UR MEAN AND I H8 U

do u ever want affection,,, but u only want it from one person. like anyone else in the world can give u affection but it doesn’t mean anything bc all you want is to be w that one person. it don’t even gotta be affection they could call u a fucking cheese curd n ur heart gets all hot n heavy n means the world 2 u

i’ve kinda bcome a lowkey tumblr kid and that means writing emotional things @ 2am in my notebook and notebooks mean NOTEBOOKS and there’s a lot of diff things to do in journals that r sooo muchhhh funnn omg so here r my favourite ideas:

  • dream journal
    • i don’t rlly dream often tbh which is why it’s such a big deal for me when i do and i’ve been writing down my dreams whenever i have them which is SuPEs good bc the other day i had a dream i was d8ng bobby n it was so cute omg fml
    • if u do it daily, it’s rlly fun to look back at!!!!!
  • recipe journal
    • i’m like apparently a big kid now n that means cooking n ya. it sucks. i h8 cooking so much but i gta do it. perks r i like making cakes n that can go in ur recipe journal ALSO!!
    • if u have fam traditional recipes that u can’t remember bc ur not a cook yet n u forget things (HOW DOES MY MOM REMEMBER 92374283749 RECIPES) here is the place 2 put them :)))))
  • health journal
    • trying 2 do this thing currently where i don’t get fat unfit sO this is nice
    • track down ur water intake, ur meals, workouts, visits to doc, any meds mayb, health card, etc.
    • writing down ur meals helps 4 me so i don’t eat anything unhealthy bc i don’t like writing down that i had 5 chocolate cakes (which i do on occasion anyway but..)
  • short journal
    • a.k.a one sentence journal but one sentence is kinda short
    • 4 those who want to keep a journal but not write 4 028394023849 minutes a day
    • this is neat
    • how i would do this is u write for like 3 minutes or however long time-wise or however long word-wise or sentence-wise
    • but just keep it short! n snappy! :)))))))))))
  • art journal
    • these r soOOoOOOooOooOOOOOOOO cool but unfort i’m not tumblr enough to keep an artsy hippy one aka i suck @ art but u prob don’t!!! also who cares it’s UR journal
    • (i care. that’s y i don’t have 1.)
    • so ya
    • u basically draw
    • or doodle
    • or r hip
    • but u keep it in one place
    • n it’s hip
    • smtimes i feel like grace helbig but i’m not.
    • :((((((
  • reading journal
    • this would b cool if i had the time/effort/energy/wasn’t lazy
    • idk if u all have seen MUGGLEHUSTLE on twitter but they read harry potter and did commentary while reading it n i think that’s supes cool y’all
    • writing it in a journal seems a bit annoying
    • so i’d go w twitter
    • but if u can write it super quick n short n snappy i think it’d be cool to read back ur thoughts when u were reading a book 4 the first time
  • time journal
    • idk this is such a tumblr-y thing but BASICALLy u just pick a time of day (eg. 7:23 am) n write ur thoughts for that one minute
    • u can cheat n go longer if u want but not rlly don’t do that cheating bad
    • i think it would b nifty
  • bullet journal
    • we all knew this 1 was cming!!!!
    • but basically it’s like a super hip agenda where u customize everything
    • pros: u customize everything
    • cons: u customize everything (aka u could have a bad aesthetic!!!)
    • but it’s good i like it bc it’s me customizing everything and that way i can just complain about myself instead of a company
    • n it’s good for like task-y people (to-do lists and such)
    • tbh idk if i even use mine properly but there r hella lotta posts on this :):)
  • journal
    • where u write anything u want
    • combination of all above if u want
    • or just a diary
    • idk
    • journals r lovely
    • i hope u start one

hi ily also this is prob my last post ever on this blog which i am kINDA sad about but ty 4 the support n kindness shown n gl 2 every1′s endeavours i wish u all happiness n may the boy u like text u back all ur wise academic and family and love and friendship and anything dreams come true <3 <3 <3 xoxo kai

do u realize steve has tried to throw away his shield twice now???? like he literally dumped it out of a helicarrier, you think when he woke up in the hospital and saw it leaning against the wall, he was like, “shit does that mean i still have to be captain america?” can u imagine how mad he’ll be if tony tries to hand it back to him? “no mr. stank, you keep it. please. i insist.” it’s like when u try to get rid of a lipstick u really h8 but it keeps showing back up in ur makeup box except in this case the lipstick is steve’s identity as an american icon

i actually h8 talking abt psychosis bc A. on one level i understand tht i am psychotic and am able to be like ‘lol yeah im delusional’ and im always worried tht ppl will accuse me of being a faker bc they dont understand u can be psychotic and understand tht ur psychotic B. on the other hand im /not/ psychotic or delusional, what i believe is true and i h8 relating my thoughts to psychosis bc tht means it isnt true

dan: *screams for literally no reason at all*
me: hey there buddy chum pal friend buddy pal chum bud friend fella bruther amigo pal buddy friend chummy chum chum pal i don’t mean to be rude my friend pal home slice bread slice dawg but i gotta warn ya if u take one more diddly darn step right there im going to have to diddly darn snap ur neck and wowza wouldn’t that be a crummy juncture, huh? do yuo want that? do wish upon yourself to come into physical experience with a crummy juncture? because friend buddy chum friend chum pally pal chum friend if you keep this up well gosh diddly darn i just might have to get not so friendly with u my friendly friend friend pal friend buddy chum pally friend chum buddy…