WHY-CAN'T-I-LOOK-LIKE-THAT

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Yasss Andy putting his hands together in prayer position looks like he's about to drop the sickest mixtape of 2016, songs include: 1) My Michonne Cakes 2) Where's Coral 3) Trust no Lori 4) Rip your neck out 5) mints and apples 6) these boots were made for killin 7) Who's Jessie 8) Thank you 9) never gunna lose anyone again Bonus includes: Negan Diss track Uncensored.


Hello, this is the funny/embarrassing story of how I learned I have ADD/ADHD! When I was going to a psychiatrist for something different (clinical depression, that one just runs in my family) and he was like “have you ever been tested for ADD?” and I said no. I always did really well in school growing up, so no one had ever thought to do so.

So we do a few tests. One in particular involved super boring repetitive attention drills, like clicking a specific shape or at a specific time or something, I can’t remember the specifics. Like it was purposefully designed to be boring and unmemorable. And it would record your reaction time, your accuracy, and your head movements while you’re doing the test.

My doctor came back with the results later like “Okay, so the green ones are the ones you did well on, yellow is not so good, and red are the ones you missed. You did well at the beginning–” and he showed me like this long stream of green with some yellow “started to lag a little in the middle” and there was a lot of yellow “and I’m not sure what happened here” and it was just like all red and yellow.

I thought about it, and then I had to confess, “I was reading the sign on the wall about how the test works.”

And he was like. “Yeah, that would do it.”

I also apparently went totally off the radar, movement-wise, at one point, and I’m pretty sure I was looking for something in my purse, though rn I can’t for the life of me remember what.

He…actually asked me, in the politest terms possible, how I’d ever even graduated high school, much less gone to the college I had and it was just like “uhhh sheer force of will??” which is basically the answer I always give to how I got through this much with all my health problems. (Note: he said it was also possible that I do have ADD/ADHD but the reason it’s so severe is because I do have actual things distracting me, like nausea and pain, which is why I can’t concentrate for shit. But judging by my chattiness, there is also probably just like straight up ADHD in there, too. He didn’t want to make a hard diagnosis because my situation was kind of weird.)

Unfortunately, all the meds they tried gave me craaazy tachycardia, and if it was hard to concentrate before, it was straight-up impossible with a resting heart rate of like 129. lol. So now I just make a lot of text posts on social media and bother my followers. Like right now. :x

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People are gonna tell you who you are your whole life. You just gotta punch back and say, “No, this is who I am”. You want people to look at you differently? Make them! You want to change things, you’re gonna have to go out there and change them yourself, because there are no fairy godmothers in this world.

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“I NEVER THOUGHT I’D SEE, A TIME WHEN YOU WOULD BE
SO FAR AWAY FROM HOME, SO FAR AWAY FROM ME.”

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KOZMOTIS! YOU’RE A FUSION?!

This took more time than what I hoped for, but anyways is pretty cute once looking at it complete

also, before you all think these are in perfect sync, this is Kozmotis with open eyes

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Zayn being called a naughty little schoolboy (2011) // Zaddy Zayn (2016) 😏😏😏 x x