GET TO KNOW ME MEME >> [4/10] favorite movies: The Shawshank Redemption

In 1966, Andy Dufresne escaped from Shawshank prison. All they found of him was a muddy set of prison clothes, a bar of soap, and an old rock hammer, damn near worn down to the nub. I remember thinking it would take a man six hundred years to tunnel through the wall with it. Old Andy did it in less than twenty.

Because I'm a sucker for parent headcanons....

For Feysand:

•when Feyre finds out she’s pregnant (high key bc the Suriel probably was like “yo my fav Fae, want some even better news from your good ol’ neighborhood Suriel?”) she has a mini freak out like “omg this is actually happening holy shit”

•this is like YEARS UPON YEARS after the whole shebang with Hybern and everything, Peace on Prythian and all that

•I feel like Feyre would be hella nervous to tell Rhysand bc like what would he think???????

•bc like she hasn’t had any really good mom experiences bc her mom was gone and kinda a bitch?????


•like seriously it is sooooooo canon to me that Rhys and all the Dream Team would all be good parents

•but through her pregnancy Rhys is like always there with massages and food and cuddles

•but also pregnancy wise Feyre doesn’t have bad mood swings but she has the WEIRDEST CRAVINGS LIKE PICKLES WITH ONIONS AND MARSHMALLOW FLUFF AND ALL THAT

•but like let’s be real I feel like after that first kid Rhys and Feyre just have more bc tbh Feysand are horny fucks

•but they’d be like best parents


•Feyre would give them an entire room to finger paint the walls and just go all out

Just…. Feysand parents

I’ll add to this later, but I’m sleepy

anonymous asked:

I love your writing so much!! Your fics are literally amazing. Keep up the good work!! :) as long as requests are open, can I request one with the MC surprising the RFA by coming home early from a long trip?

a|n: thank you for your kind words!
oh jeezus. you didn’t specify to me if this was supposed to be fluff or not.

sooooooo …. my fingers may have slipped a bit lolol who am i kidding this is pure blood angst


  • ( breathes ) you told him you’re gonna be gone for a whole month due to a convention you had to attend on another city
  • and he had been calling you without miss everyday
  • each call, zen would always emphasize how much he misses and craves for you everyday since you left isNT HE SUCH A SWEETHEART
  • he asked you one time if you’ll be coming home any time sooner
  • you’ve only been gone for 10 days??
  • and the convention’s gonna last for a month??
  • disappointed on your last call, he said he’ll try to suppress the growing loneliness he feels
  • and you’ve felt so bad that you decided to cut the trip short
  • you did not notify zen though that you’d be coming home immediately that night after the call oh BOI
  • you took the very last bullet train back home aaaaand
  • there you are
  • standing on the front door of your shared apartment with zen
  • but- the lights are turned on??
  • you gently tried to turn the knob and you discovered it was not unlocked
  • confused as you are, you silently entered the house
  • and there you saw him
  • half-naked
  • with an unknown woman below him she was beautiful you sadly noticed this
  • “Oh my god …” you were so surprised that you were only able to utter his name as a tear rolled down your cheek “Zen …”
  • he immediately scrambled off of the woman and horror doused over his features like he was bathed with cold iced water
  • “MC - Let me explain -” no
  • you did not need to hear any patched lies and excuses
  • you left


  • jaehee accompanied you to the airport since you’ll be gone for a whole month for a seminar because of your job
  • you two parted ways happily that you had been so excited to return home back to her arms
  • she had been very supportive of you whole throughout the career path you chose she had been an angel towards your hardships
  • but you noticed her calls have turned from everyday to every other day
  • at first, it did not or did it?? really matter to you
  • as you thought that maybe she was just very busy??
  • you tried to understand, sure, even if
  • you already started feeling like you’re the only one who seemed to have been missing her so bad
  • so you decided that you’ll surprise her by going home earlier than expected
  • and you were lucky that the seminar ended 5 days earlier than the due date
  • excited as you are, thinking you’d surprise her, you did not alert her of your arrival
  • it turned out the opposite
  • as there she was
  • with a man
  • having coffee ( it was yours and her shared habit every afternoon ) on the cafe located just below your shared apartment
  • but what hurts the most was when you saw the man kiss jaehee
  • as he held her hand
  • and she genuinely seemed happy with the gesture
  • you knew from that moment that you had no one to come home to
  • but what hurts the most was the feeling of being replaced 


  • business meetings both domestic and international were nothing new to this man
  • even tho at first he was a bit hesitant to let you go on your very first business meeting for a month ( he was very much afraid of letting you go alone and you found this fear a bit irrational but it’s jumin just worrying for your safety so you dismissed the thought )
  • he did
  • ever since you left to take care of some business for C&R international dundundunn be proud you’re their department’s sales manager
  • he had been calling you every hour of every day
  • at first, it felt like he was still with you everyday, eagerly waiting for you to answer your phone despite both of you having extremely busy schedules
  • but then the calls suddenly STOPPED
  • and you were a bit puzzled at his sudden silence for days
  • he’d call you today then it’ll take him another 3 days to call you back
  • you tried asking jaehee regarding any changes with jumin and she just said that he had been very busy with his proposals and investors and other business meetings
  • but you noticed that during each calls, jaehee seemed to want to tell you something more than intended
  • but you dismissed it as maybe she just wanted to ask you something personal and maybe decided to put it on hold till you get back
  • one call happened when jumin dialed you but it seemed to be on accident
  • you can hear light shuffling on the background and a few laughter
  • but he was not answering so you ended the call
  • bothered as you are, you decided to cut your trip short and return earlier than usual, you tried ringing him and tell him that you’ll be home that day but he told you upon answering that you should call back later as it’s not a good time and he’s with some of his clients over dinner
  • heck, you even bought him a vintage wine only exclusive in that country you went to, thinking it’d surprise him and you’d be able to share a drink or two
  • you decided to go directly to his office since you thought he might still be in
  • and you were right since the lights were on
  • you prepared the wine
  • and of course, yourself
  • but it turns out you were the one who was severely surprised instead
  • the first thing you notice was she was beautiful
  • even more beautiful than you are
  • you caught them just in time where jumin was about to kiss her
  • that you accidentally lost your grip upon the wine bottle
  • she spotted you on the door because of the noise, all dumbstruck at what you’re witnessing
  • and she pulled away from the kiss jumin was about to give her, horrified of being caught in the middle of the deed
  • he scrunched his face as he turned to the direction to where the woman was looking and to where the breaking noise originated
  • and his eyes widened in dread and surprise when he spotted you
  • you tried hard not to cry, believe me, you did
  • but even your own tears betrayed you
  • you silently proceeded to go, not wanting to hear any possible lies he might come up with, ignoring his calls upon your retreating figure
  • and excused yourself from his office and as well as his life


  • being both game enthusiasts, you decided to go to a LOLOL convention held at another prefecture
  • since yoosung couldn’t go and it was his dream to have the autograph of the LOLOL creator himself
  • you decided it’d be a great gift for your anniversary with him it was a secret plan
  • you kept the rest of the details as a secret and did not tell him that you’d only be gone for like 3 days
  • but instead you told him you’d be away for a month
  • at first he was against it but then he decided it’d be best if you go
  • he was all cries and whines and promises that he’ll be good and that he’ll be missing you
  • so when you arrived at the place
  • you were trying to reach him for the whole 3 days but his phone was out of reach
  • school was out and you thought maybe he just forgot to charge his phone
  • and abused his freedom to play LOLOL all day and night
  • 3 days passed and you successfully retrieved the gift you got for him
  • and you were super excited to go home
  • you were on the front door
  • when you heard giggles inside the house
  • you slowly opened the door and your nose was engulfed with an unfamiliar strawberry scent
  • that you knew belonged to neither of you
  • you furrowed your brows as you saw how thrashed the place seemed 
  • your eyes widened when you saw two figures on the sofa, cuddling with the lights off and a horror movie playing on the screen
  • yoosung’s amethyst eyes widened upon seeing your figure looming over them
  • in your hand was the present you were supposed to give him today
  • you did not expect he’d give you one tho
  • and a very painful one at that
  • he looked sad as he hurriedly stood up, standing in between you and the girl beside him
  • “MC?! Wait, I-I can -”
  • “Shut up.” you gritted your teeth as you tried to muster up a very bitter smile “See this?”
  • you raised the hand that held the autograph you worked so hard to get just for him
  • and ripped it on his face
  • “Happy Anniversary. Enjoy it with her.”


  • your heart skipped a beat when the costume you ordered arrived in town
  • its been 2 weeks since you last saw seven and now that the costume finally arrived, you were so excited to finally go home
  • since the day you’re supposed to arrive back
  • and the day of his birthday were the same
  • you planned to go home a day earlier than usual
  • the carrier told you to come pick it up since you and seven live just near the post office
  • it was your surprise for his birthday
  • it was a limited edition neko atsume neko costume for couples
  • he had been wanting it since it was released but the place where it was being sold and your prefecture was far apart
  • that you told him you’d be doing work at some place but in truth, you just waited for 30 days just to be able to purchase the item
  • you planned to take a lot of pictures together
  • before going home, you bought a cake and some balloons and of course, some fanta and phd pepper as a gift to your very hard working hacker he once told you he wanted to drink strange flavours of sodas and juices aside phd pepper while wearing a neko costume LOLOL
  • you came to the post office just a street away from your place, with the cake in hand and the juices too
  • but what surprised you when you saw seven’s car passing through in a leisurely manner
  • but what took your breath away was when you saw a woman on the seat that’s supposed to be yours, her arms encircled upon Seven’s shoulders as she peppered his cheek with kisses
  • Seven turned and planted a light smack on her lips and they both laughed as if there was something funny
  • you couldn’t believe what you just saw
  • that the shock made you lose your grip on the box of his supposed to be birthday cake
  • and it smashed right through the ground
  • tears pooled your eyes as you proceeded to throw the remaining present you prepared for him and decided to not even pick up the costume anymore the EFFORT you spent hurt more than the money you used to pay for everything
  • you went home one last time that day, before they even got the chance to go back, and gathered your things
  • you tried your best not to tear up while saying goodbye to the apartment you’ve grown accustomed to
  • you left and made sure you were so far away from him he’d never consider looking for you
  • not that he’ll go looking for you anyway. he seemed to be so happy with somebody else already.

** on a keynote, i am not promoting cheating. nobody deserves to be treated that horribly. you all are wonderful people that deserves all the love in this world~

(takes small break from prince mononoke drawings to drown in another AU)

You really wanna know how to get to hamunaptra?……….Then get me the HELL outta here!!!

Sooooooo, I’m gonna just leave this here…..has this even been done yet???? I mean Evies a librarian for goodness sake… it’s darn near gajevy fodder! No? Ok, well anyway, I’m sold.
If anyone writes this, please tag me. I’ll draw more art for it. Happily.

Choice - Part 2.

Choice Part 1 - x


1- Choice part 2 pleeeeeeeeaaaaassssseeeee I need it!!! It’s so good!

2-Can u do a part 2 of choice??please please please

3-Oh my gosh I NEED part 2 of Choice. It’s sooooooo good!!

4-I can’t wait for the other part of choices, it was so good I can’t wait like I read it over and over again it was that good. I love your writing it’s so emotion and it makes me laugh then cry then laugh some more, keep up your amazingly good work. I can’t wait for more from you. X😘x

5-Can u do a part 2 to choice please??6-When are you gonna do part 2 for Choice? I need it right now!

A/N- Jesus Christ you guys are way too sweet x This is the second part and I hope you like it x

Summary: Dean gets given a choice to pick between you, his motherly figure or Mary his actual mother.

Word Count: 2034

Speechless. A single word that explained how Dean felt, absolutely speechless. After what felt like eternity he was finally in her presence.

The woman who kissed his nightmares away but turned into his worst nightmare was right in front of him. He stared at his mother’s youthful face, drinking in every single detail. Her crows feet wrinkles he’d ultimately possessed, her golden brown hair that fell beneath her shoulders and her crystal blue eyes which shimmered under the glowing sun. 

She was still beautiful.

“Time to get up sleepy head” Dean sat upright on his bed feeling the sheets fall from his covered chest. He sat there, completely still with his jaw tensed and throat tight. He didn’t know how to react, his entire body felt numb.

He didn’t know whether he should jump into her arms or burst into tears due to the overwhelming feeling of happiness, so he simply stared. She noticed his still behaviour and being the caring mother she was, she rushed over to him.

“Dean? Honey, you alright?” She slightly drew the covers back and sat beside him on the mattress and she raised her soft thin arms. He concentrated on every movement she made, every breath she took, hoping this wasn’t just a dream. Her hands met his cheek and the single touch caused him to break. His eyes which were set on her hand snapped to her eyes and his brows furrowed.

“Mom?” He asked, still not believing his mother who he watched died, was sitting beside him. Her face drew a confused expression as she nodded not knowing what he was asking. 

Dean let out a shaky breath and a smile formed on his pink lips. He threw the covers back and pulled her into a bone crushing hug. She let out a surprise gush of air as his arms tightened around her, one under her arms and the other around her shoulders. 

Dean dropped his head into the crook of her neck, he inhaled a heartwarming scent of apples and vanilla. She chuckled and pulled back, kissing his forehead.

“You sure you’re okay sweetie?” She asked as they pulled back. He gazed into her eyes with nothing but love. He nodded and she smiled, gently patting his cheek.

“Alright then get up, i’ll go wake up Sammy” She was about to get up until she heard footsteps making their way through the house.

“DEAN? DEAN? DEAN! I CAN’T FIND” As Sam was about to scream your name he walked into Dean’s room feeling his heart freeze. Even though Mary loved both of them equally, Dean couldn’t help but feel more attached to her than Sam. 

Dean still remembers her kisses at night, he still remembers her asking him to pass the butter when they made pies, he still remembers the look on her face as she was glued to the ceiling. He watched her live and die, thankfully his baby brother didn’t have to. Dean’s thoughts were cut off as he heard his brother’s soft voice.

“Mom?” He whispered and being the loving mother she is she began to worry for her little giant. She got up and walked over to his frozen body.

“What’s up with you boys today? You’re acting like you’ve seen a ghost” Sam couldn’t help but chuckle at her as he thought she could be right. She sighed and ran her hand through his long thick hair. Sam shut his eyes at her comforting touch, he couldn’t help his throat tighten since this is the first ever loving encounter they’ve had. He leaned into her hands and she smiled.

“Alright you boys get ready, I made breakfast” Sam nodded against her palm and much to his dismay, she pulled away. Dean stayed frozen on the bed as she walked out the door leaving two emotional brothers behind. Sam made contact with Dean’s eyes and they both couldn’t help but smile like goofballs at each other.

“T-that’s. Dean… that’s our Mom.” Dean nodded as he got out of bed not breaking eye contact with his baby brother.

“That’s actually mom” Sam said not believing anything, he felt the corner of his eyes prick, knowing a few tears will slip. Dean kept nodding as he walked further towards an overwhelmed Sam.

“Dean… we have Mom back” That broke something in Dean as he embraced Sam, feeling as if he was holding him together. Sam hugged him with equal force as he chuckled in relief with a few tears slipping. Dean joined his joyous laughter and patted his back, feeling over the moon. They pulled away and Sam used both his hands to wipe his face while Dean used the back of his right hand. It was quiet and the boys could hear her angelic soft but loud humming echoing throughout the house.

“She’s beautiful” Sam commented and Dean still speechless just smiled at the empty doorway.

“How is this possible though Dean? Where’s Y/N?” Dean’s smile dropped as he realised Sam had no idea about the deal.

“I’ll tell you after breakfast alright? I don’t know where Y/N is though” Dean frowned at his stupidity, he totally forgot to ask where you would be. Sam looked at his brother suspiciously but nodded regardless.

“Boys get your butts out here already” Dean chuckled at her authoritative voice and he walked towards the kitchen.

“Apple pie life, Sammy. The apple pie life” Sam still confused he raised an eyebrow. He felt uncomfortable knowing Dean knew what was happening but he didn’t. Though he trusted his elder brother, like he always did. The boys entered the kitchen and they saw Mary placing three plates on the dining table with a stack of bacon and eggs in the middle.

“bacon? I thought it was oatmeal today?” Sam asked with a curious tone as he sat down next to a clearly hungry Dean.

“We had oatmeal yesterday sweetie, c’mon eat up” Sam shook his head clear mixing up you with his mom. How could anyone blame him, really? You were his only mother figure, ever. He only knew Mary from what he’s heard by his father and brother. Other than that you filled the missing gaps.

Dean filled his plate up with a heap full of bacon, four eggs and three pieces of toast, he grinned like a child on Christmas. Sam didn’t know how Dean could remain so calm, for godsakes their mother who has been dead for 27 years is sitting right in front of them. Mary watched Dean scoff down breakfast like water and she giggled.

“Dean take it easy hun. So Sam, is Jess alright with John? I mean you were gone all night, even though you live down the road was she okay?” Sam choked on his coffee as he raised his eyes to meet his mother’s concerned ones.

“J-jess? John?” She nodded confused as she reached over to gently rub his back. It may have seemed like a miniscule gesture but to Sam it was the world.

“Yes… Jess your wife and your 5 year old son, John?” Dean’s eyes widened as he completely forgot about Zacks deal. Everything was normal now, apple pie life, no more hunting.

“Jess?” He breathed out once again and glanced at Dean with hope glistening in his eyes. He shook his head and ran to the room he was in. Mary creased her brows together at his odd behaviour but shrugged it off. She focused her attention to Dean who was intensly staring at the butter, wondering what else could have changed.

“Oh I almost forgot, Carmen called in the morning. She said she couldn’t reach you so she guessed you stayed over. She wanted to let you know she had the early shift so she won’t be home till 8” Dean drank his coffee, washing down the amazingly cooked breakfast.

“Carmen?” It took Dean a second until he realised this was exactly like the djinn dream except  better. “ Right Carmen!” A smile grew on his lips as he remembered how perfect she was for him. He couldn’t help but cringe knowing the feelings were fake but right now he honestly couldn’t complain. The one woman he’s been chasing after was sitting right in front of him and life felt… perfect.

“What is up with you boys today?” Mary said to herself. Sam walked in, holding his jacket with an excited look on his face.

“I just got off the phone with Jess. With Jess, Dean! I have a son, you’re an uncle” Sam exclaimed whilst he chuckled and Dean pulled him into a bro hug.

“I’m happy for you Sammy” They pulled away and Sam shoved his phone in his pocket.

“Right well I’m meeting her at some cafe where I have no idea where it is but I have to go.” He twirled keys around his hand, he found them on the bedside table along with his phone.

“Go man, and bring back my nephew. I wanna meet this kid” Sam smiled as he slipped on his jacket.

“Are you both on drugs?” Mary asked plainly as she watched the scene in front of her unfold. Sam simply grinned and walked around the table to kiss her on the cheek.

“Even better, love you mom. Bye” As Dean passed Sam he stopped for a second before saying, “That will never get old” He rushed out the door but still heard Mary reply.

“Love you too bug, bring Jess and John over for dinner” He agreed and shut the door behind him. Dean sat back on the table and piled some more bacon on his plate.

“So do you have any plans for the day, hun?” Mary asked as she sipped on her coffee. He nodded and spoke truthfully.

“I do, I wanna spend the entire day with you” A soft aw left her lips and she smiled.

“Alright then, I was going to spend the day just watching the idiot box right there” Dean nodded enthusiastically, he would be happy even if she was going to spend the day doing chores. Dean picked up his plate, Sam and his mothers which caused her to raise a perfectly sculpted brow. He shrugged and walked to the kitchen causing Mary to chuckle. She follows after him bringing in an empty plate of bacon and eggs.

Much to her surprise he loaded the dishwasher while they made small talk. Dean kept asking random questions like “what did they do for his 21st birthday” or “where did Sam graduate” as Mary stared at him like a goof she still replied enthusiastically.

After they finished they made their way into the living room and they settled on the couch. Mary sat on the far right and Dean laid down with his head on her lap. Her left hand reached for the remote and her right hand played with his hair.

“Mom?” Dean asked as he looked up at her, even though he was 31 he had missed 27 years of love and comfort. She hummed as a reply while she flipped through the channels and her eyes stayed glued to the screen.

“Do you know a lady name, Y/N?” her hand froze on his head and her eyes snapped to his. Dean watched the sdness etch on her face as she shook her head. She gently picked Dean’s head up and got up from her seat.

“Uh I’m going to take a nap sweetie. Go home, Dean” Her voice shaky and her eyes welled with tears. Dean panicked as he wracked his brain for an answer.

“Mom, what’s wrong? you know her?” Dean furrowed his brows as Mary winced at the mention of your name. She shook her head and Dean saw a tear fall.

“Please baby, just…. I need to-” She inhaled a large amount of air and Dean didn’t realise he was already on his two feet.

“I’ll call you later hun, I love you” She wiped her eyes and walked out the living room, heading towards her own bedroom. Dean stood there confused, why was mentioning your name so uncomfortable? Dean sighed and gathered his things. He pulled out his keys and walked to the impala. He needed answers and he needed them now.

Sooooooo a month full of moving and two trips out of town has me sitting a little on the thick side (for me). 🙈 Lol. The traveling and being a little loose with my eating and nutrition has been fun, but for real…. back to reality this morning 😈💪🏼 I hit fasted cardio and legs at 7am and I’m back to my normal eating routine today as well 😃🙏🏼 Not gonna lie, this bigger booty isn’t bad 😉 I miss my leaner self tho 🙆🏻 Its all about what feels good to YOU for YOUR body. Not about what stereotypes we (or others) think we belong in. People make comments all the time about me being “too skinny” or “chubby”. 🙅🏻 Eff that. I can’t even hear that noise. It’s about being good with you. Just #loveyourbody 😘

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Anniversary Weekend

Next year is our 6th wedding anniversary. Because my wife is amazing we have booked a hotel in Cincinnati for the weekend and gotten tickets to all three games for the Red Sox / Reds series. We’ll eat at nice places, maybe see a show, and prolly drink too much.
SOOOOOOO 175 lbs by Sept 20th 2017 is the goal. Haven’t weighed in a while. Pretty scared to get on the scale this evening. This is gonna take some work, but I have a goal and a deadline and that is always a good start.

lol ppl r like oh those nudes will come back to bite you later. dont show ur face blah blah like…… im trying to be a therapist. im not gonna work for the government. i dont think theyre gonna care if im hot. i rly dont like it doesnt affect them or their company image or anything at all. if patients stalk me out and find my blog like thats on them? and ill have my spam ig private by then anyway which is the only place ive ever mentioned this account. sooooooo yeah im gonna continue looking good and u can continue trying to tear me down for being confident? if u choose? but it only speaks of your own insecurities and it shows. and im fine w it bc IM happy so u can do what u like w ur life! but dont bash me just love yourself instead. u feel me. the human body is art its worth appreciating and not hyper sexualizing.

all bodies are equal.

all bodies are lovable and should and Will be loved.

and if you dont agree with me figure out why and change that.