Please, come home

Summary: The hate gets to your head, but what Michael can do about it?

Pairings: Michael x Reader

Featuring: Calum Hood

Word Count: 1,498k

Warnings: Metions of hate, emotional break down

A/N: Soooo…. I wanted to write something, but I wasn’t really inspired. I can’t decide if I like or hate it, but I think it’s pretty decent at least. It came out short for my liking, but here you go. Like, reblog if you enjoyed it! FEEDBACK PLEASE, SO I KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF MY WRITING. :) Thanks for reading! 

Emptiness. That was the only thing you could feel, right now. It was like, every emotion you ever felt, was drained out of your system, and you were only left with a total void. 

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Long time ago I was suicidal, but then you came along and changed my life. You made me happier and full of life. You were so caring and kind. You hugged me and made me a better person. You kissed me and told me you loved me. That i was special. And i believed. Every fuckin word. Even though i was used to be lied to i believed you. I went through very hard times. I almost lost my life and you weren’t there for me. You abandoned me just like everyone else. Now I’m breaking and i need you here more than ever, but you are nowhere to be found. You left me and took everything. My smile, my laugh, my hope. I miss you and every single day i wish that you will come back. And if you do i wish that will be forever. Cause i need you in my life. I love you.
Oh my sweet Jeezus

I really have no words for this to express properly what this means to me XOXO I was supposed to do this WELL before this amazing and humbling number, but I have been so crazy busy the last few months I haven’t had tons of time to put this together properly. On top of it, life has been kicking me in the ass basically all year (2016 has been just less than kind to me, which I can over come normally, but this year was a true test) but thank god for November and Burcon, sweet Jensen and Jared and cast, and some amazing people who I get to see for the first time and again to make things that much better, then I can finally leave 2016 to the birds. Well, there’s my birthday come December, but who gets old anymore? ;)

I can’t even express how much I love and adore and thank all 882 of you who have given my year that little extra happy. When I really got into the fandom here on Tumblr almost 2 years ago I would have never expected to be where I am now. Everyone I’ve met and befriended is just so kind and caring and funny and inspiring, just all around amazing! I don’t regret a minute of it.

I’m not 100% sure yet how I want to celebrate with you lovely awesome people, but be on the lookout for something REALLY soon.

I do want to however start with those that I’ve grown close to and gotten to know here in my journey within the Tumblrverse, saying my thanks and all that feely fun jazz ;)  <3 I’m terrible at this, but it comes from the bottom of my heart (below the cut…..)

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Since I was told I was allowed to show a tiny preview, here is a WIP preview of my Peridot piece for the Log Date Zine!! I’ve made MUCH more progress since then, but I wound up starting over (this is the new draft) and I’m glad I did bc this is so much better. I’M STILL DRAWING. My art was just on hold because I was dealing with moving (am in new apartment now) as well as dealing with other life stuff (getting used to new work schedule and other old apartment drama). Thank you to anyone who has stuck around with me despite my lack of uploads!!

anonymous asked:

Let me just tell you, your smuts have ruined me for everyone else's!!! I know you're not taking requests right now, but in case you feel like writing another, do a shower sex one with Suga, Jimin, or V!

[More to come later. Here’s a little preview, xo]

Originally posted by sugagifs

There was nothing more exhausting than a long day of classes and work. You knew it had to be done but it didn’t make it any easier. Especially not when your boyfriend has been texting you dirty things all day. It was nearly the weekend and you knew just how needy he was with the anticipation of a couple days off made him.

Do you have any idea what’s going through my head right now?

Just three more hours, baby.

Soon. Fuck I need this…

His texts were so tempting and absolute torture. You wanted him just as badly as you did but you knew your silence only added fuel to his fire. Just to piss him off, you waltzed to your car and made sure to take a selfie in the driver’s seat from above with a slight amount of cleavage showing. It didn’t take long for you to get a phone call.

“Yes oppa,” you replied innocently.

“Are you leaving work right now,” he asked bluntly in a low voice and stern. You bit your lip with a smile as you imagined how his dominance was radiating through him.

“I’m in my car as we speak. I’ll be home soon.” There was a brief pause before he opened his mouth.

“I’ll be in the shower. Take off your clothes and join me when you get in. Do you understand?” You swallowed hard on the other end as your core twitched at his words. The anticipation was driving you crazy but intrigued you so. Taking a deep breath, you gripped the steering wheel tightly and closed your eyes before answer.

“I’ll be home soon, oppa.” Your boyfriend groaned lowly on the other end; a twitch merging on his lips as he palmed himself slowly. His dick was already erect but he wanted some kind of release the the tension that was building from the blood flowing to his thick muscle.

“Call me by my name, baby. I love how it sounds on your tongue.” His voice purred on the other end and you had to close your eyes for another moment to gather yourself. With a shaky breath, you licked your lips and started your car.

“I’ll be home soon, Yoongi-oppa. I promise.” Satisfied with your answer, Yoongi smirked and hung up the phone. Taking his sweet time prepping himself for the shower, he waited oh so patiently for his sweet little vixen.

Not so long ago I made a post for 300 followers and now I have more than 400
I wasn’t active much these days for some reasons but I’m slowly getting back here ( and I will hopefully make some new fanarts for you soon) so I’m really surprised that people still keep following me,
thank you so much! ♥

Here’s a quick shoutout to some people I enjoy to be with on Tumblr:
@youngfresh20bitchx you’re truly amazing person, making me smile every day and I hope you will be happy all the time cause you deserve the best! ♥
@ultkimhansol I’m very veeeery thankful that you are so nice to me, you are so beautiful and lovely! ♥
@goldwintersnowflake You know that I love you so much my carrot friend ♥
@annlka Again, you are so amazing and lovely, I hope we will talk more in the future ♥
and also 
@bbangjco @kpopakamylife @howljoon @yuusangdo @bless-joo @ultxero @husberttee @pgooned @pgoonie @butterfly-hansol @juunku @t-doogo @b-joos-sweat @hansolete @madlight-hansol @madllght @potatogoon @eumyu @beanjoo @toppdoggwho @bias-yixing @t-doog @tolnakta @ararari0 @pghouls @a-tomtastic @huensol @a–tom
and more (but I got a little bit lost after people changing their urls xD)


//Mod T here! The ECHO project, while long and arduous, was definitely a ton of fun! I made some wonderful friends and really had an amazing time contributing to this beautiful piece.

Now, of course, I went a little crazy and made many, many poses–so many, in fact, that not all of them made it in! Here is the full list of poses that were created, some of which made it into the video.

I owe a very, very big thank you to two people–first, @myebi​ for working with me to line every single pose you see here (ah, the woe of being a traditional artist), and @namelessokami​ for putting up with me for ages and ages and lining those hands sweet jesus you beautiful being helping me with the initial colors as well as providing me with undying support with every single multi-faceted and hard-to-manage part of this many-layered piece. Seriously, friend??? THANK YOU??? Couldn’t have done this without you.

Also, a special thank-you goes to @techcat​ for being so gosh-darn amazing and putting this together!!!




*ahem anyway*

The idea behind Gaster and Aster’s outfit was to mirror the necklaces they wear as a sign of their love. Aster’s colors were reflective of Gaster’s crystal necklace, whereas Gaster wears the bright and bombastic colors of the sun necklace around Aster’s neck. Once again, thank you to all who helped me, and congrats to everyone who worked on this beautiful project! 

You know, that last fuck up made me think,,,
When I was a kid I’d notice little details of missing things or colours changing in cartoons or comics and I’d get confused because “how do you forget that?? That is so easy?? Do it right!”
And now I’m here, forgetting the stupidest things in my art , but, I mean, I’m not the only one? A lot of artists forget small things in their drawings and it is normal, there is so much to do in art between sketching, lining, colouring!

(And that’s why I appreciate ppl gently pointing out I missed something)

If kid me could see my art she’d be at least happy to know I can finally hold a pencil right

i made a collage that covered more of the conversation, but it was way too long, so heres just a few highlights.

& now i present, the @evilelitest2 drinking game for anyone unfortunate enough to try to have a discussion with the most pompous buffoon on tumblr.

-uses a “brilliant analogy”* that is both incredibly obvious & proves nothing: take a shot

-take 2 shots if you tell him you get it & he keeps plowing forward with the analogy anyway

-shoehorns in a reference to his intellectual accomplishments for no reason: take a shot

-take 2 shots if its something he didnt actually do but totally could have done (”i was almost a lawyer, i could write the book but only if i was paid first”) 

-argues semantics: take a shot

-tries so hard to be clever that he says something incredibly stupid (like that producing a work of fiction is indistinguishable from lying to people): take a shot

-goes off on a tangent because he failed to bait you on the main topic: take a shot

-says he wants to “cut the crap/get to the point/etc” then does nothing of the sort: take a shot

-EXPERT MODE: take a shot every time he posts a new question/accusation/tangental point while youre still typing the answer to a question he already asked- WARNING: a human cannot drink this fast & u will die trying

*every single evilelitest2 analogy in a nutshell- “do you know who ted bundy was? ted bundy was a serial killer. that proves people can be serial killers. which is strong evidence that my neighbor whose face i dont like is a serial killer!”

the post that started it all:



hi everyone! since i’m still scripting comic pages for part 1, i’m taking a one-week break from updating. instead, i’m posting this house! this house has been on pages 4, 5, & 6 and quite a lot of scenes will be set here, so i decided to follow lynxgriffin’s advice and make a floorplan! except, uh, i made a sketchup model instead. (this model doesn’t PRECISELY match those pictures because when i drew those, i was wingin’ it. but after this it should stay consistent.

this is pretty useful to me because now i can swing it around and have a perfect perspective reference for literally any possible angle i can imagine, and i know exactly where everything is, right down to the placement of the windows and doorways. i even know which direction the house faces! (south.) this is only my third house, if you don’t count the disaster that was attempting to make the skelebro house, so my scale isn’t PERFECT, but i’ll have you know i made that basic-lookin stair rail MYSELF, from SCRATCH. you’ll notice some familiar items–the jangly green couch, the sock, undyne’s piano, the reading chairs, and the only car bed i could find in google’s furniture archive. (you’ll also notice many, many boxes, and some missing furniture. they ARE in the process of moving, after all.) i even remembered the tree stump out from where you saw napstablook jamming on page 2 and everyone hanging out around the fire on page 3

i tried to get as many views as possible (i even did the floorplan once blown up and with no color for clarity’s sake and once with color for accuracy’s sake) so you have the best idea of what it looks like without being able to play with the 3D model yourself. doors and windows are done simply as gaps so we can see as much of it as possible. you also have some nice interior views at the bottom, just to show off what kind of cool angles and compositions i can get out of this simply by moving the model around. i highly rec google sketchup to any artist wishing to create such a reference–it’s a bit tricky to learn, a bit of a timesink, but the resource it creates is absolutely invaluable.

i’m also just realizing i forgot to add closets on the second floor, but i’m not gonna retake and re-edit all those screencaps just for that :’) no one’s perfect!!

anyway, see you all next week for the KICKOFF OF PART ONE! i’m excited! (and, of course, you’re always welcome to come to streams on thursday!)

Sue Me, I Dare You - Part 3


Be glad. The last bit of angst is almost here, and after that you’re free. For now.

This one’s a tad short, so no cut.

Before Rukia, Ichigo liked to think he didn’t have any weaknesses. Nothing could phase him; he’d already experienced the worst thing he possibly could. So long as his family was safe, his friends were all right, and he was in good health, he was fine.

After Rukia had come to Karakura town and made him a Shinigami, that had changed. He had something that allowed him to fight - something that allowed him to work towards the betterment of his friends and family’s lives. Now he was fighting for something, and that meant that he had something to lose.

Whenever Ichigo stuck his neck out for something, he stood to lose something. His pride. His life. His loved ones. Not even his powers were fair game. It was frustrating, but that gamble was also a rush. It made him feel alive again, and that reinvigoration had exactly one origin and one cause in his mind. Rukia.

Even when he’d been lying on the ground bleeding out, the idea that he could possibly save Rukia made him feel alive; made him feel like the rain that had lasted seven years was finally letting up. She was his fountain of strength and his most glaring weakness, because if anyone touched her he’d stop at nothing short of laying down his own life to get her back.

So, he supposed, if a daily stop by the pet store on their walk back from school while the Gotei was waiting on the arrival of the Arrancar could make her happy, he could hold his tongue about how much of a hassle it was.

The pet shop itself was a small corner store at best. All it offered were small-time pets. Gerbils, goldfish, hamsters, the works. Rukia wasn’t too caught up by any of that, though. No, the only thing that really caught her interest was-

“Ichigo! There’s a new one today!”

The rabbits. Particularly, the babies.

“Izzat right?” he drawled, only half paying attention to her words as his focus was mostly on the glitter in her eyes. He wasn’t so far out of it that she could get him to say yes to buying one of the little buggers, but he didn’t see anything wrong with enjoying the girl’s cute side every now and again. It was one of the things he’d particularly missed about her while she was still living in the Soul Society.

“Yes! This one with the white and brown fur. Look! It has a spot over one of its eyes. Ichigo, I know you said we couldn’t buy one, but…”

“If you want one so badly, ask your brother for some money. I’m strapped for cash as it is, Rukia. I can’t afford pet food, a cage, a water bottle, and whatever else we might need to make sure the thing’s taken care of.”

People would call that responsible thinking, but really it was the fear of seeing Rukia miserable at the loss of her beloved pet dead one day driving him to do everything in his power to keep it alive in this hypothetical situation. No, it was better for her to just come back here every day and let the staff keep track of all that.

“Fool. You know that I would never ask Nii-sama to spend money on something so frivolous,” Rukia muttered.

“And yet you’ve got no problem asking me for cash.”

A swift kick to the shin - hard, but not meaning to inflict significant damage - Ichigo was quiet as Rukia reached into the cage and stroked fur of the newborn lightly. The workers had long since given up trying to stop her from doing that sort of thing.

“It’s just so cute,” she cooed.

Ichigo looked on, the small smile on her face and the look of adoration in her eyes bringing a peaceful expression to his own. If it were days like this…If it were peaceful days like these where he and Rukia could afford to put everything on the line during the upcoming fights.

He’d been dead before. Rukia had raised him up. Now, he was her knight. He’d fought for her life, for her honor, and for her smile until she’d become strong enough to fight for them herself, and then he’d fought alongside her. It was sort of like a fairy tale in that sense, and while that might have been a cheesy platitude he could feel every bit of its truth at the core of his being.

“Hey. It’s been getting hot out lately. Why don’t we head back and stop for some ice cream? I can afford that much.”

Rukia’s head whipped around, her gaze betraying her disbelief in his statement.

“I mean it.”

She paused. Ichigo very rarely gave out free things. Often, she’d be the one demanding things from him until he gave in and provided for her whatever it was she was asking for. Sometimes he wouldn’t even have the decency to cave.

“That sounds good,” she said with a nod. Slowly, her fingers drifted away from the head of the newborn rabbit and reached out for Ichigo’s sleeve. “Let’s go, then.”

She pulled him along half-heartedly. He would have followed her anyway, but it was just the principle of the thing. She led. He followed. That’s how it had always been with them, wasn’t it?

And, God willing, that’s how it would always be. Or, at the very least, they could walk together.


Hello all! I’m lurking but not reblogging much right now, as I’m sure you understand. Thank you all for your well wishes, they have made me smile. It’s been a whirlwind week, to say the least, but so far we’ve made it through a wedding and a trip to Berlin with ease. Now to enjoy the last week in Glasgow and wonder why I can’t just live here forever.

“Well, my scanners indicate he isn’t leaving, so I suppose I should be ready for a fight.”

“I am here, master. I am sorry that I have failed you… Please give me another chance.”

“Ah, Akari… Don’t worry. You made him waste his trump card- the void bullet. And now, you have experience. It’s all part of the scientific process… I can think of quite a few modifications that will improve your combat ability. But later. You know where to go, correct?”

“Yes, master. I thank you for your generosity.”

“Time to crush some hopes and dreams… He should be arriving in 3… 2… 1…”

More New Beginnings!

After a whirlwind of erikae announcements it was a bit surprising that none had been made for misedashi. Today, however, that’s changed.

Ninben (イ) in Gion Kobu currently has a minarai!

She was spoken about back in August when she was present at Hassaku and now it seems that her time is coming! At this point she’ll be having her misedashi in November, making it a very busy month.

You can see a photo of her here.

For the people wondering how I can tell where she’s from: each okiya uses specific kimono and obi just for use by minarai, so they become a kind of hallmark of that establishment. You can see this exact same outfit being worn by Mamehana (豆はな) when she was a minarai back in 2007.


Haven’t as much to report in a finished capacity lately, but I did recently update the VN slightly (someone recorded a playthrough of the current version, so I guess I’ll have that to share soon!) but I’ve made a lot of progress on writing Chapters 11 and 13, so expect 11 at the end of the month, and the wait between 12 and 13 should be pretty damn short.

I’ve got a piece to share from a scene that hasn’t been written yet, but here I’ll also share a couple more of Shannon’s sprites for Chloe – there were a few poses like this that weren’t quite finished in the summer so they couldn’t get worked into Chapter 2 until now.