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How to Get Kin Memories Within Minutes - An Easy Method!

Hey guys!

I notice a lot of kin have a hard time getting memories from their canons. Everyone likes having memories: they make you feel more valid, they allow you to find canonmates more easily, and overall they’re really interesting and often nice to have.

I have a simple method for getting kin memories that has worked very well for me. I’ve gotten plenty of memories from it, and it’s been a great way for me to confirm kintypes I question. Sooo, I thought I would share it!

It’s an easy and quick process to go though: exactly what everyone wants!

It’s basically self-hypnosis, which is not as strange and crazy at it sounds. Hypnosis is a very natural thing, and we go into hypnotic trances very often in our everyday lives (e.g. when watching TV). It’s not scary at all. It’s really relaxing, and is actually pretty similar to meditation.

(This can also be useful to fictives with unclear memories!)

I’ll cut to the chase and list the steps bellow the break~

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My worst fear on a test? The feeling of getting an exam paper in front of me, and not being able to remember anything, while back at home when reading the book I thought I knew everything. Sounds familiar? In that case, it may help to try these techniques. They help you practice retrieving information, rather than being familiar with the concepts you are studying. These have helped me loads, and I’m actually pretty convinced that these techniques are better than many others I used to apply, like rereading and regular summarizing. Hopefully they work for others as well :)

1. Summarise… in questions.

How do you do it? Instead of writing down facts, you convert facts to questions. Underneath the these, you answer them in your own words. This is technically the baby of summaries and flashcards. Don’t do this with every small fact, but rather convert several to one question, and omit the less important things always. You’re not going to remember every detail and most teachers don’t require you to (of course if they do, study them lol) .

Why would you do it? It is proven that asking yourself questions about the material enhances understanding and remembrance. Additionally, you can instantly quiz yourself on the material. Only reading your summary is not going to help you much with remembering, but actively retrieving information is! Also, when you’re reading and summarising the textbook throughout the semester, you’re already getting your study material for the test ready => less stress and work for when you gotta study.

2. Teach your peer / pet / pillow

How do you do it? Explain key concepts (many books provide these at the beginning or end of the chapter) to anyone who wants to listen. Don’t have anyone who wants to? Your cat probably won’t mind (but who knows what cats want tbh) and your reflection is always listening to you as well. 

Why would you do it? Explaining things to other people requires you to really understand what you are talking about, and you will more quickly find holes in your knowledge once you’re not able to explain it. Additionally, you’re probably gonna have to explain stuff on tests so it’s good practice.

3. Re-do your homework

How do you do it? Pretty obvious. Well, don’t write every answer down in detail again! For maths it may be useful to only tackle the most important exercises again, while for history you may want to spend an hour to just go over them all and test in your head if you can form a sensible answer.

Why would you do it? Going over the homework is always a good idea because 1) the theory is practically applied in those questions, so you have to think about what you have learned, enhancing integration, and 2) teachers are lazy and will often reuse or slightly modify textbook questions.

anonymous asked:

Going to make you do another list- favorite scenes in Critical Role?

Oh, this is just cruel, especially since I’ve gone and decided I was gonna do timestamps. These are just a few that popped into my head and I’m sure I’ll remember thirty as soon as I post it. Enjoy the complete emotional whiplash of this random assortment of moments. 

Tried to keep the descriptions as spoiler-free as possible so people can just jump in wherever, but I’d skip this if you’re really worried. Every link leads to the exact timestamp, some of which are obviously very spoilery. Here we go!

Episode 3: Vex and Keyleth say “fuck it”. (Note: early episode means v. loud at times and sound quality is pretty rough.)

Episode 4: Laura gets to the episode a bit late, just in time for an elaborate and extremely well-thought-out plan to go into play.

Episode 17: Grog mopes after a rough fight.

Episode 18: Matt gets a subtle revenge after Percy absolutely wrecks shop with multiple natural twenties… while wearing buttflap pajamas.

Episode 19: Mary Elizabeth McGlynn has a helluva moment as Zahra during a particularly nasty fight in her first-ever D&D game.

Episode 22Vex is Not Pleased.

Episode 23: Matt invents Victor the blackpowder merchant on the spot.

Episode 24: The party refuses to let Percy face the Briarwoods alone.

Episode 24: Vax gets revenge on Grog for tripping him several months ago.

Episode 25: Vax alone.

Episode 25: Vex charges in with the most dramatic dice rolls possible.

Episode 26“Here’s my plan… we’re all cows.”

Episode 28: The show takes on a distinctly different and more disturbing tone. Welcome to Whitestone.

Episode 31: [Jurassic Park theme intensifies]

Episode 34: The sixth barrel.

Episode 34: To quote an earlier post: the walls are people and magic is dead. Everything is fine.

Episode 35: Scanlan casts a spell on Percy.

Episode 36: Percy gives Grog a sentient sword. What could go wrong?

Episode 36: Keyleth, Scanlan, and Percy take in a magic show during the festival. They’re… still a little frazzled.

Episode 38: Scanlan’s flirtatious relationship with Kaylie takes a dramatic turn.

Episode 39: Everything changes.

Episode 40: The party starts to fracture under the strain.

Episode 41: Finding Gilmore.

Episode 42: Vex’s limerick for Scanlan.

Episode 44: Matt is DMing a room full of twelve-year-olds.

Episode 44: Half the party’s character arcs turn on a single roll of the dice…

Episode 45“I like you people, okay?”

Episode 47: Vex seeks help with a magical artifact.

Episode 47: Vax and Grog slip into nightmares.

Episode 48: Vex does some flying target practice over breakfast. Things escalate.

Episode 49: Grog escapes the portal in the most heartbreaking possible way.

Episode 51: Scanlan coaches Kaylie through a distraction.

Episode 52: Unbe-fucking-lievable sequence of dice rolls.

Episode 53: Bickering twins being bickering twins.

Episode 55: “Left.” Chills every time.

Episode 56: Grog gets his hands on a magical artifact. Experimentation ensues.

Episode 56: Percy and Keyleth talk about cities and lifespans. Unbelievably good improv.

Episode 57: Chatting with trees.

Episode 57: Vax has an unexpected late-night visitor.

Episode 58: Scanlan to the rescue. (”I don’t do these things!”)

Episode 59: Percy has a couple of late-night conversations after a charm wears off.

Episode 59: Pike commissions a family portrait.

Episode 60: Vox Machina is a close-knit group.

Episode 63: Saundor and Vex. Link is to the fixed audio, because the background music times up perfectly and it’s a little uncanny.

Episode 64: A belated discovery and farewell.

Episode 65: The perils of mist-walking in a desert environment.

Episode 65: Scanlan looks for someone to help him out with a drug deal.

Episode 67: Keyleth, the airship, and the storm.

Episode 68: Scanlan and the Onyx Dog.

Episode 69: A letter for Keyleth.

Episode 69: An ominous meeting.

Episode 71“I sing at it.”

Episode 72: Vex and Percy talk about forgiveness.

Episode 74: Cenokir introduces himself. Things get a little weird.

Episode 75: Pike teaches Grog to read.

Episode 76“I’m so amazing!”

Episode 78: Kashaw the strategist.

Episode 81: Grog finds a famous (infamous) D&D magical item.

Knot because I love you, just because I care (part 3 of 7-ish)

Her visa was up. He offered to help. That’s what friends are for -right?

Not beta’d - my mistakes :P

Also on AO3 and FF.NET

“I still can’t believe you two kept this a secret,” Mary Margaret cooed.
“Well Emma is good at playing her cards close to her chest,” Ruby observed, looking at the other ladies around the table with a knowing eye.
“Well I think it’s romantic. From friends, to lovers to husband and wife within a few months? It’s a pretty great story.”
Emma nodded automatically at Belle’s words, still not believing that it was happening; that this was her bachelorette party (“‘Hen party’ is what they are called here, Killian had told her. She thought that just sounded weird). Or even more so that tomorrow they would actually be married.
“Earth to Emma.” Ruby was waving her hand in from of Emma’s face. “You zoned out there for a minute.”
“Sorry, I’m just tired…”
“What, has Killian been keeping you up late? I bet he has quite a few tricks in his pants.” She folded her arms on the table and leaned closer to where Emma sat opposite her, “So, is he good?”
Emma blushed a deeper shade of red than the dress she was currently wearing.
“Ruby!” Mary Margaret screeched, tossing half a breadstick at their outspoken friend.
“We’ve all thought it,” she shrugged.
“I,er…” Emma stumbled.
She had somehow managed to not think about Killian in that way before. Well, only fleetingly when they first met and she saw how tight his jeans were. But even through this whole marriage thing it hadn’t occurred to her that people would assume they were having sex. Much less ask about it.
“You don’t have to answer that,” Tink added, tossing Ruby a small scowl. “Ruby is just being an arse.”
Ruby stuck out her tongue just as their waiter arrived with a fresh round of cocktails provided the perfect exit from that line of questioning. Emma eagerly accepted her margarita, taking a long sip, letting it calm her nerves.
“I do have one question,” Belle asked as she twirled the straw that sat in her strawberry daiquiri. “When did it happen? I mean, when did you get together? You’ve both been very coy about it.”
Emma smiled against the rim of her glass. This story they had prepared in advance. There were certain things that they knew would be asked and that was one of them.
“It was a few weeks before Christmas and I’d had a pretty shitty day, this guy I’d been tailing gave me the slip and I was down at The Rabbit Hole drowning my sorrows. Killian showed up, to watch some soccer game, I forget which one. And we ended up drinking and talking and… it just happened.”
Belle smiled dreamily. “He kissed you.”
Emma’s eyes widened. Though they’d talked through the basics of their ‘getting together’ they hadn’t gone as far as the mechanics of the situation.
“Um, yeah, I guess he did,” she mumbled, sipping again on her drink to occupy her mouth. The mouth that Killian Jones had certainly never once kissed.

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mariagrecea  asked:

So, rapid fire random questions!!! What's your favorite GIF? Who do you like better- Eve or Tobias? Thoughts on destroying human kind? Who would be closer to, or actually win the Saviors Tournament- you or Cliff? And lastly, if you had the chance at surviving without breathing, eating, drinking, sleeping, etc. what would you chose to get rid of? I know this was random but, ok well! Have an amazing day my cyborg queen!


2. Tobias

3. Sounds like a pretty good idea.

4. Sovereign’s* Tournament. I don’t have a penis and I can’t make any sperm, so I’m not qualified to enter. Cliff has better odds by default.

5. Sleeping. 

Ugly / Seokjin

Pairing: Seokjin x Reader

Word Count: 489

Genre: Fluff, Comedy(?), Romance(?)

Warnings: None.

Summary: A small look into the relationship of you and Seokjin, where you’re on a camping trip, and after a day, he finally has access to his reflection… and well, it’s not very pretty.

A/N: This is so bad and extremely short… but I was bored and I thought it was funny. This is my first time posting my writing. Please give me feedback.


The sound of your boyfriend’s screams caused you to shoot up from your sleeping position on the ground inside the tent, eyes wide, and worry entering your system, you looked to where he had been sleeping beside you an hour before he had decided to get up and get the day started.

You unzipped the opening, head peaking out in search of the broad shouldered man, but he was nowhere to be found, what if he ended coming face to face with a bear? You thought worriedly, putting on your slippers, opening the entrance entirely and slipping out, getting to your feet and walking to where your car was parked, calling out to him, “Jin?” you called, waiting for a response, but not getting one.

Keeping your arms by your sides, you walked farther away from your camp set-up, eyes roaming the area to see if had managed to get himself stuck in a tree or tripped and decided not get back up, after a while, your eyes found a small stream, the sound of water reaching your ears. In no time, you began walking in that direction, arms crossed and body alert.

As you reached the small river, your eyes caught sight of a certain boy crouched by the water, examining his reflection with a panicked expression, “Seokjin?” You called once more, getting his attention, he was immediately turning around, eyes wide, hands coming up to cover the bottom half of his face, “Yah! (y/n), don’t look at me!” He exclaimed, standing up from his squatting position, “I look ugly right now!” You stared at him in confusion, seeing no flaw on his usually perfect face.

“What do you mean?” You asked, coming closer to him, standing in front of him with your head tilted slightly to the side, squinting your eyes to check for the flaw he seems to be so worried about, “I have a beard,” he said, removing his hands from his face to show you said beard, but you saw nothing and just like an adolescent boy, he only had peach fuzz. You were immediately filled with annoyance.

“You screamed like you were injured or you came across a bear!” you punched him in the shoulder, causing him to yelp, bringing his hand up to the spot and rubbing it soothingly, “I can’t believe I woke up just to find you screaming over peach fuzz, not even that, there’s barely anything there!”

“You don’t find me ugly?” he asked, as if surprised.

“No, you idiot. You’d look attractive with or without a beard..” calming down, you placed your hands on his shoulders.


“Now, let’s get to back to the camp before we do come across a bear.”

“Where would our relationship be without my good looks, (y/n)?” Seokjin asked as you both reached the tent, you rolled your eyes, “don’t push it, Jin, or else I’ll make you look ugly.”

He didn’t say anything after that.

i was tagged by @lionbots

name: Bobbie
ancestry: Cuban af 
zodiac: Aries
where do you live: NYC waddup
how do you feel today: well today is a boy day so i’m feeling pretty chill my dudes
favorite song right now: I have had “Here Comes A Thought” from SU stuck in my head for like a thousand years and i’m really feelin it rn 
play any instruments?: does clapping count? i mean i can sing? does that count?
craving anything?: sleep. 
what is your signature scent?: i’m been told that i smell like clean laundry and hibiscus  
sounds you love: rain and thunderstorms. 

i’ll tag @cubanbisexuallance @space-gays-tm and @petalspitter 
and anyone who wants to do it 


Summary: Shiro’s new coach calls him by his first name. He’s not quite sure how to feel about this. (Shallura ice skating AU 1/?)


Shiro can’t remember the last time someone he knew well called him Takashi, yet here he was, six months into the season with a coach that still called him by his full name. And weirdly enough, he wasn’t all that inclined to correct her.

“Takashi, bend your knees more, I want to see some height!”

He grins–and it’s stupid, to be smiling on the ice in the middle of a practice while he can feel the sweat drip down his back. But it’s hard not to smile at the sound of Allura’s voice, or in her presence, or at the thought of her.

Shiro’s got it pretty bad, he can admit that.

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Tempest Ryder

emotional, honest, kickass

Jumped on the bandwagon and started ME:A today.
Surprisingly the controls work pretty well for my “two hands ten thumbs” issues, but I’m still crap with aiming and keep my ammo in check.

Unfortunately I have found no way to change the German dubbing and I hate how unnatural everything sounds. I hope origin will offer the English audio files like they did with DAI, because THIS is horrible!

edit: could probably solve the language issue. Found a switch in the origins and right now the system is updating so I think there is hope.

anonymous asked:

Not in a mean way, but why do all the fundie guys look and sound so feminine. For a religion that demands strick gender sterotypes you would think they would be a bit mainlier. They all talk with creepy soft voices.

It is true, I have thought about it before. All fundie men (we get to see) are quite soft spoken (except for Josh, he always blurted out the douchiest shit).
But well I guess it depends on how you define “manliness”. For example I think it is pretty manly of Chad to allow Carson to play with dolls, because he is so secure in his gender, that he does not fear any consequences from it…does that make sense?? I hate that I sometimes feel like I can´t get my point across because of my limited vocabulary.
Also since fundies seem to break down gender to such little things as clothes, hair and employment/financing your family I guess you can be as soft spoken as you want, as long as you have short hair and wear pants and bring home the goods - you will still be seen as manly…

Maybe someone who more eloquent than me could give some input? (Annie)

Inktober day one!! Prompt: fast.

I feel like watching Ponyo ^^

anonymous asked:

I think I could deal with bartender being Gideon in disguise over other spec I've seen which is Emma tries to move on with the bartender. God if they were stupid enough to go there could you imagine how much that would hurt Hook when he found that out and also how much that would piss all us CS fans off as well. If they were to have her do that that says not so nice things about her in general and how her love for Hook is supposed to be.

I would suggest reading @counttotwenty‘s very sound thoughts on this. She pointed out (as did a follower of hers) that the “moving on” line sounds very edited together. Promo monkeys play tricks. Emma might not even be saying that at all. I admit to being pretty pissed off when I first saw the promo, but I’ve calmed down a little. I refuse to believe they would play CS dirty like THAT. 

If JMo and Colin could talk about CS in such a positive way in Vancouver, then I don’t think there’s anything to really worry about. Right after the episode aired, there was a Jen quote practically announcing that Emma was going to figure out something is very wrong. I trust Jen, if not the writers.

Besides, they would have a HELL of a time coming back from something so angsty (potential ONS with bartender dude) to getting MARRIED 5 episodes later. WILL. NOT. HAPPEN. Not if A&E value their lives. Because there would be pitchforks and torches, my friend.

Delirious HQ Laugh Dedicated to Vanoss
Delirious HQ Laugh Dedicated to Vanoss

Since the topic on Delirious’s lovely clear voice popped up, I thought that I might as well share this little bit - which is also my favourite - out of the let’s play of COD Ghosts - Extinction.

My favourite bit being the little “hmm” sound Delirious makes at the end when Vanoss jokes around. The best part of hearing him so clearly, is that you can tell just how amused he really is and that little sound he made at the end, that was the cutest thing I’ve ever heard coming out of his mouth and I’m pretty happy that it was directed at Vanoss.

Also, notice how he laughs differently when the others speak, it’s his typical clown-ish laughter, but he was all giggly with Vanoss

  • Alicia: Have you ever fallen in love with a straight girl?
  • Elyza: No, but I've fallen in love with "A girl who claims she's straight and dismisses any gay thought from her mind, but I'm pretty sure is a bisexual."
  • Alicia: What a pain. She sounds problematic.
  • Elyza: She's only ever dated guys so I don't really blame her for still adjusting.
  • Alicia: [Snorts] Guys suck 80% of the time. She might as well just take the opportunity while its available and just date you. You're the whole package.
  • Elyza: [Smirks] It would definitely help wipe away this stereotypical, clichè, straight girl crush from my reputation.
  • Alicia: I thought you said you're positive she isn't straight?
  • Elyza: I did and it's just been confirmed.
  • Alicia: How do you know? For all you know, this girl would love to know that you, "a badass who can kill walkers with her bare hands" fall into the inevitable trope of being a lesbian.
  • Elyza: Have you heard of the inevitable trope that I can make any girl fall in love with me?
  • Alicia: Do you always have to be a cocky little shit?
  • Elyza: Do you always have a sassy sarcastic asshole?
  • Alicia: It takes one to know one.
  • Elyza: You love it.
  • Alicia: So do you.
  • Elyza: Are you ever going to directly ask me out or is this playful banter going to continue? Because you and I both know, it's shit.
  • [Alicia kisses Elyza]
  • Alicia: Does that answer your question?
  • Elyza: You got me to shut up, but you're going to have to kiss me again to get me to understand. I've been told I'm thick headed.
  • [Alicia rolls eyes, but obliges]
I Don’t Want To Be An Idol - Baekhyun angst

Originally posted by parkchny

This took a revoltingly long time, I’m really sorry about that

“What the hell Baek? I had no idea you did hapkido for nine years!” You exclaimed, clutching the phone to the side of your head. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I didn’t?” He asked, sounding completely bewildered.

“No! I had to find out on TV! Also, can I just say, that leap was pretty impressive. You’re like a frog.”

“I’m sorry, I thought you knew- A frog?”

“Yes. A really big one.”

He laughed lightly down the phone, the tinkling sound automatically making your features light up and bringing a smile of your own to your lips.

“Frogs could probably do that with more grace, let’s be honest.”

“Well, I didn’t say you were a particularly good frog,” you muttered, picking a stray thread on the cover of your bed. “Besides, I suppose there’s only so much you can do to look cool whilst you’re flying towards the ground at a billion miles an hour.”

He laughed again, and you heard him adjusting his position.

“You’re so cute,” he said after a few moments of silence through the phone.

“Me?” You questioned, surprised. You wouldn’t associate yourself with ‘cute’, but whatever. “Says you? You look so adorable with pink hair!”

“You should dye your hair pink. When I come back, we’ll be matching and we’ll be couple goals.” He yawned then, the noise bringing an image of a puppy to mind. “I haven’t seen you in forever. I miss you.”

“I know. I miss you too,” you replied, wrapping your arms around yourself as you lay under your duvet. “Go to sleep, Baek.” you said gently, looking over at the clock. It was only eleven in the evening, but you knew he’d had a long day, and he had to wake up early tomorrow morning. He would regret calling you so late tomorrow; he probably should have just text you.

“But I like talking to you,” he whined. “We can discuss theories on human-frog hybrids and whether or not I’m the missing link between humans and our future frog overlords.”

“Dammit, we could talk for hours about that…” you gasped, eyes wide as you stare at the ceiling. “Okay, get some sleep now and we’ll talk about frogs for ages tomorrow, okay?”

“Deal.” he mumbled, another yawn ripped from his mouth. “Goodnight jagiya.”

“Goodnight Baek,” you said quietly, turning onto your side and smooshing your face further into your pillow. “Will you dream of me?”

You blushed at the question, but you were eager to hear his response.

“I always do, day and night.”

Your cheeks were aflame now, bright with embarrassment and happiness. This boy was going to be the death of you.

“Good. Sleep well, jagi.”

“You too. Love you.” His voice was thick now, a sure sign that he was nodding off.

“Love you too, bye.”

With that, you brought the phone away from your head and pressed the ‘End Call’ button, sighing wistfully.

Your bed always seemed colder without him next to you, his arms wrapped tightly around you. But, you couldn’t be selfish; Baekhyun was very busy and he had seemingly the whole world at his feet. You could spend a while without him, no problem.


“C’mon, hyung, we have to get to practise.” Sehun said behind him, startling him. Baekhyun automatically locked his phone, sliding it into his back pocket as he stood up straight to look at the youngest, who blinked at him in surprise at his sudden suspicious movements. “What were you doing?”

“Nothing,” Immediately, he kicked himself for acting so obvious. “I mean, uh… I was just, um, texting Y/N. That’s all.”

“Ah,” Sehun said, expression clearing and nodding as if he understood exactly. “Well, don’t let manager-hyung catch you, you know what he’s like about you seeing Y/N.”

“I know exactly what he’s like about me seeing Y/N,” Baekhyun grumbled, grabbing his kit from in front of the door and walking behind Sehun out of the front door of the dorm. “And I hate it.”

“There’s nothing you can do, you know.” Sehun added.

“I’m fully aware.”

His manager hated you. He hated everything to do with you, and he hated the idea of Baekhyun dating you. He constantly tried to coerce Baekhyun into breaking up with you (“The fans hate her.” “You miss practise because you’re running after that girl, she’s ruining your career.” “You’re an idol, it will never last.”) but Baekhyun was resilient. He had found his home within you, and he wasn’t so foolish as to get rid of this so easily.

You were the oxygen in his lungs and he was the blood in your veins. You needed each other. It was that simple.

“Hyung,” Sehun’s voice pulled Baekhyun back into the real world, and his elder turned to look at him. He had stopped, and he was worrying his upper teeth into his lip. “Do you ever think about… What this does to her?”

“To her? What do you mean?”

“Well… You’re never there for her. You don’t have much time to go home to her, let alone go on dates or anything like that. What if she misses you?”

“Sehun, why are you saying these things?” Baekhyun questioned, crossing his arms across his chest and looking visibly hostile.

“I’m not trying to butt into your relationship, hyung, I’m just worried about Y/N. We never really see her anymore and-and we’ve all heard stories of what have happened to our sunbaes when they date-”

“Y/N and I are not going to end like that. We love each other and one day, I’m going to marry her.”

Sehun sighed, getting visibly annoyed at his hyung’s stubbornness.

“I didn’t say you were going to break up, hyung, I’m just telling you how it is. Talk to her. If I know anything about Y/N, it’s that she’s not going to approach you and tell you that she’s bothered you’re working so much and leaving her behind. She’s a nice person, she wouldn’t put you in that position, but I’m sure she’d like to know that her feelings are being taken into consideration.”

For possibly the first time, Sehun had left Baekhyun speechless and it wasn’t in a good way. His mind was filled, mulling over everything that Sehun had just said and Baekhyun’s own knowledge of you.

He was right. Of course he was, he always seemed to be right, but he didn’t expect the younger to have so much wisdom in an area he wasn’t experienced in.

Baekhyun would talk to you tonight. Either he would find a window of time to escape the building, or he would have to phone you again.

You still had to talk about frogs, anyway.


Two more months had passed and Baekhyun had only seen you three times. Usually, he could manage to get home every other day and spend more time than he probably should have with you, but it felt like he was getting more and more work.

Was this his managers doing? Was he purposefully stressing Baekhyun out just so a rift was forced between the two of you? So Baekhyun would risk his career to go and see you?

Should he risk his career? If it meant that the two of you had each other, would he give up his career?

But then he would be away from EXO, his brothers.

But he could lose you.

But if he left, he would hurt the other members.

He would get to be with you every single day for the rest of his life.

He would hurt the fans if he left EXO for you. His fans, who had been behind him every step of the way.

He could have the wedding of his dreams with you, the girl of his dreams, without any interruptions or problems.

He couldn’t leave EXO. He wouldn’t leave EXO. He loved music, and he loved being a part of it. There was nothing quite like being on stage, seeing all of his fans, and singing the words that belonged to him. There was absolutely nothing like it.

There was nothing like you and him either.

He wouldn’t leave either of you, he just needed you to hold on just that while longer. He’d come home one day, and he wouldn’t leave you again. You just had to be brave, for him.

For now, though, perhaps it was easier to let you go. Just for now. He’d be back.

These words were the ones that slipped through his lips as he pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, suitcase handle in his hand.

“I’ll come back for you.” He murmured, trying his best to soothe your sobs. You hadn’t said a single word when he said that he would be leaving for a while - a break, he had said. A break. Just a short one, and then he’ll come and knock on your door and wrap you back into his arms where you belonged.

“No you won’t.” You whispered, and he hugged you tighter to him.

“I will. I’ll never forget my best girl, okay?”

“You’re leaving me Baekhyun. You promised that you wouldn’t.”

“Jagi, it’s only for a few months. Then I’ll be done with promotions and concerts and late night practise sessions. This isn’t fair to you-”

“Neither is this!” You raised your voice suddenly, pulling away from him and glaring at him in defiance. “Hurting me, even if it’s only for a few months! What happens if, whilst I’m not in the back of your mind, you’ll forget all about me? What if I’m replaced? Hell, what if I meet someone?”

His heart clenched painfully at the thought of you wrapped up in the arms of another man.

“You won’t do that to me.” He said firmly, believing the words that came out of his mouth one hundred percent.

“Baekhyun, we’ll be broken up. What happens if I get over you? If I get over the fact that I’ve spent three years of my life waiting up for you? What happens if I meet someone that can give me the time of day and can see me whenever I want him to? What happens then?”

He was silent, staring at you and your puffy eyes, the way that your lip trembled, the threat of a new round of tears looming behind your eyes.

Is this really what he wanted to do? To let you slip through his grasp? To let you run into another man’s arms?

The suitcase dropped to the floor and he wrapped you up again.

“I’m not leaving. Not you. Not for anything. You’re mine and I’m yours, okay? Forever.”

“Forever,” You repeated, nuzzling your face into his chest, the weight of a thousand suns lifting off your shoulders. “Don’t ever try to leave me again. Not for something like this.”

“I promise,” he said, kissing the top of your head and resting his chin in the same spot. “As long as you promise me not to even mention you finding someone else ever again, I almost had a heart attack at the thought.”

You giggled. “I promise. I don’t think I could find anyone that even shines a light to you, Byun Baekhyun.”

  • Weiss: Ruby remember to write 'what does that even mean' next to thingy's character page.
  • Ruby: You mean Bu-
  • Jaune: Hey guys, what are you up to?
  • Ruby: Oh hi Jaune, we're working on the script for our latest episode of Rooster Teeth.
  • Jaune: What is Rooster Teeth?
  • Blake: It's a show we've created where members of a company get involved in all sorts of drama.
  • Yang: It was Weiss's idea to have it set at a business.
  • Weiss: Hey! You weren't complaining when I agreed to let your character be Community Manager.
  • Jaune: Sounds cool. Wow, can you imagine what it would be like if we we're someones characters in a show?
  • Ruby: Well whoever thought of us up must be pretty damn awesome!

anonymous asked:

Ooh. I just saw another anon explain their panic attacks to you so I thought I'd help too! I have bipolar, and when I have a panic attack, my emotions are uncontrollable. During it I'm very on edge and sometimes inconsolable. Afterwards, I am very short with people since I don't know what the hell just happened. I usually slink back somewhere no one will bother me, and when they do, I have no idea how to react so I get angry and retaliate. Major defense mode. I dunno if explained well though ^^

Awh, thank you!

Wow, panic attacks sound pretty rough, mentally. Thank you very much for sharing ^o^ I’ll definitely keep this in mind when I write my next panic attack scene!! I feel like, with all you anons sharing your experiences, I could write something a lot more realistic that you guys could relate to now~ Or maybe I’m being overconfident? >__<

Anonymous said to mysme-fics:

I personally talk really loudly if I’m with other people, because when I get a panic attack, I can’t hear. If I’m on my own, I try to hum a little.

Woah! I’m very sorry if this sounds insensitive in any way at all (I don’t mean to,) but it’s a bit astonishing to me that trying to hear yourself helps you!! I’m wondering if, perhaps it helps you focus and kind of “get back to Earth?” I’m amazed that you can even remember to hum or talk louder in a panic attack… They sound scary and uncontrollable D:

All of you anons are really strong to handle this! >__< Anyone who suffers from panic attacks are strong, seriously!!

Thank you both for sharing your experience ^o^ 

If anyone else is tempted to send in an ask, don’t be shy!! I’m all ears~ I’m still curious on the actual process of a panic attack? :0


BobbyWatch: Eragon Part 1

I chose Eragon for today because I wanted something easy on my post-vacation brain. Nothing says “no brain required” like “mediocre white boy becomes amazing hero through the power of destiny,” right?

So anyway, thoughts for Part 1:

–Maybe I should have read the book first. The introduction would probably make more sense then. But it’s pretty basic, right? Everything was cool until it wasn’t, and then some dickhead fucked things up for everyone and somehow became king even though everyone hates him. (God, that sounds eerily familiar.)

–”You have food to eat? You must have stolen it!” I love fascist logic.

–”I like my life, right here.” Well, isn’t the point that if you stay there you’ll have to fight in the army? What’s to like about that? And what are they fighting exactly? Has that been made clear and I just didn’t realize?

–So, Eragon’s cousin (whose name seems to change by the scene; I can’t for the life of me figure out what it is. Warren? Waldron?) is running away to avoid being drafted and he just…strolls through the middle of town? Okay then.

–Is the actor playing Galbatorix sleepwalking his way through this role? He sounds drowsy. Also I’m personally offended by Durza’s blue contact lenses. They work for the character, I guess, and I’ll bet the book makes a big deal about his “cold” or “icy” eyes, but Bobby’s brown eyes are so beautiful. I miss them.

–Old guy: Hello, I’m just going to repeat the backstory for no reason in case some people in the audience were asleep during that part. Really I’m only saying this so Eragon can figure out his mystery creature is a dragon.

–Whoa, dragons grow up really quickly. That is some Pokemon evolution-type shit.

–Eragon has like two facial expressions: slightly high and slightly confused.

–Old Guy is a dragon rider or some shit. Wow, stunning reveal.