Reminder to future self:
Wedding cake to have Rukia’s sode no shirayuki and ichigo’s zangetsu (from SS, Bankai version “the power in my hand was gained for her sake!”) to be on the very top of my wedding cake when I get married.
Bonus points to make them criss-cross stabbed into the cake with a red thread connected them.
Super Bonus points making it edible.
Now just have to meet with my Ichigo/soulmate hahah ha… / sobs
Spoiler: may end up having this cake alone with my 7 future cats and other miscellaneous pets.
But seriously that’s okay I’ve made peace with that because I much rather be alone and happy than force myself to just be with someone or just “settle” out of fear of being alone or social pressure. I do struggle with self-esteem but I’m a lot better than I used to be and I know that I don’t have to settle for less and I also know I want a healthy, mutual, supportive relationship with someone who i can explicitly trust and be myself around! Not a one-sided barely afloat one based on shaking reasons with no substance!
Edit- making of this my ideal spouse will either be super ichiruki like me and salty or be oblivious to bleach and ichiruki but will agree about ichiruki when I explain and be willing to listen to me rant and understanding when they find me sobbing in a bathtub at random once in a blue moon under a shower fully clothed and not be alarmed and go “Ichiruki”? To which I’ll sob “THEYRE SOULMATES.” And they’re just like “"there there” and we have our own comfort routine for each other. But hopefully I won’t have these breakdowns in the future lol. Thank you in advance, future spouse!