Things about EXOrdium last night

1: it was a sold out, no one thought we would make it
2: their shocked faces when they saw how many people were there, singing and screaming and supporting
3: Suho literally said they didn’t think we could sing all songs, they were really happy to see we did it.
4: there was so much love
5: you know, all those ships (kaisoo, chanbaek, etc) they are real. ALL.
6: of course the dancing… was f*cking everything.
7: how can they be so perfect and yet so nice?
8: Chanyeol in person… probably all the people there have a new bias
9: and if it’s not Chan, it’s Kai. HE IS GOD.
10: Sehun’s jaw is real people. I can’t…
11: they ate tacos before, they were so pleased!
12: DID I MENTION ALL THE PERFECTION GOING ON THAT STAGE?
13: when the sound in transformer crashed, they continued dancing and singing as all the crowd sang for them
14: so much support, so much love! Exo-l!
15: those vocals… are even more perfect live.
16: the silver sea… made me cry
17; in general all the concert made me cry
18: Kyungsoo was like a meter away from me people… I don’t know how but I fell even more for him
19: Everyone was screaming “Xang Yixing to show our support
19: IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE

Ara~
I JUST REALIZED HOW MUCH I ACTUALLY LOVE ANIME LIKE THANK YOU @ALL THE ANIMATORS OF ANIME LIKE LITERALLY IT’S HELPED ME BECOME SO MUCH HAPPIER AND JOINING THE COMMUNITY HAS MADE ME A GOOD DIFFERENT PERSON I WOULD PROBABLY NOT BE WHERE I AM NOW IF IT WEREN’T FOR THOSE BEAUTIFUL ANIMATIONS
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Yo tenía 16 años cuando ese episodio salió. Fue un revuelo tal y como lo dicen las protagonistas. Yo seguía muchas publicaciones y veía programas al respecto. Mi identidad sexual no era lo que más me preocupaba pero si me interesaba mucho porque no sabía nada al respecto. Ser homosexual era algo totalmente desconocido para mi. Me recuerdo perfectamente como estaba sentado en el autobús escolar los días siguientes pensando sobre ella, con la imagen de la portada de la revista TIME en la mente.

Aunque en ese entonces estaba seguro de que me gustaban las mujeres también tenía muchas fantasías sexuales, muy explícitas con mis amigos hombres. Pensaba que eran las hormonas. Fue varios años después ya en la universidad que me cuestioné mi heterosexualidad. Y heme aquí. Tal vez no me afectó o me impulsó tanto como a las personas que ofrecieron su testimonio en el cuarto video, pero si lo recuerdo con mucho cariño y con toda la importancia que tuvo. Me alegra haberlo visto.

Muchos que leen este blog no habían nacido o eran bebés cuando ese episodio salió al aire. No teníamos internet (estaba en pañales) ni programas de TV que nos sirvieran de referencia. Por eso es que es tan relevante, tan significativo. 

Y cómo ya lo he dicho muchas veces, al crecer no tuve ninguna o casi ninguna ayuda con respecto a mi sexualidad. Así que recordando lo que era mi vida eso años y lo difícil que puede ser, pues es lo que me motivó a abrir este blog. 

Gracias Elle DeGeneres. Gracias a todos/as ustedes.

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I was 16 when that episode aired. It was a huge deal just like the protagonists recall on the videos. I followed many publications and saw programs on it. My sexual identity was not what worried me the most, but I was very interested because I did not know anything about it. Being homosexual was something totally unknown to me. I remember perfectly how I was sitting on the school bus the next few days thinking about it, with the cover image of TIME magazine in mind.

Although then I was sure that I liked women, I also had many sexual fantasies, very explicit, with my male friends. I thought it was the hormones. It was several years later at the university that I questioned my heterosexuality. And here I am. Maybe it did not affect me or push me as much as the people who offered their testimony in the fourth video, but I remember it with much affection and with all the importance it had. I’m glad I saw it then.

Many who read this blog were not born or were babies when that episode was aired. We did not have internet (barely in the early stages of it) nor TV programs that served as reference. That is why it is so relevant, so significant. And as I have said many times, as I grew up I had no or almost no help with my sexuality. So remembering what my life was that years and how difficult it can be, it is what motivated me to open this blog. 

Thank you Elle DeGeneres. Thank you all.

I LIVE. 

I have escaped the land of spiders and death and have almost recovered from crippling lack of sleep. Almost. 

More importantly, I’m planning to do an extra long day of Liveblogging to celebrate the start of Tsubasa Month on May 1st, which is only a few days away. 

Of course, because Timezones exist purely to spite me, it won’t technically be May for everyone. BUT, YOU KNOW. WHEN HAS LOGIC EVER STOPPED ME BEFORE?

Here is a rough guide to when I plan to start:

Don’t panic if that’s a strange time for you. I should be doing it for quite a while, and you won’t miss anything if you’re out living your life.  

I’ll also answer the messages still waiting for me before then, but not right now. Now I’m just going back to bed. 

UNTIL THEN!

Noodle Doodle


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Remember its as much your blog as it is mine so please feel free to comment message reblog and share the love and here is to 10,000 more


thank you

Well, I originally wanted all the monsters and all Mewmens switched  places, so Star would command Mewmens. But @wardorkler told me that only Star and Ludo had to change places, therefore Star ended up commanding monsters.

WOW!! THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE!! 

I never expected this Au to be so well accepted. I’m very happy about it!!
Now, as this was a request, I thought in leave this as a “oneshot”. But I definitily have some thoughts about how I could continue.
If @wardorkler gives me permission I will try to do my best with this Au.

Dear Markiplier

Hi. You probably don’t know me, but I know you. Well, not really, but you know what I mean. I just wanted to say that you, along with other YouTubers have inspired me so much these past couples of years. I’ve been mainly watching you, Jack and the Grumps for the past two years, and you guys have encouraged me to chase my dreams. I feel like I’m worth something to myself and others. But above all, I feel like you have encouraged me to do one of my biggest dreams. And that is going to an art school to improve my art and study the industry. I’m still in my exam phase of high school, but me going to and art school next year is a thing. 

You have given me many emotional moments. Mostly laughter, but I’ve shed my fair share of tears as well. You have encouraged me to be myself. And here I am today. A loud sixteen-year-old girl with ADHD who likes games and isn’t afraid of people judging her for what she looks like. One way to prove that is that I got my hair cut from shoulder length to a shaved look which is longer at the top. Hard to visualize, so I’ll put in a picture.

This is what I look like right now. And up until this point, I’ve only had positive reactions. Even from people who I didn’t expect it from. I’ve been really busy with what I want and not what society expects from me, and you’ve played a huge role in that. So I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for everything.

~Iris

@markiplier @dogiplier

to anyone who knows what’s going on right now please report the user in question to tumblr.com/abuse with the relevant post so we can hopefully get help before it’s too late