~ Relief on the North Wall of a Chapel of Ramesses I.
Period: New Kingdom, Ramesside
Dynasty: 19th Dynasty
Reign: reign of Seti I
Date: ca. 1295–1294 B.C.
Geography: From Egypt, Northern Upper Egypt, Abydos, Temple of Sety I, north of NE corner, Chapel of Ramesses I
Medium: Limestone

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You Who I Called Brother

Fandom: Prince of Egypt

Rating: T for violence, sexuality, general unpleasantness relating to rites of adulthood

Word Count: 2524 for chapter 1/3

Summary: Is this all you ever wanted? A story of three decades and two brothers born of divinity.

“The kingship is a goodly office; it has no son and it has no brother who shall make its monuments endure, but one man provides for the other…”
-The Teachings of Merikare

Archive of Our Own|FanFiction

There will be art for chapter one soon! Stay tuned.

The god Thoth with Seti I, in the Tomb of Seti I (KV17)

“The ancients thought of death as the essential prelude to life. The two form a polarity; one is meaningless without the other, and they alternate in all spheres of nature - among men, animals, vegetation and stars. Death is passing from one kind of time to another - from life yesterday to life tomorrow. What is in the Underworld belongs to death, but it is in a state of becoming, where the ‘form’ or shape of things is given in which they will later “appear.””

Myth and Symbol in Ancient Egypt by R. T. Rundle Clark

Elevator pitches for some good podcasts (minor spoilers)
  • Welcome to Night Vale: Community radio told in soothing tones that are really easy to zone out to. Don't, though, because if zone out for three seconds during a report on a PTA meeting you'll be wondering when Cecil started giving injury reports on a pteradon attack.
  • Within The Wires: In a future of world peace and totalitarian fascism, shitty guided meditation cassette tapes are the true weapon of resistance.
  • The Message: You like horrible death plagues? You like SETI? Boy do I have the podcast for you.
  • LifeAfter: A fascinating little story about grief, recovery, and the development and psychology of artificial intelligence. That would be awesome. You can almost see it being told in the background of a self-centred dickbag whining and fucking everything up.
  • Juno Steel: Mentally ill genderqueer private investigator on Mars solves crimes and saves lives. Once ate a rock to stop anybody else from having it. Let's not get into the cat thing.
  • The Black Tapes: What if James Randi was, like, a complete arsehole? With the philosophical grounding of Richard Dawkins? Also a sound-based death cult is in there somewhere.
  • Tanis: Man in search of mystery finds too much mystery. Wishes people would stop being so fucking mysterious and just give him straight answers. (Spoiler: they do not.)
  • Sparks Nevada, Marshall on Mars: The title tells you everything.
  • Beyond Belief: Two rich people want to sit at home and drink all day. Ghosts, demons and vampires keep fucking it up.
  • The Bright Sessions: Psychiatrist violates every ethical rule possible for dealing with her patients, but it's okay, because psychic government conspiracy.