YOU GUYS I AM REALLY DUMB

He finds her out on the balcony. Jackie popped out for groceries to make for dinner, mumbling something about a shepherd’s pie long owed. They’re all quiet, subdued, in the wake of their return to the right universe. Jackie seems shell-shocked and on the edge of breaking and he thinks he’ll confine himself to the TARDIS tonight lest he overhear her crack. That seems too private a thing for the relationship they have.

 Rose retreated after she cried herself out and he let her, tinkering to keep himself busy, but when he emerged Jackie was leaving and she was nowhere to be seen. He made tea and went to look. The flat is small and it only took a moment to see her silhouetted by harsh street lamps

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anonymous asked:

So I just recently had consensual casual sex with a guy and it was really nice and I liked it. But I am feeling ashamed of myself because I know what my friends would think or how people would judge me for doing it. What is your opinion on casual sex? Is it weird to feel both great and ashamed?

That shame is a dumb internal thing because the world has told you that what you did is “dirty” and “wrong.” That’s crap. You’re allowed to do whatever you want with your body. Just give yourself time. It takes a while to sift through that internalized sex shame but you’ll get there.

As for your friends, is there any reason they need to know about your sex life? Because for the most part, unless something is wrong, it’s totally okay to keep that private.

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I want to make a heartfelt apology for whatever it is I end up accidentally saying during the forthcoming ‪#‎JurassicWorld‬ press tour. I hope you understand it was never my intention to offend anyone and I am truly sorry. I swear. I’m the nicest guy in the world. And I fully regret what I (accidentally will have) said in (the upcoming  foreign and domestic) interview(s).
I am not in the business of making excuses. I am just dumb. Plain and simple. I try. I REALLY try! When I do (potentially) commit the offensive act for which I am now (pre) apologizing you must understand I (will likely have been) tired and exhausted when I (potentially) said that thing I (will have had) said that (will have had) crossed the line. Those rooms can get stuffy and the hardworking crews putting these junkets together need some entertainment! (Likely) that is who I was trying to crack up when I (will have had) made that tasteless and unprofessional comment. Trust me. I know you can’t say that anymore. In fact in my opinion it was never right to say the thing I definitely don’t want to but probably will have said. To those I (will have) offended please understand how truly sorry I already am. I am fully aware that the subject matter of my imminent forthcoming mistake, a blunder (possibly to be) dubbed “JurassicGate” is (most likely) in no way a laughing matter. To those I (will likely have had) offended rest assured I will do everything in my power to make sure this doesn’t happen (again
)” - Chris Pratt

As a way to say thank you for 300 followers, I thought I’d put together a follow forever! I tried my hardest not to leave anyone out, though if I did I am so, so sorry! I love you all, and thank you for sticking with me even through my various and ever changing interests~

Seriously, you rock (◕‿◕✿)


{Special nerds}

I really hope you guys feel the same way, or else this is going to be super awkward… Anyway, these are the people whom I have had the pleasure of getting to know through this dumb website, and whom I consider friends (also you should definitely follow them)~


*** andquitefrankly | breathingbarduil | brokensmolders | dearvienna13 | folivorah |​ originalthree | wish-upon-the-disney-star | zalfie-phan | lifeofanemotionalturtle who I have been friends with for most of my life and who I love immensely~ I KNOW YOU GOT CORNFLAKES COCKEY A PULL UP |​ and of course bonjour-mademoiselles, who has been my best friend since we were like, two years old, and who has always been the loveliest person~ I love you chica, and I’m so glad that I get to spend a large part of my life being nerdy with you ♡ ***


{Cool people I’m following who should totally check out their blogs}

These are the lovelies who I will follow forever and ever (or y'know, however long I’m on this website) You guys are super cool, and I hope to one day achieve the same level of blogging excellence as you~


*** aceofstars16 | a-girl-who-loves-disney | barduilotp | bilboo | buildingbaymax | capt-johnsmith | cargsdoodles | cupcakelogic | curmudgeony | dailylifeofadisneyfreak | darlingdisneydreamer | demigodmaui | disney-magical-dreaming | disneyprincessalexia | disneys-southernbelle | dooweewho | elfandbowman | grim-grinning-goofs | hobbitunderthemountain | jadenovak | kadhara  | lalalovedisney | lovedisneylife |​​ lunarheadcanons | moahna |  mommahootowl | mouseonmainstreet | oakenshieldbaggins | rapnuzels | rapvnzel | savannah-darling | seaskysailing | simplykorra | sneakybookworm | the-star-named-andy |​ thrandls | thrandythefabulous | tower-of-terror |​ tumbleupondisney | violetrobinsons | xmaybemeganx | yohoyohoadisneylifeforme ***


I figured it was about time I make one of these. I love all of you guys. You’re all such nice, funny, smart, talented people. Even if we’ve never talked before or you don’t follow me, you’re all really cool so thank you for making me want to waste my life on this dumb website. I’m really sorry if I leave anyone out.


the squad (aka i consider us friends so suck it up and deal with it) (hover over your name)

Talon    Lucy    Fer    Alexa

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1864damon adorkablelena alwaysurvive bigbadvampire bisexualclark
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delenavstheuniverse dexualthoughts domesticdelena doppelutifulelenasgiggle​ elenashero elenashome elenaspj elenasleep elenastan 

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myeternalsaviour mysteriousdamon octaviabhlake ohdamonelena pauwesleys petrova qilberts rememberelena reyesraeven

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underdamonsskin undyingdelena warriorclarke warriorcupcakes
warricrprincess widowelena

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Guy from highschool I ran into: “So want to do something sometime? I am all for it!”
Me: “Sure we could grab food or whatever :) I like hanging out”
G: “Oh yeah um well you’re single right?”
M: “No, I’m actually I’m dating someone right now”
G"…Okay ah, I really hoped you’d be single we better not hangout I guess then huh"
M: *staring off into space tired & unamused*
G:“If you ever are single though might I get your number? Maybe we can try then”
M: “Probably not but thank you for making me feel like a caged animal unable to associate with the outside world since I am romantically unavailable at this time. I only was going to have coffee with you to be kind & catch up not let you bang me but you have a good night”

Ah yes. What a time to be alive.

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[[ i am so baffled by my recorded voice you guys istg but at least it’s in a good way >>

anyways, here it is, baby mine, so chosen bc the ghost is a huge sap who gets teary-eyed thinking about goosedad raising giant baby panda with so much love ;A; i uh. also sang it at a lower… key?? pitch?? idk than the alison krauss version i linked to coughs

just so you guys are aware of that

i tried it at a few different starting pitches, but this was the one i liked the best orz

and yes that is a picture of a goose and a gosling slapped ]]

The world, my world, is too full of inverse relationships. Uncomfortable, unnavigable, inverse connections – between truth, gossip and money, across time. I am too old to be having this hard of a time making my way through it all. It is all too petty for my seemingly undeniable urge, to run away. 

My dad is a fat rich white guy. He disowned me, before and after he won the lottery. That was just over twenty years ago. 

Go back not quite thirty years before that if you want to know when my family really came undone. When I was born, I ripped my mother’s cervix apart and since no one noticed, she almost died. I think it scared my dad so bad he lost the capacity to love right, right then. He was young and poor and desperately attached. My mother was the best the thing that had ever happened to him. Plus, he had secretly hoped for a son. He had no clue what to do with me. 

My aunt, who is my godmother, my mother’s baby sister, was nineteen years old at the time. During the crisis, she imagined she would have to marry him and raise me. But she did not have to. My mother pulled through. So my life was just wonky, funhouse crooked, one slightly off – instead of a complete disaster. Or… maybe just a different disaster. Who can ever tell. Who knows. 

My parents are no longer together; they haven’t been for thirty years. My aunt, unlike my father, has tried very hard to be there for me. She has been faithful and loving, despite the shenanigans and general bad behavior of the rest of us - Mom, Dad, and me included. She was the black sheep of my mom’s family, the artist, the free spirit. A certified music teacher, and likewise a massage therapist, a self-published children’s author, she has made her way mostly on the business edge of the art industry. She has a full-time job, too, but on the side she started an art’s council in my hometown that has been quite successful. 

My dad has not spoken to me, has refused my (holiday, birthday & random) intermittent but consistent attempts to reconnect with him for the past twenty years. He does not know my daughter at all. I stopped sending the cards, etc. a few years ago. Now I just send an email once a year, either for his birthday in late spring, or on father’s day. 

About six weeks ago, on the spur of the moment, I had this urge to send him a link. No note, no formal hello or whatever – it was a just a link to the kickstarter for this covered bicycle/sidecar thing with motorized capabilities. It made me think of him because, rumor has it, he is a biking enthusiast and takes his dogs along on excursions in a contraption he pulls behind him. The link made me think of him - I sent it in an email with a note saying exactly, and only that. “This made me think of you. :)” 

He did not reply. He never has. Not to my cards, not to packages, not to email. But, oh well. There was something about this. This casual message to say: Hey, I think about you. It felt right. Then last week, again, spur of the moment, I sent him a ten second video of my bees under the subject line: “my bees”. 

Again, no note. No explanation. It felt good. I thought, “Well, Dad, you don’t have to look, but, here I am.” I thought, who knows? Maybe I will send him another one, now and again, these tidbits of information-only emails. I liked the sense of… controlled connection it gave me. There, I’ve said it, honestly. However petty and immature that makes me.

Then, tonight, I got an email from my aunt. She asked for my dad’s email address. She wants to contact him and ask for a donation for a project she is working on with the arts council. 

I know it is really fucked up and selfish and horrible and mixed up wrong of me… but I don’t want to give it to her. My dad’s birthday is the day after tomorrow, I know he’ll see my recent contacts as part of some scheme if she asks him for money right now. I feel… twelve years old. I feel such an inescapable mixed up cocktail of sick emotions. A concoction of guilt and anger and the need to protect, but most of all confusion. Mostly I feel foolish. Which is how grownups have always made me feel. I am too old for this. I feel twelve years old and I only want to run away from home. 

But the reality is, there is no home to run from, just this petty chaos of inverse relationships. No real problems. Just a whole lot of made up bullshit. I need to learn how to ignore it all, I suppose. But here I am, forever longing to… be connected, to be involved. 

This is as close to community as I know. And most of all, I feel small. 

sonic-for-real-justice lmao for some reason you’re all over my dash and just its actually kind of hilarious. yall are assholes  (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧*:・゚✧

“Never attack anyone for race, religion, gender, sexuality, weight, ect.” UNLESS you don’t agree with them, or don’t understand them because you don’t have experience with their self-expression. Then, they’re a

because you don’t get it and are five years old.

and i wish you would shut up about mental illness, because some people actually have it. the most ive ever struggled with is depression, which i took meds and got therapy for and worked out, and anxiety, which really is a common thing that most people have had, even mildly.

But jesus christ, there are so many mental illnesses and anomalies that most people cant even claim to know the first thing about, so they seem weird. but you have to stay in your damn lane– you dont know any of those people personally. i can assume none of you are mentally ill, you shit on people so hard.

and why are you so firmly against the things you dont understand? have you done any actual research? or are you pulling it all out of your ass?

and when people who have actual experience try to explain it politely to you, you shit on them too. the least you could do is have a mature conversation– and a mature conversation includes listening to the other side of the story.

but i guess that doesnt work on you, so here: youre dicks

I want to make a heartfelt apology for whatever it is I end up accidentally saying during the forthcoming ‪#‎JurassicWorld‬ press tour. I hope you understand it was never my intention to offend anyone and I am truly sorry. I swear. I’m the nicest guy in the world. And I fully regret what I (accidentally will have) said in (the upcoming foreign and domestic) interview(s).

I am not in the business of making excuses. I am just dumb. Plain and simple. I try. I REALLY try! When I do (potentially) commit the offensive act for which I am now (pre) apologizing you must understand I (will likely have been) tired and exhausted when I (potentially) said that thing I (will have had) said that (will have had) crossed the line. Those rooms can get stuffy and the hardworking crews putting these junkets together need some entertainment! (Likely) that is who I was trying to crack up when I (will have had) made that tasteless and unprofessional comment. Trust me. I know you can’t say that anymore. In fact in my opinion it was never right to say the thing I definitely don’t want to but probably will have said. To those I (will have) offended please understand how truly sorry I already am. I am fully aware that the subject matter of my imminent forthcoming mistake, a blunder (possibly to be) dubbed “JurassicGate” is (most likely) in no way a laughing matter. To those I (will likely have had) offended rest assured I will do everything in my power to make sure this doesn’t happen (again).

—  Chris Pratt
Chris Pratt

I bet Chris Pratt thought it would be “funny” to defuse our outrage by issuing a preemptive apology for anything offensive he might say during his upcoming press tour. SMDH. I’m not laughing, Mansplain Lord. Here is Pratt’s “apology,” issued at his Facebook page:

I want to make a heartfelt apology for whatever it is I end up accidentally saying during the forthcoming ‪#‎JurassicWorld‬ press tour. I hope you understand it was never my intention to offend anyone and I am truly sorry. I swear. I’m the nicest guy in the world. And I fully regret what I (accidentally will have) said in (the upcoming foreign and domestic) interview(s).

I am not in the business of making excuses. I am just dumb. Plain and simple. I try. I REALLY try! When I do (potentially) commit the offensive act for which I am now (pre) apologizing you must understand I (will likely have been) tired and exhausted when I (potentially) said that thing I (will have had) said that (will have had) crossed the line. Those rooms can get stuffy and the hardworking crews putting these junkets together need some entertainment! (Likely) that is who I was trying to crack up when I (will have had) made that tasteless and unprofessional comment. Trust me. I know you can’t say that anymore. In fact in my opinion it was never right to say the thing I definitely don’t want to but probably will have said. To those I (will have) offended please understand how truly sorry I already am. I am fully aware that the subject matter of my imminent forthcoming mistake, a blunder (possibly to be) dubbed "JurassicGate” is (most likely) in no way a laughing matter. To those I (will likely have had) offended rest assured I will do everything in my power to make sure this doesn’t happen (again).

Oh, how cute. Chris Pratt thinks our outrage is something to be mocked. Chris Pratt thinks our hurt is something for you to play with. I cannot even with this. FFS. In some ways this is worse than Marvel’s Dude Bros acting all Dude Bro-y. Pratt’s implicit mockery of outrage culture for choosing to seize on any little dumb thing he might say is an incredibly marginalizing tool of oppression. 

Apology NOT accepted. We’ve got our eye on you.

I give the transgression of making fun of outrage culture four problematics.

Okay, a local theater group is putting on a production of The Addams Family Musical, and auditions are Thursday and Friday of this week and I am currently going with auditioning for Morticia, but if anything I’d like to be apart of the ensemble(obviously the main cast is my favorite)(but I really wanna be an Addams Ancestor so badly.) but I’m having difficulties trying to find a song to audition with, and i know this sounds really dumb to ask but would any of you guys have any suggestions for me? I can sing in between a mezzo soprano and an alto.. if that makes any sense. But I really need help trying to find a song to audition with!! 

mix about dumb werewolf teenagers falling in love aka the story you never wanted until now (and the one i’m trying to write)

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  1. From Eden - Jessica Smith and Cormac Butler (Hozier cover)
  2. Animal - Allison Kaplan (Neon Trees cover)
  3. Wolf Like Me - Lera Lynn (TV On The Radio cover)
  4. Meant To Fall - Maeve Kelly
  5. Iris - Kimmi Smiles (The Goo Goo Dolls cover)
  6. Tenerife Sea - Mackenzie Johnson (Ed Sheeran cover)
  7. Howl - Florence And The Machine
  8. Arms - Christina Perri
  9. New Romantics - Taylor Swift
  10. Runaways - Maeve Kelly
  11. La Vie En Rose - Daniela Andrade
  12. Nightingale - Demi Lovato
  13. When You Sleep - Mary Lambert
  14. Fools - Lauren Aquilina
  15. Girlfriend - Mackenzie Johnson
I want to make a heartfelt apology for whatever it is I end up accidentally saying during the forthcoming ‪#‎JurassicWorld‬ press tour. I hope you understand it was never my intention to offend anyone and I am truly sorry. I swear. I’m the nicest guy in the world. And I fully regret what I (accidentally will have) said in (the upcoming foreign and domestic) interview(s).
I am not in the business of making excuses. I am just dumb. Plain and simple. I try. I REALLY try! When I do (potentially) commit the offensive act for which I am now (pre) apologizing you must understand I (will likely have been) tired and exhausted when I (potentially) said that thing I (will have had) said that (will have had) crossed the line. Those rooms can get stuffy and the hardworking crews putting these junkets together need some entertainment! (Likely) that is who I was trying to crack up when I (will have had) made that tasteless and unprofessional comment. Trust me. I know you can’t say that anymore. In fact in my opinion it was never right to say the thing I definitely don’t want to but probably will have said. To those I (will have) offended please understand how truly sorry I already am. I am fully aware that the subject matter of my imminent forthcoming mistake, a blunder (possibly to be) dubbed “JurassicGate” is (most likely) in no way a laughing matter. To those I (will likely have had) offended rest assured I will do everything in my power to make sure this doesn’t happen (again).
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Here it is…. One year. One year of having wounded heart. Some people might not understand me coz they don’t know the life of a fangirl. They just don’t. One year and i thought i’ve already moved on. One year and i thought i’ m already happy with what you guys have with different paths. One year and i thought the pain is gone. But guess what? I am still crying right now. Crying just like the same day last year. I thought it won’t hurt anymore but damn, it still hurts…still fckng hurts. I always said before that my bias is Luhan, but my sisters always say that i am obviously fond with you. And that i realized.that you are really my ultimate bias. I was just oblivious of it. I fell for this DUMB GIANT whose ARTWORKS ARE FUNNY but still believes that he’s the reincarnation of PICASSO. Who hates chicken but ended up liking it. This dork with the beautiful GUMMY SMILE. This guy who thinks he is SUPERMAN and wants to fly to GALAXY. This guy who turns every place to his own fashion ramp. This guy who cares so much about fans, who opens the car just to give them autographs, and the one who picked up a fanletter thrown by their manager. It was really painful when you left. It’s like a first heartbreak which made me think that “are you my first love?” Hates are thrown to you. You were called BETRAYER by so called fans, and what’s worse, your fellow members. But you kept mum about everything. You’re the picture of a helpless person surrounded by bullies that time. I want to reach out and hug you but i can’t. I’m just a FAN. I know that the other members were also hurt but i also know that you are more hurt. Making a decision….a strong one. They have everyone that time. But you have NO ONE. No one to comfort you…there might be few of us that time who defend you but we just can’t coz we’re too far from you. You are indeed GALAXY…a beauty that is too far to reach. Now that you are happy, i am also happy for you. You have shown them what you can and you can grow more. But Kris…can’t blame me right? I still feel the same pain last year. I am still damn crying. So long, Kris…it’s been a year. Some might say that you are WU YI FAN now but i was relieved when you called yourself KRIS WU once again. Such a small thing but means big to me. From EXOTICS to GALAXY to SQUIDS to EXO-Ls…and now…to your very own MEIGENI. We love you and badly miss you. I’m looking forward to your solo album and future as Actor Wu! #WeMissYouKris

anonymous asked:

Just because you don't believe in astrology doesn't mean that it's okay for you to bash it all the time. No one actually believes the dumb posts that people make up on tumblr, but actual astrology is really quite interesting and is often accurate for people who care to pay attention to it, whether it's based in fact or not. It's just like any other belief system out there, and your bashing of it isn't doing anything but shaming others and propagating more negativity on tumblr.

Lol, look guys it’s my first anon hate. I’m so honored. Although I AM a little disappointed that it’s about astrology and not something that matters but that’s okay.

I do find it funny that you consider a couple posts saying I’m tired of seeing it on my dash as “bashing” it, though. Now, it would be one thing if I went after people for posting it, but I don’t and never will.

But Nonnie, you need to understand that this is MY blog and MY space, not yours or anyone else’s. This is my space to express what I think and feel. And what I feel is that I’m tired of seeing those posts that still somehow show up on my dash despite the myriad of blacklist features I use to block them.

Now anyone who knows me know that I’m not going to target people cause of astrology posts. That’s just silly and not who I am. I am not going on a witch-hunt for anyone who posts astrology nonsense, and I don’t plan to. I will never go tell them they’re wrong, hell I don’t even unfollow people for posting a bunch of astrology even though I hate seeing it on my dash. But I will express my own thoughts on my blog. Because believe it or not, I’m allowed to express things on my own, personal blog. Amazing how that works, huh?

Thanks for your time, sugar.

anonymous asked:

Ugh no..."boi" is a name for a trans or nonbinary boy. It's also aave i think. Youre using it wrong. U mean just boys.

Oh really? I completely did not know that. Where I’m from its slang for like, a stereotyped dumb ignorant kind of guy. I’ll just say white boys from now on (i mean I am talking about them anyway :/ ) thank you anon, you weren’t rude at all and I thank you so much for correcting me :) I will stop using it unless for the correct usage of it!!!