anonymous asked:

i love jack a lot but i don't get everyone's excitement about dean eventually adopting him. like why would you want to force him into another parental role with a kid with unstable powers JUST when he's escaping his role with sam? i'm not accusing you or anything i'm just really really frustrated at fandom's mentality

Yeah, there’s some good posts around discussing the various metaphorical and direct representations of the bad family dynamics going on here. I think it’s possible to enjoy and dislike the same thing from different angles. I LOVE Jack choosing Cas as his father and setting his personal compass by Cas. It’s perfect. But for Cas’s sake I’m genuinely skeeved out by it because of the way Jack(’s powers) latched onto him from the womb and that it is basically what I figured all along - that Jack himself is an innocent sweetie pie because he has a soul and he is therefore gifted free will and a blank slate to be what he wants and is at the very least not inherently evil… 

But his powers still did something because of his increased awareness and powers in the womb that I don’t like, which is… convincing… Cas to be his guardian. Cas being forced into the dynamic is one of the metaphorical parallels to the brothers’ issues which I’ve enjoyed the meta about, because of course Cas can still love Jack and all and have meant it because I don’t think he wasn’t acting from the heart in 12x23 because have you met Cas, that was a classic example of his heart on display. And I’m actually hoping they do have a sweet dynamic when Cas gets back. But I still don’t like HOW it happened, in the exact same way I really dig sweet moments between Sam and Dean which don’t have the complicated baggage, but I can still be uncomfortable about romanticising other parts of their relationship, and critical of how Dean was forced to parent Sam… 

So yeah. Anyway, I think the thing with Dean and Jack is that it’s the goal - Sam already likes Jack and wants to give him a chance. Cas has his connection to him already and it’s unlikely he’ll hate Jack on his return :P Dean is not wrong to be upset and critical based on the information he has like @k-vichan‘s post I just recently reblogged was explaining (Sam hasn’t even told him on camera that Jack said that Cas is his father which means until we get past the point of disbelief that he hasn’t said it off-camera that’s still something we might find out later from Dean’s POV to affect how he feels about him. Although I’m usually careful not to get over-attached to what hasn’t been said on camera in case the writers start assuming it’s obvious they shared it and leave an emotional gap… But this is such a big thing it might HAVE to be said on screen or else be a gap.)

Like… Obviously the emotional hook for “coming to like Jack” is something that falls on Dean to have while the others are already seeming to be clear on it. He’s the obstacle - the thing standing between Jack and a happy families thing (so it might be a long haul or Dean is just starting to warm up when things go bad either with Cas’s return or something that happens with Jack for what will be a frankly bizarre season if they don’t tease him ~going dark~ to test him at some point). It’s like a will they won’t they on Dean liking Jack :P 

And I think that in this case it’s not forcing anything on Dean when he comes to NATURALLY adopt random youngins and other hapless friends (like Garth, tbh :P) but that he has to want to do it and it is something he does instinctively because he’s a nurturer and has a caring soul. Maybe because of the Sam stuff but it’s not weird when he does it to, like, Krissy or something. It’s one of his softer traits but in this case it has mytharc relevance, since Jack is, WE can tell, really sweet, but Dean is in no position to see him for what he is, which may compromise them looking after him, and even if Jack is sweet and squishy right now, he has cosmic powers and intentionally or not he’s going to be dangerous on a huge level even if it’s just for drawing attention. I think Dean coming to like him will play a big part in reconciling this whole situation just because he’s the one who instinctively doesn’t like Jack already. And that’s something where he’s messed up with grief and hasn’t seen anything to convince him Jack isn’t a problem, so it’s set up to be a bigger struggle for him.

And that probably also plays into Dean as the emotional centre of the show - that Sam is usually dealing with the plot stuff head on, while Dean is the filter we struggle with it through. I think Dean not trusting Jack is another way of drawing out uncertainty and tension about Jack in the narrative. Is Sam wrong to trust him? Is there still something hinky between Jack and Cas? Will Jack turn bad? Even if it’s seeming quite clear that Jack is not as bad as Dean thinks by far, and Sam’s made the right call here, to go with his confidence in leadership and standing up for himself arc, playing the reconciliation to Jack’s presence in their lives through Dean is giving us (or, well, the surface level read of the show, which I pay as much attention to as I can out of curiosity as a writer about stringing appearances and cheap drama out of more complex stories and I watch the episodes from the POV of “what is the show trying to tell us” before “what can I read into this”) a more drawn out exploration of who and what Jack is and the conclusion on what his character can be. 

And I think that means Dean will be challenging Jack too, and always probably be more on the side of checking if he really is what he seems or second-guessing his actions etc. It will give Jack something to grow and fight against, especially since people HATE letting Dean down and Dean is the moral centre of the show when it comes to love, humanity, what is the right thing to do, the free will choice, just generally a beacon of these themes. If Jack has to win Dean’s approval, it’s going to be a complex and satisfying story and a good way of proving we can definitively trust him. Not because Sam makes bad choices or because Jack doesn’t already seem like a good guy, but just because Dean has Standards which are so high you can define and navigate the story by them. Like Cas rebelling in 4x22. Or on the flip side, 6x20.

This is all kinda wishy washy stuff for later in the season that what we already have, though, and I don’t know how thoroughly others have thought it through or if I am missing some really obvious lines of thought here myself, but I don’t think the instinctive reaction that people are wishing Dean adopts Jack is all just forcing a new child on him, or that people think Dean shouldn’t come to that choice himself, and approve of Jack for real reasons. One of the short posts out there about it that I like is a line of spec that Dean will start to like Jack after he does a Benny - does something to save or help Cas that Dean can’t deny Jack is good any more after seeing. That’s not just wishing another child to look after on Dean, that’s a complicated series of Dean recognising Jack’s potential to be good and understanding him better or now having a motivation to reach out to him. 

And I do personally find it kind of creepy to be super gung ho about Jack as any of their children - Cas for the reasons I already said although I like it for Jack and would be open to Cas being cool with it :P But Sam and Dean as well because I think there’s a lot of point scoring going on with who gets to parent Jack like it’s a token or trophy for them, unlocking a whole bunch of parent headcanons and also, and I know it’s weird to say about a 1 day old baby, infantilising Jack. I think he’s already starting to get an idea of the more complex stuff and a lot of his literal born yesterday mannerisms will disappear as he gets older, since he has an adult intellect to deal with the world, so I’m very curious about his character growth. 

I think it’s just a fandom thing to be eager for the main characters you care about to have fun relationships and the idea of just giving them a kid can be appealing to some people, but it kinda weirds me out. I saw a gifset of the father reveal to Sam captioned with “Sam realises he’s an uncle” and I like that a lot more because it emphasises his brother relationship to Cas, and puts Jack in that context to him. I think since Jack said Cas is his father, “parenting” just means “we are responsible for guiding this young soul” not “I will be his father” and Sam and Dean are basically his uncles, not surrogate fathers, and I’m pretty much just gonna treat it that way, personally, since it’s less skeevy to me. That’s a YMMV thing, though, so I’m not saying you can’t enjoy the dad TFW stuff, I just don’t wanna :P 

(The Claire stuff was different since they didn’t have a whole bunch of responsibility over her and the episodes she was in never made it weird, and it was a side storyline… With this it’s all such high tension it sort of feels to me like I need to draw much stronger lines, especially since with all the fatherhood parallels some/all of TFW are going to be examined through being John at some point or another… There is a LOT more going on with Jack that makes it complicated and fraught :P)

So… uh… tl;dr… I have no idea if I’m even answering your original thought any more :P Idk about the wider fandom of crack posts and cracky art, but I think the meta folks I follow are not being too weird about it or will at least entertain all the posts being critical or introspective about these dynamics and I think some crack posts are just made in the spirit of fun, though it doesn’t help NOT give the impression everyone’s gaga for dad TFW and not being very considerate of the deep dark meta stuff and character angst going on… :P 

anonymous asked:

Hi...I don’t want to be a downer but I was fired yesterday and I really need a pick me up and I was hoping that you could maybe do a little comfort drabble about one of the Kylux boys going through the same thing? You don’t have to though, it’s okay if you don’t want to

I’m so sorry you’ve had such a rough time, darling. I hope new opportunities spring your way soon! Lots of love! 💛

In the pouring rain on a dull Monday evening, Kylo slams his car door shut and stomps up the path to the front door of his home, uncaring of the fact that he’s soaked or that he’s forgotten to lock his car.

He’s lost his job. His contract terminated, his desk cleared out, his future looking uncertain.

It’s the third one in five months, another kick to his confidence and happiness, though this one has made him want to sit on the porch until the rain drowns him. Alas, he can see the warm light of the living room lamp shining through the curtains and Kylo craves to feel it so he unlocks the door and enters, but finds himself unable to move from the welcome matt.

“Ren.” Hux’s voice comes from the living room, where Kylo can hear the television playing the theme tune of a game show. “I thought you were working late–oh, look at you. Kylo? What’s happened?”

Kylo drops his bag to the floor, feeling the rain droplets fall from his coat and from his hair and face to drip onto the matt. He shivers, clothes sodden from the rain, though he’s sure the shaking is the strong culmination of his emotions surging together.

“I got fired,” he says through gritted teeth. “I’m fucking useless. I’m–”

“Stop right there,” Hux jumps in, hand on Kylo’s cheek. “I’ll hear none of that nonsense. You give your all in everything you do and if an employer can’t see that then that’s their loss. I’m certain they’re idiots.”

Kylo scoffs. “But you don’t even know why they fired me.”

“And I don’t need to know,” Hux says. “Whatever the reason, it’s happened. And it’s up to you where you go from here, but for now, let’s get you comfy. Come on.”

He takes Kylo’s hand and leads him upstairs to the bathroom, running the warm water in the bath and dropping a little purple bath bomb into it, making it fizz and turning the water a light shade of purple.

“I’m sorry,” Kylo says as he stands still whilst Hux undressed him, peeling off his layers of wet clothes until he’s nude, skin red in some places from the cold & damp clothes.

“Kylo,” Hux warns, raising his eyebrow. “Get in. You’ll catch your death otherwise. Careful, now.”

Kylo steps into the purple-coloured water, sitting down amongst the fluffy, lilac bubbles as a fresh lavender smell fills their small bathroom. He relaxes almost immediately, melting back as the hot water soothes his aching body and warms his freezing core. But then he remembers why he’s here in the first place.

“I feel useless,” Kylo mutters. “I’ve got some money left from last payday but then what? We can’t survive on just your wages.”

“You’ll find something else,” Hux says, rolling his sleeves up and sitting down on the floor, arm reaching over the side of the bath to brush Kylo’s wet hair out of his face. “I can ask my boss about working more hours if necessary but worry not, Ren. You may feel this is a knock but losing your job does not diminish your abilities or your worth. You’re down but you’re certainly not out.”

Kylo smiles, allowing himself to feel positive about the future for the first time since he was called into the office to be delivered the news about his sacking.

Hux is right, he thinks, sighing and closing his eyes as he lets the calmness wash over him, smelling the lavender and concentrating on the feeling of his body warming and Hux’s hand stroking through his hair.

This is not the end.


i had such high hopes for this mood board and i feel as though i’ve fallen short with it but it’s here! thank you for tagging me to do this, becks @floralfeast and susa @prettiestperrie - you’re angels and i love you a lot. i’m going to tag @soulmatesandfate, @harrysgaytour, @pinkislouder, @reinventlou, @iamnotbeingsarcastic, @florelikeaflower, and @eversinceamsterdam to do the same, if it pleases you at all.

anonymous asked:

Your thoughts on the whole skywalker lightsaber are really interesting and I never thought about it that way. I really hope rey does get to make her own better suited to her in the same way that Luke did in rotj. If not the ST is really doing her wrong.

I’m always up for enlightening the Masses! I just want Rey to have some individuality. Her character hasn’t been fleshed out at all. The thing is, I don’t know Rey. I can’t relate to her the way I can to Finn or Poe. She’s inconsistent (she wants to go back to Jakku, but then she wants to stay and help the Resistance, oh no she wants to go back, etc). And I think her getting Luke’s storyline, Anakin’s lightsaber, etc is detrimental since she can’t seem to get an identity of her own. Everything relates back to the Skywalkers. Her relationship with Finn seems to be the only thing that stands out. And if she keeps the lightsaber which sowed so much misery … Hopefully, she makes a lightsaber like her staff because that was such an unique aspect of her. And Finn carries the darksaber! (if he’s a Mandalorian, of course …)


DUDE this is the same thing that pisses me off with mccree and dadreaper / sombra as the wayward daughter/sister… BECAUSE THEYRE ALL LATINX SO OFC THEYRE GONNA BE FAMILIA AMIRITE. like theres def a thing w/ reyes being a big mentor figure in general [and im a big fan of the au really] its just when ppl only connect them because they all happen to speak spanish im like……………………. yall ruin shit yakno

YEEP and mc//reaper got so much hate cause ppl were forcing the dad thing. like they were never related and jesse was never a under aged twink in blac//kwatch hungry for gabes dick.
if anything all the palm colored ppl are related cause they look the same.=/
that’s how fans sound tbh. 
it ruins characters cause ppl are afraid to ship and do what they want cause fandoms are suppose to be fun but the hive mind is killing me.

Keith Kogane and My Emotions™ After That Shit Went Down

I’ve never really found Keith all that relatable as a character simply because I don’t deal with things the same way he does so I guess I never really clicked with him, but we need to take a moment to talk about Keith ok. He’s a good kid. He’s been through a lot and obviously has some isolation issues and sometimes that causes people to be socially awkward. Yea, he’s impulsive and sometimes does the wrong thing but he’s so pure in the respect that he just genuinely wants to do what’s right. I know in season four he claimed to keep going back for people because of the mission… but when has that ever been the case? In season three he projects his issues with being black Paladin on Lotor. He’s obsessed with it and then when the team came together to figure things out we find that perhaps there’s a bit more going on inside Keith’s head (obviously). This whole “for the mission” thing is how he covers up emotions. Now, this season he’s been separated from everyone. Yes it was by choice but that doesn’t stop a person from getting lonely. Keith already thinks he’s expendable- that people will leave as soon as someone better shows up- and now he’s on his own. Again.

So take this kid who had to grow up way too fast and struggles to sort out his emotions sometimes and add that onto this internal goodness and moral compass that’s always trying to lead him to the best option- even when it turns out his emotions are screwing with him- and we get someone who’s pretty damn unstable. He’s messed up internally and he can’t tell anyone or show it. He was bound to implode at some point.

Season Four Finale: Keith tries to sacrifice himself for “the mission”

I know were all hoping for some kind of resolve after that, a group talk and a return of Keith to team voltron, but I don’t know if we’re gonna get that. How much longer can someone who’s emotions can cause a lapse of judgement so large they almost wind up killing themself go without having some kind of major change to what’s going on in their head before they do something they can’t go back on?

It hurts my heart when people start their messages to me with “sorry to bother you” in regards to reblogging things for Taylor to hopefully see! Asking me to reblog anything really doesn’t bother me like I’ve had my chance at being noticed and I want nothing more than to try and help other people get that same happiness so just please know any of you can DM me posts or anything at any time for me to reblog because I want to do that! 💕

anonymous asked:

how do i stop my friends from noticing me fasting?...... please help, i love your blog btw ^.^

hey thanks :)
yeah it’s really tough and you have to be careful you’re not just repeating the same excuses.
I try to say oh I had a big (last meal) , I will be having a big (next meal) .
that I’m doing something later that I don’t want to be full for like dance or a run
and sometimes it comes to just having to like bring a meal of spinach, something very low but in a container where it could be that you had a proper salad in the there not just leaves 😅
hope you can find things that work for you x

dan didn’t open up about his mental illness so that you could look at previous videos and wonder whether he was feeling depressed when he made them.

dan specifically told you that he wasn’t looking for sympathy and that he is who he is in spite of the thing that was constantly holding him back. he didn’t ask for people to look at old videos and gifs and reblog them with ‘#i wonder if he was sad here’ or ‘#i’ll never look at this the same way again’

it’s really bothering me that people are using dan’s honesty as an excuse to play some sick ‘spot the depression!’ game, he wanted to share his experience and try to help other people who are suffering like he did, but instead people are doing this and it just makes me so angry that they have missed to point so blatantly!? 

Bound (Master List)

In a world where marriage isn’t by choice and love isn’t an option – will you ever find happiness? Or just continue to search? 

An arranged marriage world by @knockknocksoosthere, @kpopfanfictrash and @bread-jinie .

Kim Namjoon. Married by obligation, weighed down by circumstance. Except for those nights when you’re both drunk, falling into bed with one another and realizing you’re human. Occasionally this happens, occasionally you fuck. Until your life changes and you realize Namjoon, the very man you’re obligated to, might just be the very man that you crave.

A one shot by @knockknocksoosthere [ Obligated ]

Originally posted by kimdaily

Kim Taehyung. You hate him. He hates you. It’s a fine line though, isn’t it  – between love and hate?

A one shot by @kpopfanfictrash[ Dichotomy ]

Originally posted by king-beluga

Kim Seokjin. Jin thinks he’s loved you since the moment he saw you, back when you were teenagers; Jin knows he’s been in love with you, the soul burning kind of love, since he saw you on your wedding day. He doesn’t mind that you don’t reciprocate on his level, he’s just happy to show you he cares. Until one day, he simply can’t anymore. Until one day, you realize you need to show him you care, too. 

A one shot by @bread-jinie[ Currents ]

Originally posted by tanktoptiger

Jeon Jungkook. To be perfectly honest, you’ve never seen Jeon Jungkook as anything but that annoying brat who followed you around on the playground. Until the day he shows up, asking for your hand in marriage. Then you start seeing him differently. 

A one shot by @kpopfanfictrash[ the weekend of 10 / 20 - 10 / 22 ]

Originally posted by charrytommoto

Jung Hosek. Your crush on Hoseok was hopeless.That’s what you always called it, unwavering and hopeless. When your father announced the arrangement of your marriage to a wealthy man, you knew then and there your feelings really were just that: hopeless. But what do you do, when the man of your dreams is standing at the other end of the aisle? What if things aren’t really so hopeless? 

A one shot by @bread-jinie [ the weekend of 10 / 27 - 10 / 29 ]

Originally posted by myloveseokjin

Park Jimin. You’ve been engaged to Park Jimin since birth. The two of you destined for one another, meant to be married despite neither of you wanting to be. You needed travel, wanted to see the world. When that very same world comes crashing down around you, though – who is the one who saves you? Jimin.

A one shot by @kpopfanfictrash [ the weekend of 11 / 3 - 11 / 5 ]

Originally posted by jiminrolls

Min Yoongi. Your fates were sealed long before your paths crossed. Get your diploma and get married. You were similar in that way – both bound by outdated customs. Falling in love was never something either of you dared to dream about. Until it happened.

A one shot by @knockknocksoosthere [ the weekend of 11 / 10 - 11 / 12 ]

Originally posted by je0n

Bruised (Richie/Eddie) 4/12

Summary: It’s 1993 and the summer from many years ago is dead and gone. Many have drifted apart from the Losers club and its at the point where there is no club at all. The atmosphere is cold just like the winter months and the only blushes to be found are the ones that are caused from the piercing spikes of cold that heat skin up. Being a teenage boy is hard; especially for the two boys that now count each other as strangers. In which both boys make a plan, but both disrupt each others.

Warning(s): Angst & Fluff


Part 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 (Soon) | 

It was now Monday morning and Eddie felt his numb fingertips jitter at the seams of his jumper, feeling the weaves under his senseless skin without his pulse guiding him. 

The pills were messing him up. Bad.

His doctor had prescribed the soft pink and white capsules in order to stop being gay, as if what he had was some sick mental illness. Eddie’s mother thought he was twisted, that the rumours weren’t true and that people were lying about her pride and joy. Several days later she realised that Eddie was in fact a homosexual boy. However, she refused to believe it and dragged him to every therapist and doctor in order to ‘save’ him.

He didn’t need saving, he was gay and that was that. He had only told Bill, Ben, Mike and Stan but somehow the word got around school, eventually a teacher had confronted his mother about the matter. He didn’t mean for everyone to know, but now that everyone did- the reaction he got towards his sexuality choice was repulsive.

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I’m only 18

Originally posted by hopeinloveinfinity


Request: Can you do a oneshot where the reader is an avenger and 18, she meets the team and the guys are being super flirty with her but have no idea that’s she is 18 and when they find out, they’re embarrassed about flirting with her :). Sorry if this super specific and long

Warning: No?

Being the new avenger was exciting. I had been able to shape shift into any person or animal that I wanted to since I was 5 years old. I scared my mother the day I turned into a dog. She could move things with her mind and she wasn’t sure of what I could do until the day we were eating dinner and I decided to act like a dog and turned into one. 

Since then, I would do small things like tricking my friends or I would turn into a bird and fly away. Like Spider-Man, I decided to use it for good. What really caught the public’s eye, was the day a grizzly bear stopped a gas station robbery. That same day Tony Stark and Natasha Romanoff showed up at my house. They explained to me and my mother that they wanted me to join the avengers. Naturally, my mother put up a fight and said I was too young, but I am 18 so legally I can go. Waving goodbye to my mother 6 months later and I was officially part of the team. 

“You should turn into a cat, then when the team crowds around, turn into yourself.” Tony suggested. 

“I can’t” I laughed at him, “When I shape shift, My clothes don’t change with me so I can’t turn back until I’m in my room, usually.” 

“We’ll see about that.” He started thinking to himself. 

“Guys this is y/n” Nat called out t the team.

“Hello” I waved to everyone “I know who you all are already, I read the file.” 

“Nice to meet you” Steve shook my hand. “We didn’t hear much about you, it was suppose to be a surprise.” 

I smiled, looking around the room at the team. I noticed Sam, Bucky, Thor, Peter, and Steve were looking me up and down. I met Sam’s eyes and he winked at me and gave a slow nod of admiration. Bucky looked away quickly, Steve also winked, Thor smirked at me and then walked away, and Peter quickly turned around and started a conversation with Wanda. I noticed Clint and Bruce were watching the same thing I was and looked at me and then the guys and shook their heads. 

Originally posted by chrisandchips

Once everything was finally settled, I made my way to the kitchen to get a small snack, I had finally finished unpacking. I was searching for a snack when I hear someone speak up behind me.

“Nickle for your thoughts?” Steve spoke calmly

“I’m pretty sure it’s penny.” I laughed at him

“I just think your thoughts are worth more” he smiled, raising an eyebrow.

“Really?” I rolled my eyes “That’s so lame” 

“What?” He moved a tad bit closer leaning on the counter. “I just wanted to start a conversation.” He chuckled. 

“So start” I reached for the box of cheez-its, but it was too far up. Steeve reached up above my head and grabbed it. I couldn’t help but look at his bicep. Quickly looking down when our eyes met.

“Like what you see?” Steve smirked “There’s more underneath.” 

I blushed at first and then realized, he is old, I’m still 18 and I don’t think he knows that. Instead of telling him, I laughed at him and walked away. 

Originally posted by dailyteamcap

The next person to talk to me was Sam Wilson. I had wandered into the theater room and put a movie in. Sam saw this and wanted to join.

“Can I join you?” He asked as I made my self comfortable on the love-seat, taking up most to the small couch. 

“Sure if you can fit” I joked, moving my legs slightly.

“I played tetris as a kid.” He smirked at me coming closer to the couch.

“Your point?” I asked slightly confused.

“I can make it fit.” He winked at me. I didn’t even react, I just had a straight face and I realized that he didn’t know my age as well, and just like Steve I didn’t tell him. 

Originally posted by tbholland

Peter Parker approached me the next day, as I made my way to the kitchen, he tapped my arm.

“Morning y/n” He greeted me with a warm smile.

“Mornin’ Pete” I smiled back. He followed me into the kitchen. 

“Hey y/n,” He got my attention back to him “Can you feel my shirt?”

“Excuse me?” I asked, confused. 

“I’m serious” He held out the bottom of his shirt and I touched the soft fabric.

“What about it?” I was still confused.

“Does it feel like boyfriend material?” I asked seriously. I laughed at him as my cheeks slightly turned red.

“Absolutely not” Tony cut in “Not allowed.” 

Originally posted by little--batman

“Why do guys have to be such jerks?” My friend Andrea spoke to me on the phone. I had her on speaker while me, Wanda and Nat sat in the living room.

“I know how you feel Ann. What we need is a genie” I joked. “Three wishes would be nice.” 

“That would help a lot actually” Nat joined

“What’s one thing you would wish for?” Wanda asked “ I would wish for world peace. Typical I know.”

“I’ll have to think about that.” Andrea said on the phone. 

“Ditto” Nat spoke up, thinking quietly.

“I would wish for the perfect guy” I joked, earning a small chuckle from Nat.

“Here I am.” Bucky stood in front of us “What are your other two wishes?”

I couldn’t handle this anymore. I had to tell them how old I was before this got worse. I found it funny but I can’t be this cruel.

“Hey guys” I spoke up walking into the kitchen causing everyone to look at me “I have done some thinking.. Some of you, not naming who, have tried to flirt with me.” all the guys looked at each other. “As flattering as that is, I think you should know something about me, and maybe this will make you rethink some things.” I tried to fight the smile forming on my face. “I’m only 18.” 

Originally posted by you-didnt-see-that-cuming

Every single guy, except for Peter, Tony, Bruce, Clint, and Vision, went pale. They froze and looked at each other.

“WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US BEFORE” Sam yelled, obviously embarrassed.

“I thought it was funny” I laughed at them

“I already knew that” Peter winked at me

“Lady y/n” Thor looked up from the ground “ I wasn’t sure of your age so I didn’t say anything, but I did not expect that” 

“I feel horrible” Steve apologized. Bucky couldn’t bring himself to say anything as he continued to stare at the ground.

There was a long awkward silence as we slowly continued our business. 

“Wait, You guys hit on her?” Tony raised his voice.

As Friends Do (1566 words)

“Dean, this has to stop.” 
Sam comes barging in through Dean’s door just as he’s making himself comfortable on the bed, trying to watch the latest episodes of Dr. Sexy in peace.
“Cas is stressing me out. He asked me if I’m angry with him for the fourth time this week.” 
Dean takes off his earphones and puts the episode on hold. “And why exactly would that be my fault, Sammy?” he asks irritated. Sam takes a few steps forward until he’s directly at the edge of his bed, looming over him.
“You know exactly why.” He nods to the open door, probably somewhere vaguely into Cas’ direction. “According to him, the stuff you do with him is how friends behave when their friends come back from the dead, and he now apparently thinks that I don’t want to be his friend.” 
That makes Dean splutter and blush; the stuff – what is he even – he didn’t do anything – and everything he did was certainly – “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he finally croaks and slams the laptop shut because he’s definitely not in the mood to watch Netflix right now.
Sam rolls his eyes. “Dude, you’re all over him ever since he came back. And really” – he raises his hands defensively – “I don’t care, but please, just tell him what you feel for him so we can all get this over with.” 
“Jesus, can’t a guy show some hospitality to a new member of the household?” he grumbles, probably still red as a tomato. Yeah, maybe he did stretch the definition of friendship a few times ever since Cas came back, but really, that shouldn’t be an issue, right? He was just trying to make Cas feel as comfortable as possible.
“Dean, practically fondling the guy under your shared blanket on the couch doesn’t count as hospitality, it really doesn’t,” Sam says exasperatedly.
Okay, that had only been one time, and he hadn’t fondled the guy, Jesus, he had only stroked his knee because he had struck it against the counter earlier that day. He opens his mouth to tell Sam as much, but he doesn’t let him.
“And Dean, really, I love Cas – as a friend – but I’d be more than happy to never have to touch his general crotch area in my life.”
“I never –”
“So please, do me a favor and tell this guy that you’d like to bump uglies with him in an extremely unfriendly way so I can stop explaining to him why I don’t want to touch every part of his body and why I never stand up at 5 am to make his favorite pancakes.” He points a finger at Dean. “Don’t even try to deny it, I’ve seen it with my own eyes.” 
Dean’s mouth opens and closes like a fish as he struggles to find words; maybe, eventually, Sam is, at least technically, right. He certainly wouldn’t be averse to do… stuff that’s not covered by a friendship with Cas, but he’s also pretty sure that Cas wouldn’t want that, so why the fuck should he even care? 
The fact that Cas expects the same treatment from Sam, for God’s sake, makes it clear that he’s not really into the whole feel–up–Dean–thing – or maybe he’s a kinky fucker and wants them both, but then – nope. He’s not going to go there.
“Dean,” Sam says again, more urgently this time. “I could probably hear your thoughts across the pond right now. If you really think that Cas is trying to get into my pants, I’m going to have to sue you for ingraining this image onto my eyeballs.” 
“I wasn’t – okay, shut the fuck up. I’m going to talk to Cas. But not about having sex with him, Jesus. I don’t –”
“Don’t even say it. I’m not even listening anymore, I’m done with your bullshit.” Sam puts his fingers in his ears and wanders off, mockingly whistling a cheerful tone. This jerk. 
“Alright, fine,” he tells himself and takes a deep breath. He can talk to Cas. Sure. He’s not sure yet what he’s supposed to say, but he can definitely bullshit his way through all of this. Sam’s just not that much of a hugger. Sam values his sleep over making pancakes, and he’d probably burn them anyway. Sam isn’t used to sharing a blanket because he’s so big he needs at least two for himself. 
Excellent. Now he just needs to tell that to Cas.

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Underverse  0.0 to 0.3 re-upload?

Hi everyone! Jakei here.

Just as the title of this post says, I’m thinking of re-upload the first full episodes of Underverse again.

Why is it a remake or something?
Not actually. For so many months I haven’t been so happy about….my english. Yeah.
Mostly of you know that my first language is Spanish, not english. And since the beggining, my english level was SO bad. I think this affected my work, which, it makes me feel so uncomfortable since my animations’ quality is..good?.

Or maybe I’m being too perfectionist…

Many people helped me to improve my english and fix the grammar of the scripts before I started to work, but it always happened that in middle of animating I decided to change or add something…and ended by screwing everything up.

This sometimes really frustates me, because I’m actually pretty good in Spanish grammar (Ironically). And (Trying to not put this into personal stuff but…damn) I feel so stupid for some reason when I can’t express myself fluently in this language, and I’d just like to have no voice so I would never say something stupid or something with nosense.

The second reason I don’t want to see my Youtube Channel, is because of that. 
I’m okay with animation mistakes, but never with the main thing that matters in a story that is writting.

So…taking the point of this post, I’m probably going to reupload the first episodes on Underverse with their respective parts in one video. (And maybe fixing other things like sfx and music before I had Stereohead and Nyx’s help…Oh! And the blog’s previous name, too).

When that happens, the current videos will be set as “hidden” Because I don’t really want to saturate my channel with the same thing. This may make life easier for people who don’t get used to watching an episode with so many parts.

That’s the idea but I think I have to think more about it…I’m rambling here. Just wanted to let you know in case you have some advices or if someday you will ask why did I do this.

See ya in the next update!

anonymous asked:

Keith's blog hit like, a serious soft spot??? He sounds so lonely and like??? I'm lonely too??? I used to feel really connected but the moment I changed I felt like I got thrown away. Keith's been thrown away for so long and he lost the one person who never gave up on him. That really hurt.

Anon I am so sorry to hear that. Feeling like you don’t belong in your own skin or like everything’s changing and there’s nothing to latch onto during the upheaval–it’s incredibly isolating, but I promise plenty of other people have been there too and you’re not alone. I’ve felt this way for a long while too, and I’m glad I ran into Voltron when I did because seeing someone I relate to as much as Keith means a lot to me. 

It’s strange to me when people say that they didn’t notice Keith’s had trouble with his emotions or that he’s always bottling things up and very passionate about everything. That he has abandonment issues and feels incredibly alone. That’s all stuff we’ve seen clearly in canon, he’s just sitting down and point blank saying it. But it’s always been there. And even though the other paladins are all going through a lot now, I think it’s important to remember Keith has carried this trauma with him for his entire life–He’s got this emotional side to him…I mean, he’s experienced loss in his life, in his childhood.

And it always kind of rubs me the wrong way when people try to say that anyone else but Shiro has somehow managed to alleviate that loneliness, because we see time and again this is just not the case. He straight up says everyone gave up on him except for Shiro. Not “Team Voltron,” just Shiro. When holo-Shiro tries to stop Keith and says “We’re your family,” Keith counters with the fact that Shiro is, but fails to mention anyone else. Later, the hologram threatens to leave–and in doing so, claims Keith will be all alone. And he believes it. Even if he still has the other paladins, that means nothing without Shiro. 

After his team promises they’re all there for him, Keith literally tried to talk to Shiro by speaking to empty space in Black lion rather than opening up and reaching out to the rest of his team when they’re all right there and willing to listen. That’s how much more Shiro means to him. During The Hunted, Keith throws himself headfirst into danger without ever stopping to consider the safety of his team because he already feels like he has nothing left to lose. And while he’ll do anything to save Shiro and always prioritize him over the mission, he never affords anyone else the same courtesy. He’s touch averse, but still readily latches onto Shiro. Shiro is the person he desperately wants to see

And you know, it really says something that of all things–he traces his trauma back to how his mom left him. And he does use the word “left,” does very much imply he was abandoned rather than just saying she was someone he never met or dead. Keith believes his mom had no reason to be there for him, that he somehow wasn’t good enough or worth staying for. He felt unwanted and unloved. And in the BOM, as soon as Kogane mentions his mom, you can see how much that means to him, how badly he wants to connect with her again

And yet, the most notable thing about his mom here is her oppressive absence from this scene. Even in his wildest dreams, his mind can’t conjure up a convincing enough projection to make him believe that his mom would ever come back for him. And when he’s given a last chance to reach out to her? To find out who he is? He walks away–from both his mom and dad. But he still chases after Shiro

Looking at the trial and everything else in the series, it’s pretty clear that the three most impressionable people in Keith’s life are his parents and Shiro. And yet, he doesn’t tell his dad how much he means to him when he gets the chance–doesn’t say anything like “My life would be a lot different without you.” He doesn’t beg for his dad to stay or come with him the way he does with Shiro. He doesn’t initiate any kind of physical contact with his dad. He hasn’t seen the guy in years, and he feels far too uncomfortable and alienated to even shake his hand or give him a hug. Yet he’ll hold onto Shiro like his very life depends on it. 

Shiro is literally the most important person in his life and his one anchor, the one who he “latches onto at times because he’s the only thing that can really calm him down and keep him in check.” He felt like everyone else had abandoned him and any semblance of home was completely shattered. But he was able to find a new home with Shiro. And after a lifetime of pushing people away so he doesn’t get hurt again, he’s found the one person who’s worth the risk. And that’s why Keith will do anything to save him 

best of me | (m)

pairing— park jimin x reader | feat. jung hoseok
genre/warnings— angst, implied smut, mature content, unrequited love, cheating, friends to lovers, mixed povs
words— 7,554

:: summary— Jimin has been in love with you, his best friend, since as long as he can remember. Struggling with his feelings he makes a terrible mistake, but maybe there’s a silver lining…? Maybe he can make you see what’s right in front of you…

note inspired by treat you better // serendipity // lean on me

:: prequel drabble here.

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Look, regardless of how you feel about Naoko Takeuchi, you have to admit she A. was really determined and B. had zero fucking chill:

  • She wanted to give Usagi a fucking gun and OsaP told her no so what happened? She gave to her six year old future daughter instead…who proceed to point it at USAGI’S FOREHEAD IN HER FIRST APPEARANCE.
  • Really wanted to murder everyone and call it a day but everyone said chill–and then the anime did it any way and she was PISSED. But don’t worry SHE’LL KILL THEM EVENTUALLY.
  • Wanted to make Ami a cyborg for some reason and kill her brutally. Was told no and waited until Hotaru came around to do the same exact thing. 
  • Look she had her fourteen year olds protag kill a lot of people and ain’t no one gonna stop her
  • I am absolutely sure the reason why the eternal sailor moon outfit is the way it is because she was 100% done with everything and also sleep depraved
  • started out drawing cutesy shoujo but I mean clearly that’s not where her heart lies because if anything sailor moon brought to front how much she liked to KILL THINGS like seriously Naoko what the hell
  • I mean I get it, same but what the hell
  • At some point she gave up and started drawing all her villains in fancy lingerie instead of designing actual outfits
  • I am almost somewhat positive Sailor Moon was just an excuse for her to draw high end designer brands because she SURE LOVES TO NAME DROP
  • Everyone makes fun of “Tuxedo Mask” as a name and okay I get that but remember she almost went with “Mysterious 2098 Face” I THINK WE ALL JUST NEED TO TAKE A STEP BACK AND THANK THE HEAVENS SHE WENT IN ANOTHER DIRECTION
  • Wait scratch that I’m actually sure she was just drawing manga to mAKE AS MANY BAD PUNS AND JOKES AS POSSIBLE