I unlace my fingers from Rose, and I hold her one hand in between two of mine, just staring at them for a while. I call her stubborn, but in the past year and a half, I’ve been worse. I meet those fierce yellow-green eyes. Even in the wake of my pain, she has this resilience that’s more beautiful than words can describe. It’s fire to my water. And I want her to burn me alive.
I am still giggling after watching the new sneak peek. Alec is already SO done with this Sebastian guy. But mostly I am laughing at Jace who only said thanks to Sebastian after Alec did. Like… right…. my big brother said thank you that this dude saved our sister, I probably should do that, too. lol
^This was my face when I got to that part in PLROA w/ the um… (how do I say this w/o spoiling y’all)… THAT SCENE. Derek. Derek’s hand. I think you know which scene. Idk holding my left eyebrow was helping me anchor myself to reality.
Reflecting on it now, I think I was sorta going for this:
BUT I AM DOING IT I’M READING IT I’M GONNA FINISH IT
Summary: Request fic for @sassyh0esavage. “Drunk Gerard and y/n fighting and he said something really hurtful to her in front of the guys and idk its just really angsty and on the next day the guys tell him what happened and he does everything he can in order to get y/n to forgive him”.
“Have you seen Gerard?” you asked as you walked onto the
“I think he’s with Bert,” Mikey shrugged from his bunk.
“He was supposed to meet me by the main stage an hour ago,” you frowned, looking down at
your phone. You’d left him half a dozen texts, and even a voicemail, and he
still hadn’t gotten back to you. You hoped he was alright.
“Last time I saw him, he was talking about how he was about
to go buy twenty bucks worth of beer,” Ray rolled his eyes.
“Where’d he get twenty bucks from?” you wondered.
Ray and Mikey looked at each other, as if concerned.
“Um….Y/N, he said you gave it to him,” Mikey confessed.
“What? No, I didn’t,” you replied, confused.
“But….I was right here watching him when he pulled the money
out of your purse,” Ray recalled. “He said you’d already told him it was ok.”
Ray’s eyes went wide as realization dawned on him.
“Oh, fuck,” he gaped. “Y/N, I swear to God, if I’d thought
he was lying, I wouldn’t have let him take that money!”
You felt like you’d been slapped in the face. Gerard had stolen from you…..and then lied to his
brother, and one of his closest friends, about it.
How….how could he do this to you?! He knew you needed that
money to buy dinner tonight before My Chemical Romance’s set! What could
possibly make him think this was ok?
“Did Bert put him up to this?” you snapped.
“I don’t think Bert was even here when that happened,” Mikey
admitted with a guilty look, like he was as surprised and disappointed by his
brother’s actions as you were.
“I have to go find him,” you decided. You needed to know
what the fuck your boyfriend was
thinking. You desperately wanted there to be a rational explanation for this,
for Ray and Mikey to have simply misunderstood the situation. But, your gut
told you this was exactly as it seemed.
Maybe you shouldn’t be so surprised. Gerard had been
drinking heavily lately. The whole band drank, of course. Every band on Warped Tour drank. But, the rate at which Gerard was
consuming alcohol was on a whole different level. The last time you’d watched
him perform, he’d seemed barely coherent. His pants had fallen off, for
And the worst part was that he didn’t even seem to care. He
kept right on singing like he was out of fucks to give.
Does he even give a
fuck about me anymore? you
wondered miserably. Does he really love
me, if he betrays my trust like this?
*constantly create and reblog aesthetic posts about drug use*
*reply to any original or weird joke by asking if the person is on drugs, essentially attributing all creativity to drug use*
*literally romanticize drug use by calling their partners various drugs, and likening love to addiction*
*have blogs in which we talk about our addiction and drug use, including all the ugly truths and ups and downs of it, regularly discouraging people from starting to use drugs and informing users and potential users of harm-reduction techniques*
wow look at these awful addicts romanticizing drug use !!!1!!o!ne1!!