When-I-was-17

the signs as things my mom has said
  • Aries:back when i was 17 i used to be really badass
  • Taurus:*talking about food* Listen i didn't buy it to just sit here and look at it
  • Gemini:Okay then i'm just gonna go and talk to myself
  • Cancer:(at 10pm after i told her i was hungry) wanna bake muffins ?
  • Leo:Let’s bike for an ice cream so that we don’t have to feel bad about eating it !
  • Virgo:oh yeah i used to know some basics on guitar *plays Beethoven*
  • Libra:*coming back from a hairdresser* Look who’s 30 again !
  • Scorpio:*talking about me* it’s okay i mean someone has to be the black sheep
  • Sagittarius:if you and your lover din’t put the same amount of effort into the relationship, then it won’t work
  • Capricorn:what are you going to eat next ? Us ??
  • Aquarius:*in a cinema after the first jumpscare* okay i feel like it’s the right time to leave
  • Pisces:What a good movie let’s never watch it again
[Spoilers] Jealousy Incarnate + Uncontrollably Fond + W


W (Ep 11)


Xports News - Naver: ‘W’, Lee Jong Suk asks Han Hyo Joo “Am I your husband?”

1. [+16,241, -140] How is it possible that the episodes outdo the previous ones?…  It never ceases to give me goosebumpsㅋㅋ I’ve never seen a drama of this kind

2. [+10,430, -116] How am I supposed to wait until next week? ㅠㅠ

3. [+10,304, -99] The plot development is making me crazy ㅠㅠㅠ No one can predict what happens

4. [+8,814, -94] Daebakㄷㄷ Things are gonna get sadder….

5. [+8,159, -116] Wow daebak goosebumps;; Is Kang Chul starting to remember again?

6. [+3,059, -17] What makes me shiver is when I upvote the comments, the number of upvotes go up by 70

7. [+3,032, -16] Volume 34, I didn’t expect that.. wow.. Nobody in the comments can predict what happens next ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

8. [+2,486, -10] The comic book!! Meanwhile, it’s so nice to see Soo Bong again ㅋ

9. [+2,398, -3] “I will summon myself”, this line is daebak ㄷㄷ

10. [+2,161, -15] Volume 34 did all the work today..

tv Report - Naver: 'W’, Lee Jong Suk discovers his webtoon identity…“Am I Han Hyo Joo’s husband”
1. [+827, -69] Take my advice and don’t watch this drama right now. If you do, there’s no way out once you fall for Lee Jong Suk ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

2. [+768, -24] Wow… it’s incredibly fun. Goosebumps when they talked about homework

3. [+660, -43] This drama is so good, the ratings are a mystery ㅠㅠ!!!!

4. [+66, -1] He already seemed strange when they ate ice cream… Volume 34 and the homework are daebak… wow… I cannot wait for another week 

Trans by: kkuljaem.blogspot.com/2016/08/spoilers-jealousy-incarnate.html

Oh my fucking god? Apparently if your parent is on disability and they die you qualify for survivors benefits (abt $350 a kid every month until they turn 18 or graduate highschool whichever comes last)

Anyway I was 17 when mom died and k didn’t know about this but my sister just went to the social security office and I’m about to get back pay for every month mom was dead before I finished school? So like 11 months I’m gonna get a huge check all I had to do was have a dead mom

I Kissed Dating Goodbye was part of an unholy trinity at my church growing up: the homeschool community, pastor-sanctioned patriarchy, and that damn book. I remember my parents seeming uneasy about the whole thing, but it was peer pressure, right? The pastor and all the other parents were telling them that this approach to relationships was good and so much holier than dating, so they reluctantly agreed to let me enter a courtship with a young man four years older than me when I was 17. Let’s call him John. I adored him. Worshiped him. Would go along with anything to be with him.

John had read IKDG and, guided by our pastor, wrote up a list of rules at the beginning of our relationship, with the stated purpose of “having no regrets” in our courtship—to guard that ever-sacred “emotional purity.” No alone time together except on weekends. One phone conversation a week. Only hugs. No holding hands. No friends of the opposite sex. And of course, no kissing, never ever, because thus sayeth Josh Harris. We courted for three years, and he never kissed me (but had a grand ol’ time groping me whenever he could, because it was a loophole, I guess?). There were so horrible things that happened in that relationship, but IKDG had taught me that because I’d given so much of my heart to this guy, marriage was the only option. So I persevered. For three damn years in which my self-worth and identity were stripped away piece by piece. Finally, the day he declared he wouldn’t propose to me until I was more submissive and teachable (kid you not—exact words), I somehow found the strength to end it.

For years after, I thought I was too broken. I thought I’d always be broken. I’m thankful I was wrong, but healing took a long, long time.

It’s been almost fifteen years now. I’m married to an amazing man who loves and respects me as a human being. (I kissed him before we went on our first date. And I didn’t fall to pieces from shame. Progress!) I have a thriving career. I’m happy.

But I still have times when I regress back into the trauma of that horrible time. I feel like I’ve had to fight to reclaim my identity, my wholeness piece by piece. My therapist finally helped me accept that I was emotionally abused. My husband, gentle, kind, full of love, sits with me as I cry when the trauma overwhelms me—when I run into someone from that terrible church or stumble over a diary entry from that time. It’s not too often anymore, but it’s still there, under the surface. The panic. The overwhelming pain. I don’t blame IKDG for all of it by any means—there was a whole culture that the book simply gave voice to. But it did give it a voice. Its popularity validated an oppressive movement.

I feel bad for Josh Harris these days, to be honest. He has to live with a lot of people’s pain because he inadvertently represented a movement. But he was 21. Everyone’s dumb at 21. No publisher should have given him the time of day. No Christian leaders or parents should have given his message that kind of power. But they did. And there’s a generation of us who are picking up the pieces.

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He Shitted On Himself, And Yet He Still Made This Interview Sexy As Fuck.

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When I Was 17: Wiz Khalifa

Long story short…… He smokes weed and raps.