AN: Been real heavy on the soft Bill feels recently. Hope you enjoy!
Musical inspiration: Home, Gabrielle Aplin
never really gets used to it do they? That vastly empty feeling that sidles
into the hollow of your heart, the one that matches your barren bed so perfectly. If you reach your hand to
his side of the mattress, an indentation of where his body has lied for the
past few months, still lingers there. It’s not warm to the touch like it would
have been an hour ago, but it’s a painful reminder of what you put yourself
through every few months. It’s worth it in the end though, isn’t it? Just to
feel him next to you, to feel him inside of you. It’s worth it because even
though he’s gone for nine months out of the year, he comes back.
He comes back every single time, and for you… that is enough.