WHY ARE YOU BREAKING MY HEART

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FUN FACT: 

Did you know that the BSB classic “Quit Playing Games With My Heart” is probably roughly a 75% KFC [Kentucky’s Finest Cousins-for those of you unfamiliar with the BSB realm] production? The story is that the background vocals in the chorus were done solely by Brian and Kevin as they were short on time to record the track and the others were still on lunch break so our favorite familial duo went in and recorded it.

You know…that explains why I could always make out Kevin and over time I realized Brian and it didn’t sound like a five piece sung vocal snip and I could never hear Nick, AJ, or Howie…

Mind…BLOWN!!!

For The Health And Safety of Mabel Pines

(Thank you Anon for reminding me of this fic.)

Author: charliesundies
Genre: Fluff, Smuff, Creepiness (dreams)
Tags: Possession, Older!Pines, Mild gore (only in one chapter), Human!Bill, Creepy Dreams
Main Ships: Billdip
Side Ships: Dippifica, kind of
AU: N/A
Length: Multi (26 Ch.)
Status: Complete with Sequel

Rating: **10/10**

My thoughts:
Oh my God.

Breath-taking and heart-breaking. I have never read a fic so perfectly written like this one. I just finished the story and I am at loss for words.
It reminded me why I ship billdip in the first place.
This fic has it all. Romance, comedy (Yes, many of Bill and Mabel’s lines made me burst out laughing), action, and drama. The build-up was dragged out like any great fic should. The climax delivered, and the ending shattered my heart.
Not only did I enjoy this fanfiction immensely, but I truly felt like I lived it. The characters were completely on point. Not a single word was wasted.
To any billdip shipper: read this fic. You will not be disappointed.

Author’s summary:
If Dipper wants Mabel safe, then he’s going to have to make a fairly uncomfortable deal.

Link:
http://archiveofourown.org/works/2375723/chapters/5247578

Help/signal boost? I'm stuck in an abusive situation

Okay what just happened (sorry if this is jumbled im very emotional rn)

Literally??? My father who has never wanted/loved/been kind to me and has made that VERY clear: ‘Will you please talk to me about what youre going thru bc im worried wont you please. Tell me what makes you happy.’

Me, someone who has suffered abuse from every relative (no joke), every “friend”, and nearly every human being I’ve been in contact with (still no joke): 'Nothing makes me happy’.
That father creature: 'No don’t say that you’re setting something in stone for yourself blahblah you’re doing it wrong, here’s another way you’re wrong why won’t you talk to me’.
….
Bc when i try you a) dont listen b) break my heart agaaiiinnn c) you NEVER change.

The only reason he even wants me to talk is bc HE doesnt want to be WORRIED.

Like what are you even worried about i’m the trash you never wanted you are 23 years too late and yet I STILL LET YOU TRY AGAIN AND FUCKING NOTHING CHANGES and here I am hurt and lost again bc the only persons I should be able to go to are bad for every facet of my health and you fuck with my mind bc I’m dependent on your conditional emotional support. I need to get out of here so bad. Is there anyone at all who wants to talk me through this even just a lill bit? I have literally no-one, am dependent on my abusers financially, emotionally and. Well. That. I’m not asking you to solve anything, just… sympathy or whatever. I just need to talk with someone who doesn’t make me do what’s bad for me for a minute. About anything really, if this isn’t a comfortable subject. I just. I need to get out. If you would want to signal boost this, that would be super nice as well. I just need someone to remind me it doesn’t have to stay this way, that I can get out.

I just, I cant fight him bc hes too strong and he never listens and Im scared of calling the cops or whatever. I might not sound it, but i’m really lost and I know I need help. I just have ten thousand issues that don’t let me ask for it- social phobia, autism, trust issues, panic attacks at the sight of other people who are supposed to “help”, etc… I just don’t know how to get … ohh.. fucking.. nvm. I wont publish any asks i get for this… i’d just be so grateful… i dont know what to do and i cant ask anyone or go anywhere.

You only want me when you think I’m moving on…
—  Excerpt from the book I’ll never write #9
I read once that romantic love is a type of addiction, not very different from a cocaine dependency. Maybe that’s why it’s been more than six months and I still crave you. After you left, the withdrawal was too painful to handle. I never thought that you would be the drug I was addicted to. I would do anything for another hit, for just another taste of you.
—  M.O.W, Addiction
Tbh

*thomas poster released*

tmr fandom: oH MY GOD! Awesome! I’m so excited!

*Minho poster released*

tmr fandom: seriously omg I’M SO SHUCKIN’ EXCITED. Why isn’t it out yet??!

*Newt poster is released*

tmr fandom: OMG BABY NEWT I JUST CAN’T HANDLE THIS LET’S ALL CRY TOGETHER OMG HE’S BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH AND OMG TDC WILL BE SO BAD AND I LITERALLY CANNOT I JUST WHY JUST WAIT UNTIL HE’S A CRANK LET’S JUST BREAK EACHOTHER’S HEARTS LIKE OMFG BBY NEWT WHY FUCK YOU JAMES DASHNER I JUST CANT

*fandom explodes*

anonymous asked:

What if like a week before TABINOF came out they made a video announcing that they were together like Joey Graceffa did and they talk about their relationship in the book and ugh why am I such Phan Trash

yESs

This is honestly what I’m hoping for because think about this:

What if the book turns out to be purely “no homo”? 

In that case either:

1.) They lied about their relationship in their own book. And that honestly breaks my heart…

2.) Phan isn’t real, which is fine and I’d obvs love them all the same, but it’s still disappointing for us shippers. 

I’m just hoping they stick genuine to who they are and what their relationship is…be it platonic or romantic. I trust that it will be, but I want it to be Dan and Phil.