In GREAT NEED of Commissions to pay for Psychiatric Care
Hey guys, I hate to come at you with another sob story… but here we go again.
A few of you know that I’ve been dealing with severe chronic depression since I was 10 and even fewer know I’ve have paranoid schizophrenia since I was at least 17, possibly since I was 15. (now everyone that is reading this is aware)
The 16th of last month I moved into college dorms and that took me away from my part-time job(and my home that I’ve lived in my entire life), so I have zero income right now(and everything has been triggered by the change). I also haven’t had any new commissions within the last month, so I’m very very short on money.
Yesterday, I took up the opportunity given to me (by me being a student at this college) to go to a counseling session. I get 8 free counseling sessions and each one is only 50 minutes long. Keep in mind these counseling sessions are not psychiatric care sessions, they’re mainly a sort of therapy. Which would be okay, for now, for my depression. Although, I sort of damned myself with my need to use the time efficiently and I tried to give as much information on every single trauma I’d been through as well as explain what sort of hallucinations and paranoia I suffer. So that set me off all day yesterday and I had a horrible day filled with wailing crying and trying not to let people know too much about what was wrong when I was in classes and within public.
Anyway, the point of this post; the reason why I’m needing commissions big time. Is because the counselor has referred me to a psychiatrist to help me with my schizophrenia since she’s not qualified to help me in that area. It was entirely too obvious to her that these things are going to eventually break me down so much that I won’t be able to keep going with the reasonings that I’ve had up until this point. And now that she’s brought it to my attention I completely agree with her.
I need this.
So this is where you guys can come in, please.
I’m in need of $50 by September 14th to cover the psych analysis with this psychiatrist. Then every session after that is $35.
If any of you have ever gone through this before you have already had the thought go through your head of “holy crap, that’s actually pretty reasonable”. I did too because I’ve gone through therapy for my depression between the ages of 10 and 14. I’m aware these are within reason, another reason I want to do this while I have the opportunity available to me.
How you can help;
- Commission me! Probably the simplest one, even the $10 sketches if you can’t afford anything above that would greatly help, especially if at least five of you got sketches.
- Refer me to your friends/acquaintances/family. Post Journals to spread this message. I understand not everyone HAS money that they can use to buy commissions. But please, please spread my message.
- Buy or spread my traditional art. I have a facebook with all my traditional art and I hope to sell those. They’re all realistic or semi-realistic pieces; medium to medium-large with a few small ones sprinkled in there. Here’s the facebook page –> www.facebook.com/AngelynStarr.… If you’re interested in one that doesn’t specify if it’s for sale or not, PLEASE post a comment. Most likely it IS for sale (if it isn’t marked as a gift) and I will let you know the price as soon as possible. Shipping does cost extra outside the sale price and I will work with you.
I was already aware that I needed this and that’s why I took advantage of the free sessions, but now I realize how horrible of a condition I am actually in. So please, please help. At least share the message and links.