Roughly, it means, ‘when an era changes, the number of depressed people increases.’

年号 refers to the era more like Meiji, Showa, Heisei etc. rather than the years themselves. Right now, JP is in the 27th year of the Heisei era. They also use 2015 but they use Heisei 27 when it comes to legal matters; in general you’ll see this more often.

As for the second part of his message, I guess it means that he noticed that there are more people who are getting clinically depressed (うつ病) here in JP.

This is just something else I’ve noticed but there are some rather violent killings here in JP which was pretty bad before but it’s kind of getting worse every year. Suicide is also kind of common in this country tho they don’t report it all the time but yeah;;

As for the message in general, I’m also hoping that Ishida-sensei is safe. He tends to give out worrying messages here and then and seeing how it was posted early in the morning, I know how you feel. ;~;

I hope that Ishida-sensei gets plenty of rest and is doing alright.

anonymous asked:

I feel disgusting on every physical metaphorical spiritual sexual emotional level and it's been this way for five years and Olivia every night it gets worse. It gets worse every night and I can't see the stars for the sky and I don't believe they're there at all.

you are not made of dirt. you aren’t filthy. 

the stars are there.

i see them. i see them right now.

they’re out my window.

and i know you’re real, too. because i got this message. i read this message. i am seeing this message. i’m seeing the pixels. they’re real. i’m typing this. i feel my fingers typing this. it’s real.

you’re real.

and so are the stars. 

they’ll make themselves noticeable whenever you’re ready.

This week was move out week for the non-seniors at my college right?

So, there’s a freshman dorm that is notorious for being shitty (like, the water fountain is stolen every year. Every. Year. And the worst parties happen there. You get the idea). In this dorm, after everyone moved out, they found a piece of a super old child’s tombstone from the early 1800s. It’s too old to be from the campus cemetery and the local cemetery.

That dorm just gets worse every year i swear to god

icylook asked:

Azalea :)

Azalea: What’s a movie you cried while watching?

Well, there are kind of a lot. But I’ll stick with the most recent one. Moulin Rouge. I always cry at that movie, I swear. Musicals really get me, though.

Kids ruin everything.

So, our next-door neighbors have been pretty much forced out of their house, due to the abuse that they’re receiving from teenagers. 

We live very close to a high school, and having went there during my education, I will be polite and say that the general demeanor of the kids there was…below average. It’s been getting worse every year, and I was kind of convinced that the year after I left, someone was going to set something on fire in the school. To be fair, I was wrong there. 

But…The fact that they have been this bitchy to nearby people is just…repugnant. About half of the school population comes by us at hometime, and there’s also a bunch of yobs that are obnoxious, loud and disorderly later at night, too. 

I actually have firsthand experience of their nature, too. My room used to be downstairs, with the window facing the street. Multiple times a week, I would have objects thrown at my window if they knew I was in there. Nothing broke, but it got to the point where we were having to scrub eggs away every week or so. I eventually got moved upstairs, and it stopped. 

Unfortunately, it seems it just moved to the next building instead. And now…It’s gotten too much for them. And it makes me sick. The two that were living there were some of the nicest people ever. They were a retired couple, planning on living in a lovely, newly built house, and for a year they did just that, and you can tell they loved it there, and they put a jaw-dropping amount of effort into their garden. But…Now, they have been pretty much forced to leave due to these snot-nosed, sociopathic pieces of shit. And you can tell they don’t want to leave, but…They genuinely fear for their safety now. 

So just…Look. If you know any kids, be it your own or someone else that you’ve been seeing, that do this sort of shit, messing with other people’s houses, tell them to knock it the fuck off. Whoever it is in there, they don’t deserve this anonymous, hateful vandalism. 

And okay, if you’re one of the little shits that actually does this, let me put this to you very fuckin’ simply. I know you won’t listen to how it affects others, because you probably don’t care. So let me say how it affects you. 

Just suppose you came to our new next door neighbor’s place, and you wanted to welcome them to the neighborhood in the only way you knew how. So, you waited until like 7pm, then brought some rocks or eggs or whatever, and threw them at your new chewtoy’s house. 

Little do you know, the new person who lives there is a very violent sociopath with a hair trigger, and the last thing you see is the door opening and a gleam of metal before a huge load of buckshot scrubs the contents your head out from your skull. What little contents there are.

Just fuckin’ think about it, you fucking animals. 

In This Secluded Spot I Respond As I Wouldn’t Dare Elsewhere 
author: RhymePhile
word Count: 34,040
summary: It’s 1995, and Castiel’s high school years are destined to be difficult: home-schooled until eighth grade, he is awkward, shy, and socially inept. The weird kid with the funny name would rather isolate himself and draw in his sketchbook than deal with the constant bullying he faces every day. Things only get worse in his junior year when he excels in home economics class, leading the captain of the baseball team, Alastair, to start taunting him for being gay. Then new student Dean Winchester arrives at Flour Bluff High School, sharing many of Castiel’s classes. Castiel has seen his type before — handsome, athletic, arrogant, and sure to be the most popular kid in school. But Castiel eventually learns that he and Dean have more in common than he thought, and they form an unlikely friendship

anonymous asked:

i cant tell what's real anymore and water's pouring from my skin but i don't know where it came from and i can't think straight and it's getting worse every year

you’re real, okay? you’re real, everything around you is real, i’m real, the people you talk to are real. 

i’m so so so sorry you’re going through this, little fawn. just know that you’re still here, and that’s the largest courage i’ve ever seen. just know that you’re head is still above the water and you are wonderful wonderful wonderful.

i’m sending all my love your way, babe. i hope you treat yourself to a soft, kind day. 

iwanticecreamforever asked:


4. What do you think about the most?

A boy.

10. What was the last lie you told?

“I’m fine with it I just hate him.”

12. What does your URL mean?

It’s Italian for “triggering” if I remember right.

13. greatest weakness; greatest strength

emotions, people, emotions caused by people; accepting change

15. How do you vent your anger?

I write poetry and I blog lol I’m lame

17. Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

It seems that every year I get worse and worse tbh. Like I used to be this shiny happy kiss ass student that was not mean to anyone ever and then I was like wow I’m sick of being the “nice kid” and then I started wearing leather jackets and sharing my opinions and having emotions oops.

18. What’s a sound you hate? What’s a sound you love?

I haaate the sound of Styrofoam and cardboard and stuff like that I don’t know it legit will make me throw up.

I love the sound of thunder storms omg

19. What’s your biggest “what if”?

What if one day I realize I can’t be everything my parents want me to be? 

21. Stick your arms out, what do you feel?

Right- window, left- vitamin water bottle. I am in bed. I have not gotten out of bed yet. It is 9:41pm. I am a useless member of society.

22. Smell the air. What do you smell?

Rain because my window was open until it got cold af.

34. Love or lust?

No matter how difficult it may be, love for sure.

37. What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

I just realized I’ve literally never made an effort ever teenage boys are hoes it’s not difficult. 

38. Where is your best friend?

I assume they’re all at home.

40. Are you the kind of friend you would want as a friend?

Fuck no all I ever do is make everything about myself and I hate it and I’m terrible at consoling and empathizing and I make everyone order for me or else I cry and I make everything too complicated always and I go to other people for help constantly and ugh honestly I’m the worst friend in the world 

45.  How can I win your heart?

Be kind to everyone, not just me, have similar opinions to mine, care about my interests, don’t have a shitty taste in music (a non-existent taste in music is even worse), be an art nerd tbh, be thoughtful and just pay attention to details like if I have a band concert two weeks from today and I don’t mention it for two weeks and you wish me luck the concert day I will literally cry because you remembered, umm and yeah maybe not cheat on me that’d be cool too 

46. Can insanity bring on more creativity?

That’s pretty vague but I’d say yeah.

53. What would be a question you would be afraid to tell the truth on?

Honestly I never lie to my friends ever the only people I lie to are my teachers sometimes and even then it’s dumb stuff like why I don’t have my homework.

56. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

Maybe that one time in first grade when I threw up because wow that started some mental shit I was not prepared for and still am not prepared for.

believe-and-soul asked:

Honestly warped is getting worse every year. ( My personal opinion )

It’s because they stop adding heavy bands, which makes no sense to me lol. I mean don’t get me wrong, I like Pop Punk, but I preferably want to go to Warped to see heavier bands (my personal opinion as well).