THAT MADE ME HAPPY OK

This quote seemed so fitting for today. It got me thinking a little bit about Mark and how I became a fan of his. It’s safe to say that I discovered him and his message at one of the lowest points of my life. I had been isolating myself, locking myself away in my room at university, paranoid and anxious and feeling as though nobody cared. I just didn’t know what to do, and it felt like I was doing all the wrong things and making all the wrong choices. My confidence and self-esteem was at an all-time low, and procrastination was at an all-time high. I spent a lot of time on YouTube, and the moments when I watched Mark’s videos and cried with laughter and smiled the whole time were the moments when I found a bit of escapism from the loneliness that I felt, as though I were with a friend. I listened to his vlogs with rapt attention, taking in his kind words and his assurance that I mattered and I was good enough. I can’t count the number of times I have watched his Instagram video ‘You Are Important’ - I sat in my room and listened to it over and over again, saying the words to myself and it made me feel better. His message really struck a chord with me; it was like hearing a good friend speaking words of encouragement. He said recently that he didn’t like the thought of himself being seen as a figure, but I doubt that there’s any need to worry about that. Mark is just a friend that I’ve never met. He’s the little voice in my head that reminds me that I’m important and that I am so much stronger than I think I am. He’s the one who sees the good in everything and the one who I truly believe has the power to change the world for the better. He’s the one who makes me strive to be a kinder, more confident and all-around-better person. Markiplier truly deserves every one of his fans, every positive comment that he receives and every amazing thing that comes his way. Happy birthday, markiplier - have a good one, and thanks for being the awesome human being that you are!! 

anonymous asked:

I just wanted to jump into your inbox and let you know that I think you're doing a wonderful job writing Sam. <3 Keep on being awesome!

thank you. thank you so much.  this really does mean a lot to me ok & it means a lot to know that you went out of your way to type this & make me feel better.  you are an amazing person & i wish you the happiest of happiness because you truly deserve it.

naofumikun asked:

your blog is beautiful honestly every time i go on here it's either my fav sword dorks or otherwise amazing content by A+ blogger miikasaas 10/10 would reblog again

THANK YOU SO MUCH OH MY GOD this made me really happy ily thank you kdjsojssjsisi I’m crying ok

anonymous asked:

Your post about being big. I actually have tears in my eyes. I'm not wide but, I'm so tall and sometimes I just want to feel tiny and cute and not big and awkward. You just made me so happy ♡

u dont have to be small to be cute ok??? im glad my post helped u cutie!!

my brother got a tiny cactus and I told him he should name it Barry and he asked why and I said it just seemed like a Barry but little does he know that his tiny cactus is now game grumps af without him even knowing

pixlas asked:

I'm laughing (crying) because on every au post u reblog you tag kuroohina and you can literally feel how much you want more of your rare otp and I feel u, rare pairings suck but u seem to have it bad. Sending my condolences. If u wanna talk hc about it tho I'm all up bc I ship it as well

I literally have no idea when kurohina took over my life but here we are *ugly laughter* 

AND YES PLS TALK TO ME ABOUT KUROHINA I CRAVE EVERYTHING KUROHINA JUST KUROO AND HINA BEING ADORABLE DORKS IN LOVE PLS AND THANK

it’s the st-jean-batiste here in Quebec (Quebec’s most important day/holiday? pretty much yea…. wtv) and I did a drinking game with my housemate Chloe, on Steven Universe. 
Both of us drank an entire 6 pack of beer + my last maple syrup beer + approx 2 and a half glass (each) of spiced rhum iced vanilla coffee + a shot of whisky (never again, so grossssssssss) …. all that in approx 15 episodes….. soooo im preeeeetty tipsy right now. oops! 

Well, feels good anyway ehehe. its been so long since i had such a good time with her! Was fun! … Good to end a housemate-ship with this kind of night! <3 

drexie-kun asked:

I hope you're feeling ok, someone said to send you love, so I just wanted to say that we all appreciate you! No matter, HOW bad you think you look or feel, just know that everyone here loves and appreciates, your artwork, your jokes, your personality, YOU! We all appreciate YOU! And you shouldn't give up ;3; sorry if I'm not helping, I'm trying to be motivational, if you can't tell.

Ahhh thank you so much

I’m just remember a lot of things that  I did in the past that I don’t really want to remember that and then there’s me

Its amazing what u can accomplish if u give in to your destructive tendancies and just dont fucking sleep at night woah