“These demons will never leave me. But I control them, not the other way around”
-What I Wish I Never Had by We Came As Romans
For 14 months.. I was in a deep depression. No one could help me, I was just in this state that I was comfortable in. I was content with suicide, I was ok with leaving everyone behind and being free of it all. I constantly felt empty, like no one wanted me. I was broken, alone, and left with my suicidal conscious. And after 14 months.. I started listening to the new WCAR album. And after listening to it.. I just came to a sudden realization. I’m Alive. Fuck what other people think, fuck what they have done to you. I was overcome with a overwhelming sensation, I couldn’t help but cry, it was the first time I felt something positive, and pure in a long time. I got this tattoo as a reminder, a milestone, and a memory. I beat depression, I finally defeated myself. I’m always going to carry these burdens, these demons. But I can’t let the past route my life, rather than define the person I am, who I’m going to be, and how I’m going to live the life that I deserve.