimed, smiling, hoping that they would have a suggestion.

“Hey, Y/N, whatcha doing here all alone, where’s Steve?” Johnathan asked.

You were about to speak when Nancy, whom you had asked to come to the mall with you, interjected, “Someone,” She said, nodding in your direction judgmentally, “ procrastinated getting a present for Steve until the very last minute.”

Johnathan laughed and said, “Wow and I know Steve’s gift for you is so good, you better impress, you’ve got a lot to go against!”

“You. Are not. Helping.” You said, “ But really, do you have any ideas ??”

“Wait he told you too? Isn’t it so cute! Oh I can’t wait for Y/N” Nancy said to Johnathan. He nodded, the two smiling like they only saw each other.

“Hi, yeah I’m right here, and still in need of ideas ?”

“The other day he was talking about how he wanted to start playing guitar again, I don’t know if he’s serious, but if that helps?” Johnathan said, “anyway, we have to go, see you later?”

“Bye Y/N” Nancy said cheerfully, bouncing away with Johnathan on her arm. You sighed and decided that, because his gift is the best, that you would get him a guitar. You had a ton of money saved up so why not. You loved when he played guitar for you so, it was really a great investment.


Today was the day, it was Christmas Even. You finally got to see what Steve got your for Christmas and to say you were nervous was an understatement. What if you hated it, you didn’t want to hurt his feelings, what if he hated what you got him, what if you make him feel bad. There were too many factors.

It was noonish and you were going over to Steve’s house for friendmas and everyone would be there. Steve, Nancy, Johnathan, and the kids, Dustin, Will, Mike, Lucas, El, and Max. When you got there you were the last one to arrive, as per usual. When you walked into the house you were greeted with a chorus of “its about time”s and “finally”s. You put down all the presents under the tree and sat with your friends. As you all were sitting, talking about anything and everything, you noticed that everyone kept staring at Steve. Eventually Steve started to notice and sighed.

“What?” He said, in a confused tone.

“You know what.” Dustin stated, nodding his head is your direction.

“Okay, I’ll go get it” Steve said, standing up and walking out of the room and down the hall.

Everyone started to get excited, El looked the most excited and was giggling into Mike’s shoulder. Dustin was smiling like a lunatic and Lucas couldn’t even look he was laughing so hard. You were so stressed as Steve walked back into the room cradling a large box with holes cut in it. Steve placed the box down in front of you and sat down next to you. The box began to shake and make little squeaky noises. “Come on, open it?!?” Dustin said, practically jumping out of his seat.

You ripped off the lid and looked inside to see a teeny tiny lab puppy. You picked up the dog and almost immediately started crying. It was so cute. You couldn’t handle it. “So, best present ever?” Steve said sheepishly, all you did was nod and hug the small puppy. All the kids were freaking out, even though they all already knew. After you had gotten over the tears you placed the puppy down on the floor and let her run over to the other kids, you turned to Steve, baffled and said,”how-“ he immediately started explaining,”I already asked your parents, they know and are very excited for her”

You smiled and he continued, “I got you a puppy because I love the way your face lights up whenever we see one. You’re cute when you’re happy”


After everyone else had left and it was just you and Steve playing with the puppy you said, “So, what are we going to name our daughter?”

“Our daughter?” Steve questioned, with a big stupid grin plastered onto his perfect face.

“You heard me, what’s her name,” You replied, smiling at the pure happiness that was on his face.

“I don’t know, I guess to have to stay until we decided,” Steve said as his smile turned into a smirk.

“I suppose I will,” You said as you and Steve stayed cuddled up on the floor of his living room with your sleeping puppy snoozing happily in front of your legs.

“Oh wait what about your present?” You said after a few minutes of calm silence.

“You don’t need to get me anything, being my girlfriend is enough” Steve replied, nearly falling asleep with his head leaning on the seat of the couch.

You turned and kissed your boyfriend and whispered, “I’ll be right back” You stood and walked out to your car, grabbing the guitar case wrapped in paper, carrying it back in. When you got back in Steve was waiting, eyes wide, like a child, for his gift.

“So I didn’t know what to get, so I settled on this, I really hope you like it” You said hesitantly.

“Oh shut up I’ll love it” He said, grabbing at the paper. What was in the case didn’t process until he had it completely unwrapped. “Are you serious? You didn’t? You did not.”

“I did” You said, smiling again at the apparent joy spread across your boyfriend’s face as a wave of relief washed over you.

“Babe I love it,” he said picking up the guitar. He placed it back down, and placed a long kiss on your lips. He immediately turned back to his guitar and began to play. This was the perfect Christmas. The late hours of Christmas Eve spent with your new puppy and Steve quietly strumming music were what made this Christmas the best Christmas ever.

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Question about Japanese and Mandarin

Hi guys! I have a question to those who are studying Japanese and Mandarin at the same time, and I’m hoping you can help me a bit.

So, I’m currently studying Japanese and want to continue focusing on it but I’ve been toying with the idea to study Mandarin alongside for a while now. I’m not too worried about mixing up the grammars and pronunciations, because they seem different enough from the quick look I had at them. However, I’m a bit worried about confusing the kanji and hanzi. I know they are often different from each other but still… 

To those who study Japanese and Mandarin (or any other Chinese language): Do you have issues with mixing up the two writing systems? Or do you have any tips on how to avoid it? 

Thanks in advance! <3


self-pity is okay

but don’t let it turn into self-loathing

there is a line you need to learn

where the two start to fade into each other

and i know, it’s hard, i’ve been there

but don’t cross it

there are no paths over there

no guidance, just detrimental thoughts

it’s so easy to get lost and buried by your own mind

left with no air or will to exist

it’s all taken away from you so easily

and it’s such a cold place

i don’t want you to be stuck there

i don’t want you to be lost

i want you to have hope

quality things in the bmc bootleg

- jeremy rapidly squirting more lotion into his hand

- dONt tOuCh mE T A L L A S S

- everyone dancing in class and just getting down while jeremy sings



- michaels dancing



- rich’s lisp

- r i c h ‘ s l i s p


- rich lifting up his shirt

- rich’s dancing


- i love rich




- F A V O U W I T E P E R S O N

- the guy selling the squips was hilarious and i secretly want him to he mr reyes because the way he spoke was so dramatic and funny

- i think i just wasted my bar mitzvah money on a wintergreen tic tac




Are You Going To Be An Overprotective Baby Brother?

Pairing: Steve x Henderson!reader 

Request:  Could you do a Steve Harrington imagine of being Dustin’s older sister and prior to the monsters you ignored Steve even though he always tried to flirt because you’re pretty and smart but you’re also snarky and friends with Nancy and Jonathan and BFFs with Dustin and all his friends love you and post monsters with Dustin and Steve’s bromance you start to be friends with him and Dustin notices he likes you and gives Steve a overprotective baby brother speech? You can decide if he makes a move  

Warnings: fluff, a few swear words

A/N: Omg I love this prompt so much! Also, I have a requested El x reader coming out sometime in the next few days :)

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Epoch (m) a period of time in history or a person’s life, typically one marked by notable events or particular characteristics.

Words: 11.3k

Genre/Warnings: smut, language and angst

Pairing: Reader x Jungkook

Summary: When Namjoon breaks up with you, you’re left wondering what to do. Realizing you’ve been unhappy with your life, you go off to Hawaii. In Hawaii, you meet a cute desk clerk named Jungkook who saves your ass. (Based off of Forgetting Sarah Marshall)

You were waiting for your boyfriend, Namjoon, to come over. He had just gotten back from New York, where he had a few concerts. You worked with him, you were a lyric writer and producer. He had called you last night, saying, that he would be getting in early and wanted to see you.

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Pairing; Park Jimin  x Reader

Words; 3.1k

Genre; Smut | Light angst

Summary;  ❝Love is blind, greed is insatiable❞

Aka; You’re Jimin’s side hoe and he’s too fucking greedy to choose between what he loves and his greed for money.

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I do need you

Heartbeat | 5

“You’ve always stayed far away from the Kingsnakes, the coldblooded gang that runs the dark heart of your city. That is until your life collides with the intriguing and dangerous Jung Hoseok.”

pairing: hoseok x reader
genre: gang!au, angst, smut
wordcount: 10k

part one | two | three | four | five

** warnings: ANGST, degrading names during sex, dom!Hoseok, violence, graphic descriptions of injuries, dark themes, mentions of drugs, hospital scene

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Spencer Hastings & Toby Cavanaugh | S05E02 “Whirly Girlie” Original Script

Begin (M)

Author: kpopfanfictrash

Pairing: You / Baekhyun

Rating: 18+ (Explicit sex, dirty talk, light choking)

Word Count: 4,104

Summary:  After moving into a new building, you keep running into the same man. The same, annoying, impossibly beautiful man - who just might like you back. (HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TO THE WONDERFUL @knockknocksoosthere ! Here’s your Baekhyun, the number two EXO bias)

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ok but listen... namseok

Have any of you ever considered the beautiful friendship between these two boys? I’m so sad that this amazing ship never gets any recognition when there’s so many beautiful things about Namjoon and Hoseok together. Allow me to tell you why Namseok is worth shipping. 

They’re most comfortable around each other

First of all, Namjoon and Hoseok are the same age. When Hoseok was asked the question “who is the easiest to get along with?” Hoseok said: 

“Namjoon, because we’re same age friends, and we’ve been living together for so long. When I look at him, I can feel what he wants to say and how he feels.” 

When asked about their relationship, Namjoon once said: 

“We’re like rice cakes. (Hoseok and I) we always stick together.” 

In Bon Voyage, they were told they seem like “awkward friends” because they don’t really interact that much in videos. They both confirmed that on camera, their personalities won’t be the exact same. When the cameras are off, they talk all the time about even the stupidest things, but also the serious things, they confide in each other. 

They respect each other immensely 

While reviewing the WINGS album, Namjoon talked about the members and their individual songs and he kept telling how well Hoseok did and how hard he worked on his intro with both the dance and music. Later Hoseok walked in to tell Namjoon he was going home (how cute is that?!?!!!) and Namjoon complimented him again. Hoseok was too shy to function.

Or that time they had a heart to heart and told each other why they were envious of each other. Telling each other what the other meant to the group. They admitted their insecurities to one another and it was truly heartwarming to see how well they can talk with each other. 

(gif credit: hobi-)

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Kane & Toews: forever linked (x)

requested by @musainrules <3

Best Friends... (Steve Harrington x Reader)

Originally posted by dailystevenancy

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Author note: No one asked for this… But I was inspired okay! I swear I’m working on Losers Club stuff! Warning um unrequited Love.

(Y/n) knew from the start that he was gone. The moment he brought her to their table she knew. God she wished she could of been clueless. She wished she could of had hope that perhaps it was a trick of the light. She knew though that nothing could change it.

Steve had smiled so bright with his arm around her shoulders. The two sat down laughing and (Y/n) had felt so small. So small and she wished she could of just hidden away, but He looked at her and seemed so excited. So excited to show off his girlfriend and to get the two to like each other. “(Y/n) this is Nancy! Nancy my best friend (Y/n)…”

Nancy had smiled so sweetly. (Y/n) knew she could never hate Nancy in that moment. Nancy was a good girl that much was obvious. she had held out her hand chuckling slightly. “Nice to meet you (Y/n). Steve’s told me all about you,” She remarked.

(Y/n) smiled, but if one looked close it never reached her eyes. She shook Nancy’s hand choking back the sob that wanted out. “Trust me the pleasure is min. Steve never shuts up about you,” She joked chuckling weakly.  She felt so empty in that moment. It felt like she lost all the fight she had in her. She smiled though and pretended in that moment that everything was alright. That she wasn’t struggling to breath or that her eyes weren’t burning from unshed tears. She laughed and smiled just like she was programmed to do. She had to leave halfway through. The two were joking around and (Y/n) felt sick to her core.

“I remembered I forgot something. So I’ll be right back.” She spoke quickly and stood up trying to ignore the glimmer of concern in Steve’s eyes.

“Oh Alright.”

(Y/n) turned away as her vision blurred. She quickly made her way out of the cafeteria feeling her chest constrict. She struggled for breath as the tears finally began to flow freely. Her whole body seemed to burn and turn against her. She stepped outside of the school and plopped down by the wall. Her whole body shaking as she finally recognized what she saw.

Steve was in love… He was in love with someone else. All those days she thought that perhaps he felt the same. That maybe he stared just a little longer then he should. All of it was her imagination. Her lungs burned as she began to sob. 

She was in love with her best friend… He was not in love with her.

“(Y/n) this is Nancy! Nancy this is my best friend (Y/n)…”

Right… She thought bitterly. I’m just the best friend.