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not going to lie, Natsu’s past is really fucked up.

I mean

he found out that he is a demon, e.n.d, and he is ‘dead’ and the most 'evil’ wizard is his brother and creator. o and he was all alone when he went to the future. plus If Zeref dies, he dies and he has to kill Zeref before Zeref kills everyone he knows and loves.

don’t you think that’s more fucked up? Maybe a little worst than Erza.

That’s my opinion at least

I ACCIDENTALLY FOLLOWED ONE OF MY CLASSMATES ON MY FINSTAGRAM DURING CLASS AND I FOUND OUT WHEN HE FOLLOWED ME BACK AT LUNCH TIME I’M SO STUPID I JUST EXPOSED MYSELF OMFG

Let me ramble a bit about stuff…

On the real life side of things, I feel lonely even though I’m back with my family on semester break. Probably because they’re all busy and working and have stuff to do. And I’m between my mum urging me to study and catch up on the physics stuff I only did halfheartedly before and not wanting to do anything but scroll Tumblr and watch TV, while feeling useless. It feels like I’m wasting time and don’t have enough of it to relax, simoultaneously…

And I suppose the fact that my sister’s (first) boyfriend keeps coming around (and staying) makes me lonely too. There I am again, not wanting that and feeling like I’m missing something at the same time. I wish I could just huff about humans being so focused on all that, and shake my head about all those constructs. Yeah well I can’t, not totally honestly, and that feeling is just really stupid…

At least I think I know what to watch and get excited about in the next few days? weeks? I think I’ll stay in the 60s. Finish off with all the Sound of Music things I still have (new DVD came today), yesterday gave me Spones and TOS, on the 31st I’ll dive into my favourite french movies for Louis’ birthday and afterwards it’s only logical to continue with the earliest Doctor Who episodes, finally watch the last few Barbara/Ian eps I’m missing. Maybe I’ll also get to the good Clouseaus and get excited about Peter and Herbert, or watch some early Python. There something from the 60s I’m missing?

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Y'know I’ve never even thought about that before!! I can totally see it though. This is an amazing compliment though omg thank you so much anon!!!

anonymous asked:

Could you do an INFP male and an ENFP female couple on a date?

Wow this one took a surprising amount of thought, but I got you my compadre!
(*^∀゚)ъ THIS ONE GETS REALLY ROMANTIC AND ADORABLE. I DON’T KNOW WHY. ONLY READ IF YOU ARE IN A STABLE EMOTIONAL STATE AND/OR ENJOY THE FEELS.

The two decided to go to a carnival that was being hosted in the parking lot of some organization.

INFP: So what do you want to do ENFP?
ENFP: Hmm… We could go on the Ferris wheel?
INFP: NONONO WAIT. Um.. Let’s save that for later *blushing*
ENFP: *senses his nerves* Okay then… LETS GET SOME FUNNEL CAKE!!!!!

The two have a lovely walk around inspecting the rides and booths. ENFP talks about her passions while INFP never loses track of the conversation or loses interest. INFP spots a game with prizes and sees a giant lilac stuffed sheep.

INFP: Let’s stop for a minute. I want to win you one of these.
ENFP: *hadn’t even noticed them* OH. MY. GOSH. THAT. THING. IS. ADORABLE.
INFP: *is internally panicking because they are terrible at these games and regretting everything* I’ll have 3 balls please.
Booth dude (probably ESTJ or something): Sure thing. *grumbles about life choices that led them to this job*
INFP: *insides burning and cheeks red as a beet*
ENFP: Hey INFP, it’s going to be okay. I know you got this. *side hugs him quickly*
INFP: *hits the bullseye on the first go*
Booth dude: Whoa.
ENFP: *is elated and giggly*
INFP: *hits the bullseye the other two times*

The two continue their walk down the path. INFP is telling ENFP about his family. ENFP is definitely listening, but also has this blissful look on her face as she carries three huge stuffed sheep: One lilac, one cotton candy pink and one yellow.

INFP: She kind of suffocates me with her unfulfilled goals and demands.
ENFP: *snaps out of cute sheep-related euphoria* Well you should talk to her about that. Don’t let something like that keep you guys apart or ruin your relationship. You’re so sweet and fun to be with. I would die if I were her and I thought I made you feel that way.
INFP: *sigh of disbelief* that’s probably true.
ENFP: hmm.

It’s around 10:45 and the carnival will close in 15 minutes. The stars are shining and the two approach the Ferris wheel.

ENFP: I think it’s time for us to get in line if we want to get on it before the whole place closes.
INFP: Yeah you’re right. *insides burning again from nerves*

They get into a carriage and make it to the top. INFP is staring at ENFP as she looks out the window. He thinks about the night they’ve had and how he has been a nervous wreck. He decides that it’s time he shows ENFP that he can be brave.

INFP: ENFP.
ENFP: Hm? Yes?
INFP: I’ve had a great night with you. In fact, I always have fun with you. You get me into the funniest situations and I love worrying together, learning together and the way you make me feel. I can’t go without saying how I feel anymore.
ENFP: *grabs INFP and kisses him*
ENFP: I love you.
INFP: *blushes and grins from ear to ear*
INFP: I CANT BELIEVE YOU JUST STOLE MY THUNDER LIKE THAT.
ENFP: I COULDN’T HOLD IT IN ANY LONGER I JUST LOVE YOU A LOT, OKAY??
INFP: NO WAY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I–

They continued arguing about who loved the other more and had a date they’d remember for a long time.
THE END.