I can’t believe that three months ago, I’d decided to commit suicide today.
And then I went to the hospital and got medicine and now I’ve been clean for several weeks and so much has happened.
I’m so much more in touch with myself and the world around me.
And today, I’ve spent with friends and got another plant and even though sometimes things are really hard, I am beginning to live a life cultured by love.
And even though my future scares me and death still doesn’t and I’m still fighting a raging addiction, right now I have good friends and a supportive family and comfortable pants. So, regardless of my bad days and the presence of the Shadow Man, life feels really nice right now.