Imagine: You and Audrey had a fight and it was driving you both crazy, till one finally gave in and apologized and it turned into a sad/cute make up.
Warnings: none, maybe just some fluff
note: this is my second imagine, it’s just something that came to my mind, I have a few requests to work on but this idea popped out of nowhere so I thought I’d write it. I really hope you guys like it. if anyone has any requests don’t hesitate to inbox/message me :) (sorry for any mistakes that may occur)
You and Audrey haven’t talked in four days and it was slowly driving you crazy. You and Audrey have been dating for a while and you’re either texting, calling, or together 24/7. But since that stupid argument, both of you were avoiding each other at all costs. Noah was the one torn apart between the both of you since both of you were his best friends. Even though you’ve had fights before but it never lasted more than 24 hours.
You hated how attached you got to people, especially Audrey, because when things like this happen they just ruin you. You hated how one fight with a friend could control your mood for days even if they didn’t care as much you did, how your friends might not care to stay in touch with you as much as you did, how some stuff affected you too much in general when they shouldn’t, it makes you feel like they control your life.
Today was supposed to be the day you, Noah and Audrey would go to the movies like you usually do every week since it was Audrey’s day off. You were going to see The Conjuring 2, but you weren’t sure how or if it was gonna happen with all the tension going on.
As if reading your mind, Noah showed up from behind you while you were walking to class “Hey, my favorite lakewood sixer”, he said, stopping you, you sighed and rolled your eyes before replying “Audrey is your favorite lakewood sixer, not me” you said jokingly, “Both of you are, who said you can’t have more than one favorite?” he said, smiling at you, hoping you were in a better mood than the past two days, but his smile fell when he realized that it actually wasn’t.
“You guys can’t stay mad at each other forever,” he continued walking with you to class “besides, it’s movie night!” he said excitedly, “I don’t think movie night is a good idea tonight, I mean you guys can go without me, really it’s fine” you knew he still wanted to do movie night because with everything going on with the new killer, he wanted at least one thing to feel normal, which you couldn’t blame him for because you felt the same. But, you and Audrey were already driving him crazy for the past four days without even being in the same room. “No no! Come on, look, you don’t even have to talk to her, I’ll do all the talking, and I’ll sit in the middle, it’ll be fine!” by then he stopped walking and was grabbing you by your shoulders making you face him. He started pouting and you started to feel really bad “Alright, fine.” you sighed. “Yes!” he said in triumph, grinning at you. You rolled your eyes and started walking back to class while talking with Noah about the latest murderer news.
You put on your blue jeans dress and took a jacket in case you get cold from the cinema’s AC as you usually did. Usually you wouldn’t bother taking a jacket since Audrey would give you hers or would put her arms around you to warm you up, but this time you couldn’t depend on Audrey. You took your keys, said goodbye to your mum and left.
The whole drive to the movies you were trying really hard to slow down your heart rate, your heart always races whenever you see Audrey or even just think about her but it felt good. This time it didn’t feel good, you knew you were about to see her, you knew how tense it would be and you hated it. You hated it so much that you occasionally felt your stomach turn upside down for a few seconds. You didn’t know how you were supposed to act, were you supposed to say hi ? or not saying anything at all ? You never felt this way around her and you were already dreading every second of this night.
You arrived at the movies theater already regretting that you agreed to this. You took one deep breath and walked in nervously. You were almost relieved when you saw that Noah was standing alone, holding popcorn, smiling once he spotted you “I was starting to think you bailed and already started preparing the speech I was gonna give you,” you gave him a small smile “come on, the movie is about to start, Audrey already went inside.” he held your hand and gave it a little squeeze to comfort you, and it helped a little. When you walked in it was already dark and trailers were already playing on the screen, you silently thanked god that you wouldn’t actually have to face Audrey just yet. Noah led you to your seats and as promised he was sitting in the middle between you and Audrey. You didn’t even look at her and tried your best to keep your focus on the screen but you could already feel her staring at you.
The movie was over and Noah and Audrey got up but you were still glued to your seat, staring at the screen and trying to listen to the real recordings of possessed girl that they played at the end as Noah and Audrey waited for you. Once the recordings were over you got up and walked along with Noah and Audrey to the exit. The story really got to you, it was intense and you felt a little shaken, you didn’t say a word, you were just in deep thought. You don’t really get scared of horror movies, but the stories, especially the really sad ones that are also claimed to be true, kinda put you in this weird mood for a while.
You felt someone lightly hit your shoulder, you looked up next to you and it was actually Audrey, looking back at you with her beautiful eyes. “You okay?” she asked quietly almost hesitantly, her brows slightly furrowed. You didn’t even notice she was next to you till then, you thought you were walking next to Noah the whole time. You hesitated for a moment, “Yeah, yeah I’m fine” you said giving her quick small smile. The same small smile played on her lips too. You were surprised she even talked to you or that she even cared. Your heart raced, in a good way for the first time tonight.
The three of you walked outside and Noah was babbling about the movie. “Okay well, I’m gonna head home” you said awkwardly after Noah was somewhat done ranting, “Alright, see you tomorrow” Noah said, giving you a hug. You looked over at Audrey and gave her a small wave, which she returned along with a small smile. As you were leaving you heard Noah tell Audrey that he’ll go to the restroom before they leave. Right before you could open the door to the parking lot, someone grabbed your arm and turned you around. Once again, you were surprised it was Audrey.
She looked you straight in the eyes and you furrowed your brows. You weren’t sure what you were supposed to do but you felt your heart in your throat, both of you stood like that for a few seconds neither of you saying anything, Audrey opening her mouth but closing it before she could anything. “Audrey?” your voice came out uncertain, a little shaky. “I, um, I’m gonna drop Noah off then head home,” you waited for her to say something else but she didn’t. She had let of your arm go by then and had her hands buried in her pockets. “Oh-kay?” it came out more as a question because you weren’t sure what you were supposed to say. “I was wondering, can you, uh, can you meet back at my place? I think we need to talk.” she was nervous and you never saw her that nervous, except the first time you went out on a date. “Yeah” you slightly nodded, “Okay, good.”
You thought of all kinds of scenarios that could go down while driving back to her house. You were finally going to talk, but you were so scared that it would get worse rather than better. What if she actually wanted to officially end it instead of fixing things? You two weren’t talking, but you didn’t officially “break-up”. You tried to think of better ways this could turn out, but being the pessimistic person that you are, negative outcomes were all you could think about. You arrived to her house but her car wasn’t there so you assumed she was still dropping Noah off. You contemplated whether to wait inside your car or outside, which ended with you waiting on her front porch.
Ten minutes later, she arrived, parking in her driveway. You got up as she got out of her car and your heart started pounding too fast again, she smiled as she saw you then started walking towards the front door without saying anything. You followed suit up to her room, you got inside and slowly sat on the edge of her bed as she closed the door. You had your jacket on so you started pulling on your sleeves as you were getting more nervous by the second and impatient. “Would you like anything? Are you hungry, thirsty?” Audrey asked, sounding as nervous as you felt. “No, uh, I’m good, thanks.”
Audrey paced in front of you for a while, you could tell she was struggling with collecting her thoughts as she ran her hand through her hair a few times and wouldn’t even look at you. Audrey wasn’t the type to apologize even if she knew she was wrong, you’d usually end up apologizing instead, but this time both of you were being stubborn, which led to you two not talking for four days. It didn’t feel real when Audrey was the one who reached out first, telling you to meet her at her house, and that’s why you were scared that this was actually where she was about to end things with you.
“Listen,” she let out a frustrated sigh before finally facing you “I hate this, I hate how we haven’t been talking for the past four days, how we couldn’t even look at each other, it’s been driving me crazy, and I just,” she came closer to you, kneeling down in front of you, you started to tear up as she held your hand and held your cheek in her other palm and you leaned into it, “I- I can’t lose you, I can’t.” she whispered softly, almost pleading, her face seemed to soften in a way it rarely did, and it made you weak in the knees. You closed your eyes and a tear rolled down your cheek and Audrey was quick to wipe it away with her thumb. Audrey was never the one to express her feelings too much, you knew she loved you and she always made sure you knew that, but this was different. She was almost vulnerable in front of you, a side of hers you never saw except once, when Rachel passed away. You felt important, you were always the one scared to lose people but you never felt like anyone was ever scared to lose you. And now there you were, sitting in front of the most beautiful girl, the one you loved with all your might, and she was the one saying she doesn’t want to lose you.
You opened your eyes, and were surprised when you found that her eyes were almost watery as well, her worried eyes searching yours, you sniffled a little “I’m scared” your voice came out barely above a whisper. You never admitted to anyone you were scared, even when you were terrified of losing everyone you loved, even when you were terrified you were going to get killed, you always tried to put on a strong face for Audrey, for your friends and family, and for yourself. Audrey would always see right through you and comfort you anyway, she was truly strong and it made you want to be stronger too. This was the first time you admitted it out loud, that you were scared. “I’m sorry, I’m- I’m sorry about this whole stupid thing and I,” she sighed “I just need you with me right now” she still held your face in one hand while she brushed strands of hair away behind your ear with the other.
You couldn’t believe it, Audrey was actually apologizing for once, and it sounded so sincere that you felt weak in front of her, like you could apologize back to her. But you didn’t, you decided to lock your lips with her soft ones instead. This kiss was different, it was a passionate, needy kiss. You felt like she needed you the same way you needed her, you felt like you meant something to her, and you couldn’t ask for anything more than this.
“I love you,” she said as she pulled away out of breath, resting her forehead on yours. “so much.” you looked at her and studied every little detail in her beautiful face “I love you too, you’re so beautiful” you whispered back to her. She started kissing you again “I love how you get so invested in your books, shows, movies, I love how you get so emotional over the simplest things, I love you appreciate the smallest gestures, I love how much you care about people, and how much love you have to give,” she said between kisses on your neck, you closed your eyes and your breathing got heavier “I love how you always pull on your sleeves, I love how you never give up on me, I love your smile, I love that you’re mine.”
ok so this is a post explaining why the blogs i picked for the ask meme are among my top five faves from each letter. y’all can thank this anon for this WONDERFUL idea.
keep in mind this is NOT AT ALL an exhaustive list, it’s just all the blogs that i’ve listed already when people submitted letters for the ask meme (and even then, only a few of them). under the cut because wow so many blogs to gush about.
I’m so sorry it took me so long to answer this but rather late than never right? :D
23: describe your dream date oh my…I have no idea haha it shouldn’t be strange or awkward so idk maybe just relax talk and have fun…or doing something I’ve never done before :D
3 favorite boy names
clare you’re killing me with these questions haha I have no idea!! :x maybe sean, tyler and aiden? (at least they came to my mind first)
top 10 favorite songs
where the devil don’t go - elle king migraine - twenty one pilots non stop - hamilton cast strange love - halsey emperor’s new clothes - panic! at the disco heathens - twenty one pilots mean green mother from outerspace - little shop of horror soundtrack jar of hearts - christina perri the last goodbye - billy boyd how you remind me - nickelback (no special order and by far nor my only faves!!)