hey bucky im currently leaving an abusive relationship and im feeling a little guilty and alone and down. got any advice?
1. good for you. leave that bastard. preferably, leave them somewhere unpleasant
2. you deserve better. go easy on yourself. get yourself some nice hot chocolate and give yourself time. recovery isnt easy or linear but it is possible, and you can do it if i can. think of how you sympathetic you would be if it was your best friend in your situation, and treat yourself like you would treat them.
3. youre not alone, or at least, you dont have to be. there are probably people in your life who are really glad to see you out of that situation, and would love to be able to offer some help or support. reconnect with those people, or go out and start looking for people to make friends with. its a lot to deal with on your own, but the good news is that you dont have to. and theres all kinds of support groups these days. i, for example, have joined a support group for brainwashed assassins. so far its just me and nat and clint. we’re hoping we never get more members.
Dracula fights against a group of Nazi scientists creating an army of artificial vampires who is led by a short chubby nerd who wants to throw the world into war for shits and giggles. Also, a deranged priest bent on killing vampires is thrown into the mix and he hates Dracula and wants him dead. He’s under the employ of an even bigger nutjob who hates protestants and wants them all dead.
And then a big tittied Police Girl because it’s not an anime if there isn’t at least one girl with big titties.
oh my god, I just saw “It’s easy for someone to joke about scars if they’ve never been cut” attributed to Shakespeare and went [headtilt] that does not sound like Shakespeare, my fake quote senses are tingling
for some reason
sixteen wasn’t what they made it on tv
I already saw what the world had to offer
better yet, the realities of my world
babies having babies
children harming children
at sixteen we would fiend for the green
our focus unfocused, we teamed for the greed
Update about my life: Haven’t been sleeping this entire week b/c my dog Zipper has been waking me up 3-4 times a night to go outside/drink water. Took him to the vet and found out my dog has the diabeetus :/
Soo far it hasn’t been too big of a change in my life, he’s eating the new food and we’re getting his shots in but holy balls is it expensive. I hope that it won’t be too costly in the long run and obviously that he gets better but I’m so hoping at this point that I’ll be able to SLEEP. I’ve felt like vomiting thats how tired I am -___-
Anyway, that’s the update to help explain why I haven’t been too chatty on here recently, I’m just so tired and stressed blehhhh