WoW Addiction

To Unexplain The Unforgivable

Pairing: Gerard Way x Reader

Genre: Angst, Drama

Summary: Request fic for @sassyh0esavage. “Drunk Gerard and y/n fighting and he said something really hurtful to her in front of the guys and idk its just really angsty and on the next day the guys tell him what happened and he does everything he can in order to get y/n to forgive him”.

“Have you seen Gerard?” you asked as you walked onto the tour bus.

“I think he’s with Bert,” Mikey shrugged from his bunk.

“He was supposed to meet me by the main stage an hour ago,” you frowned, looking down at your phone. You’d left him half a dozen texts, and even a voicemail, and he still hadn’t gotten back to you. You hoped he was alright.

“Last time I saw him, he was talking about how he was about to go buy twenty bucks worth of beer,” Ray rolled his eyes.

“Where’d he get twenty bucks from?” you wondered.

Ray and Mikey looked at each other, as if concerned.

“Um….Y/N, he said you gave it to him,” Mikey confessed.

“What? No, I didn’t,” you replied, confused.

“But….I was right here watching him when he pulled the money out of your purse,” Ray recalled. “He said you’d already told him it was ok.”

Ray’s eyes went wide as realization dawned on him.

“Oh, fuck,” he gaped. “Y/N, I swear to God, if I’d thought he was lying, I wouldn’t have let him take that money!”

You felt like you’d been slapped in the face. Gerard had stolen from you…..and then lied to his brother, and one of his closest friends, about it.

How….how could he do this to you?! He knew you needed that money to buy dinner tonight before My Chemical Romance’s set! What could possibly make him think this was ok?

“Did Bert put him up to this?” you snapped.

“I don’t think Bert was even here when that happened,” Mikey admitted with a guilty look, like he was as surprised and disappointed by his brother’s actions as you were.

“I have to go find him,” you decided. You needed to know what the fuck your boyfriend was thinking. You desperately wanted there to be a rational explanation for this, for Ray and Mikey to have simply misunderstood the situation. But, your gut told you this was exactly as it seemed.

Maybe you shouldn’t be so surprised. Gerard had been drinking heavily lately. The whole band drank, of course. Every band on Warped Tour drank. But, the rate at which Gerard was consuming alcohol was on a whole different level. The last time you’d watched him perform, he’d seemed barely coherent. His pants had fallen off, for Chrissakes.

And the worst part was that he didn’t even seem to care. He kept right on singing like he was out of fucks to give.

Does he even give a fuck about me anymore? you wondered miserably. Does he really love me, if he betrays my trust like this?

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