You don’t want to get involved with me Till, alright? I’m a mess and I have more garbage to deal with than I can handle and all of it is my fault. I fall head first into stupid on a daily basis and *laugh* I have no idea why!?
You obviously have no idea what I want.
I have way too much drama and I refuse to unload that on you. You don’t deserve it. You deserve the best and I am certainly the furthest from it.
How dare you be so selfish. Your “noble deed” is destroying what we had and what we could have. It’s one thing to push someone away that you don’t care about, but this is just insanity! If I truly believed you didn’t care I would be out that door faster than you can blink, but I’m not, because I refuse to let you do this to yourself or me. Is this what you really want? Does the thought of me walking out that door one last time put your mind at ease? Well does it?