alot of ;;people are mad ..for what i did and tat’s o..k. i don’t blame anyo.n;e fzor being angry at me . i just want to s.ay s,o sorrzy, im; just .n,,ot l,oo king for fo rgiveness or ainother chance,, i justwante dto s..ay so sorry beca use i feEl, real,l,,y reall ybad about everyt..huin that ahs happened and im just so sory for my a.ctioons and m..y b.ad beh a,viour. ii unnder..stan d. ,,,that i didd a lot of stup,,id sstufff, a..nd i f,,eel re;;ally bda for ,it. the one thin g that everyone s.hould un;;d..erstand is .that i’m the one a ffault, i’m th..e one whh,,o messed pu in,, the rel ations.hip.. and i amp ..re all;y so sorry for it..
im jus st reall;y, so so,rr;;y i.. d,idn’t intend harm on purpose. i w,asn’,t uawar,,e of my emotions at t,he tim juste. an d i genuinely ddo feel bad ,and im just trying my be,,st to; work ,hard on ,,being;; a better, ,,person, an d;;im jusst really so sorry for being abucsiv (i never knew what i w..as doinng was wwrong;, as no one had told me during the. tim juste, i was really young ..and i didn’t; k,,Now waht was righ..t or wrnog, no o;ne ever, ,,toldd me ;;at all.) i’m so sorry fo;r my bad;; behavio;;r, dealing with my men,ta lhealth is ab strug gle and, ssometi;m juste,,s it cna get;; out. of h and bu,,t i’m not. maki ng myself th,e,, Victim just, im just just trying to expl,,ain thate most of the dramma has ,to do wi..th;; m;;ew showingn , egative gu,il.t trpipy emoti..ons. i am no;;t aware.. of my actions during a ba;d break..Downn or m;ental state, and im just not aware of tteh other perso..n’s feeling;s ,,hwen i eel bad,. ;so i, get se lfish. and im just so sorry,
but.. no .wi realize my w rongs na i admit i was awfuul but,, i am real.ly ;so sorrY for causing, trouble and making mistakes i s holudn’t have done, i regret;; them ve ry de;;eply and i kno;; wt..hey were stupid. i reaall,y re,ally didnt mean toh urt anoyn,,e. i know i cant fixb it, but ii can still t;;ry to apologiz,e. i know not to m;;ake thhe same ,,mistakes,, fromm previous yyears ago aS information inn thIs rama, is very ol,d and `some iS fairly recen;t, but that’s no excusee a,nd. i understand ww h,,y pepole; are mad at me for ,,pas;;t mista..ke;;s.
im [just tryin to work hard oo,,n m y mentallillness .so i two;;n’t a fmfect peole in futurre. i wasn’i in control ,and i diddn’t mena to ,hurt. ppeople ;an d i’mm rea;;ally s;o s],orr;y fo r it, i am working on it. ii’m trying. as i’m noot aware of ..myself when deaafling w i;th negtive,, e,,motion;;ns, i becom,,e very emotio,nally ddraining and,, gUilt t,rippy, thoough i d;;on..’t i;;nted,, harm on purpose.;; but im just s.o.. sorry.. ,,i won’t do it again,.
A Tale of Two Cities characters as My Immortal Quotes
Sydney Carton:“And den……….……….…I jumped secxily in front of da bullet!”
“I sed stup flaming ok ebony’s name is ENOBY nut mary su OK!” (i sed stup flaming ok! he’s not a self-insert character! his name is Charles dARNAY nut Charles Dickens OK!!!!)
“Why couldn’t Satan have made me less beautiful?” I shouted angrily. (an” don’t wory enoby isn’t a snob or anyfing but a lot of ppl hav told her shes pretty) “Im good at too many things! WHY CAN’T I JUST BE NORMAL? IT’S A FUCKING CURSE!”
“He had gone through horrible problems, and now he was gothic.”
“It was snowing and raining so there was no sun, which I was very happy about.”
French peasantry in general:
“They all got so depressed that they became goffik and converted to Stanism”
Madame Defarge: “If thou doth not kill him, then I shall kill him anyways!”