THOUGHT

If you feel overwhelmed just try to relax and look for one positive thought. Every good thing begins with one positive thought. You don’t need to change everything in your life instantly. All you need is one positive thought. You can hold-on to that thought, and it will remind you that there is hope. One simple, positive thought is enough to make it all worth it. — Bryant McGill

This is the kind of hero you are: every time things have become so difficult you can barely breathe, you have clenched your jaw and pulled your way through. This is the kind of hero you are: you have saved yourself from drowning and waded your own body to the shore just in the nick of time. This is the kind of hero you are: every time someone has been cruel and beaten your heart to a bloody pulp, you have taken this broken thing and painstakingly brought it back to life. This is the kind of hero you are, you are your own knight in shining armour, you are a supernova.
—  Nikita Gill, This Is The Kind Of Hero
Creature of habit, seeking solace in repetition, but longing for a novel outcome. That’s insanity as Einstein would say, but maybe I’m just caught in an infinite loop, a simple logical mistake.
—  I’m stuck in a loop
i felt
numb
and i
couldn’t
breathe.
i was trapped
in an endless
sea.
i forgot
how to swim
and drowning
was certainly
not something i wanted

but it happened

and now

i’m engraved into the deep blue wake.

my last breath
stolen
from me.
you’re a painful memory
stained with my desire
and an everlasting beauty
but a trail of hurtful things
and blood soaked tears
—  the one who lost love