SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM THIS DEVASTATION THAT IS THE VICBOURNE SHIP

I’m fully aware of my late arrival to this ship so I’m hoping you Veterans can offer me some survival tips..

How did you guys survived watching post episode 5?

How will you cope watching Season 2 knowing Lord M wouldn’t be in it anymore?

Am I the only one who still can’t accept that they’re not endgame despite fully knowing in advance how history goes?

I JUST NEED TO DEVELOP SOME COPING MECHANISM SOMEHOW BECAUSE THIS IS THE MOST DEVASTATING SHIP I’VE EVER BEEN ON AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

The wound is raw.