moments of perfection may be worth all of the confusion and anxiety. tiny windows of time when all is well and good is more important than all of the hardships only because we really shouldnt forget how temporary fear is. the time between not knowing and learning seems like too long but the moments of contentment and happiness and blessings, the moments completely saturated in gratitude and peace make life rich and make it meaningful. all the people in your life have adorned it like jewels, intricately and deliberately. all those who have left or been grown out of have been used as a lesson. they leave craters more fitting for whats to come, eroded and weathered just enough to make way for the future, for your growth. i dont have anything figured out but what i do know is when to give thanks to this life im able to briefly live. and i can forever mark my spot on this earth and in this universe. i am individual, my life is specific, it is my own and it matters.