Hermes why...

So I’m at work right now (I work at Michaels Crafts) and I’m finding these cool golden wing dish things. They’re gold and they’re a set for 50¢ each. I’m thinking of getting them for my altar to put pennies in for her Hermes then the other for Apollo’s stuff. And then I get the idea to put them on a baseball hat to be a modernish version of Hermes’ helm. But I can’t decide if I want to do a white cap or a yellow one. I’m not a fan of the colour yellow but it would be cool to spray paint some white wings in the sides. Then I can wear it to school and random places to do a little devotion to him.

Any thoughts? I’d love to hear any opinions on white vs yellow hat haha
If I do yellow it’ll have white wings and if I have white hat it’ll be gold wings

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.