This drawing. Took so long. I thought it was going to be the death of me.
But. Let it be known, that I almost quit. Multiple times. And that I cried. Once. And there was lots of angry yelling. And pillow throwing. And hair pulling. There was, literally, blood sweat and tears put into this nightmare drawing. There was also contemplation about whether or not bleach was the way to go. However, I have, miraculously, pulled through and achieved sweet, sweet satisfaction in completion of this gruesome and awesome task bestowed upon me (at this point you’re probably reading this in King Arthur’s voice from Monty Python). In conclusion. My companions. I advise you, remember to always save your work and, in turn, save yourself from the devastating heartbreak and anguish that is loosing your progress.
“Tamaki Suoh is the illegitimate son of Ouran Academy’s Chairman, Yuzuru Suoh, and the president of the Ouran Host Club.
Although his outward manner would be best described as flamboyant, egotistical and dramatic he is, in fact, a young man dedicated to his studies, his friends, and his duties as a host. He is considered the “Princely” type, entertaining his female clients with upper-class etiquette and shameless flattery.”
At some point during the [parabatai] speeches, Jem had slipped
quietly from his chair and disappeared through the doors to Angel
Square. Tessa had dropped her napkin and hurried after him; as the doors
closed, Emma could see them on the dimly lit steps. Jem had his head
down on Tessa’s shoulder.
I need to be reassured all the time that I’m wanted and that you love me and that you’re not mad at me because everyone I’ve ever loved has left already and if another person drops out of my life without an explanation I don’t know what I’ll do.
Where does love go when it goes?
Explain it to me… because I don’t understand.
How can I be the same person I’ve always been – the same person you fell in love with… but suddenly there’s no love there anymore?
If I didn’t do anything wrong, if there’s nothing ‘wrong’ with me then why did you stop loving me?
There’s never an answer for it… there’s no explanation… no reasoning… just ‘everything’ one day and ‘nothing’ the next.
Don’t you know that’s what hurts so much…. to be someone’s everything and suddenly mean nothing to them… To feel like you have everything one moment; love, happiness, purpose… and then have nothing left in what feels like the blink of an eye.
Where did your love go? If something exists it can’t just disappear – so where did it go? Where can I find it?
…And how can I get it back?