but depression is you, like a literal, chemical part of you, how do people not get this??

depression is clicking on the button to start a text post and closing it before typing one letter. depression is muting your own voice then full-force screaming at yourself for not speaking up. seeing a better person, this better version of you but not being able to reach it. then not reaching for another person because for them there must be someone better.

but delta desperately wishing he could sve york but hes logic he isliterally logic and he knows he cant do anything hes just an ai he has nothing and he cant save his best friend an dsits and he waits for wash to arrive and he feels yorks mind going black and he pulls up videos of carolina from yorks helmet cam and just plays them and lets the sound of carolinas voice sing york to sleep because delta cant do anything he cant save york but damn if he wont help him go a little bit easier

Go for it

1. The meaning behind my URL

2. A picture of me

3. Why I love my bestfriend

4. Last time I cried and why

5. Piercings I have

6. Favorite Band

7. Biggest turn off(s)

8. Top 5 (insert subject)

9. Tattoos I want

10. Biggest turn on(s)

11. Age

12. Ideas of a perfect date

13. Life goal(s)

14. Piercings I want

15. Relationship status

16. Favorite movie

17. A fact about my life

18. Phobia

19. Middle name

20. Anything you want to ask

I edit the look of my blog whenever you edit my feelings.