Your state of mind suggests to me that you have been, in the past, under the influence of people who were always talking about things, and never doing any real work. They kept on arguing all sorts of obscure philosophical points; that is all very well, but when you have succeeded in analyzing your reactions you will understand that all this talk is just an excuse for not doing any serious work.
Welcome to the New Aeon. This image reached over 19,500 people in a single posting. That means 19,500 people were exposed to Crowley and given a means to look further into the ideas of Thelema (via the link or googling Crowley). Even if it were just 1,000 people, there are bound to be at least a few of those for whom this is their first exposure to Crowley and the Law of Thelema, and of those some will inevitably look further into the ideas. With 19,500 people, there are bound to be that many more - all with a single posting. Is there any doubt anyone still has that the Internet is by far the most powerful war-engine for promulgation that has ever been utilized in Thelemic history?
Imagine listening to Beethoven with the prepossession that C is a good note and F a bad one; yet this is exactly the stand point from which all uninitiates contemplate the universe. Obviously, they miss the music.
It is the mark of the mind untrained to take its own processes as valid for all men, and its own judgements for absolute truth. Everyone interprets everything in terms of his and/or her own experiences. INTOLERANCE IS EVIDENCE OF IMPOTENCE.
Hadit dissolves into Nuit, some thing into no thing, object into subject, and subject - finally - into that absolute subjectivity which, being free of both objectivity and subjectivity, remains indescribable.
Accursed are they who enter herein if they have nails, for they shall be pierced therewith; or if they have thorns, for they shall be crowned withal; or if they have whips, for with whips they shall be scourged; or if they bear wine, for their wine shall be turned to bitterness; or if they have a spear, for with a spear shall they be pierced unto the heart.
And the nails are desires, of which there three; the desire of light, the desire of life, the desire of love. And the thorns are thoughts, and the whips are regrets, and the wine is ease, or perhaps unsteadiness, especially in ecstasy, and the spear is attachment.