Thoughts on Life and Why I do not want mine to end
So it’s six AM and I haven’t slept and I feel like absolute garbage because so much crap has hit the fan in the last week or so and there is so much negativity on the internt and I have taken a lot of ADHD meds and I think I’m going to fail one or more finals today, so I need a masterpost of reasons that I want to continue living. Please feel free to add some of your own.
I get to see my younger brothers/parents in under a week.
I turn nineteen in under a week.
I made a new friend this past week ( @showtunesingingchemist, in case you were curious. I met her in real life too, which makes this even more or a win)
I almost have my depression under control for once
I have almost figured out how to pay for my own college
I have finally let go of the pain associated to the last girl who manipulated me
The song “Build Our Machine” by DAGames and remixed by SayMaxWell
The Hardtrance Mortal Kombat theme song
Star Sky by Two Steps From Hell
Everything else by Two Steps From Hell
I have over 100 NPCs created for my Dungeons and Dragons setting across five continents
Running with that theme, I have almost figured out how advanced technology spreads across the world
I’ve got positive grades more or less locked in for three of my five classes this semester
My Integument class for Dungeons and Dragons is almost ready for publishing on the Dungeon Master’s Guild website with class features and four full subclasses that run through twentieth level, and I have five more distict subclasses in progress
The associated Integumentum Brotherhood faction is approaching a similar degree of completion as well, which is great
I will be done with three of my four tests by ten tonight, for better or for worse
I have six or seven bookmarked gifs/gifsets that can make me smile without fail
One of my friends offered to give me a makeover to help me calm down following my finals
I am going to watch Pacific Rim, my all time favorite movie, tonight
A teeny tiny little thing I made tonight. One thing I absoloutely love about FF14 is being able to go back and rewatch cut scenes. Not only that but being able to put your character in different clothes for it!