The term “Ramadan”
originated from the word Ramad which means “that which is intensely heated
by the sun” and the word Ramdhaa, which means the “intense heat of the
sun.” These were two terms used by Arabs to describe the sheep getting burned
in the sun, as they would graze the land. The sheep would develop such a severe
burn that their livers would become damaged. Ramadan received its name because it
“burns the sins of the believers.”
Ramadan is the month of seeking forgiveness, to cleanse our souls, and strengthen our connection with Allah (swt). Alhamdulillah, Allah (swt) will forgive us and erase our sins by multiplying our good deeds in the month of Ramadan.
Tips for seeking forgiveness and to strengthen your imaan
Increase your remembrance of Allah: This could be as simple as doing dikhr (rememberance) while you’re in the car going to work, or in the check-out line at the grocery. Any and all free time could be the vehicle you use to develop your dikhr of Allah. Common things to say: SubhanAllah or Alhamdullilah
Asking Allah to forgive ALL Muslims: “Whoever seeks forgiveness for believing men and believing woman, Allah will write for him a good deed for each believing man and believing woman.”
Attend lectures and events in the Masjid: “Whoever goes to the mosque not desiring except to learn or teach what is good has the reward of a pilgrim who completed his Hajj”.
Pray Sunnah Salaat before and/or after Salaat: “Allah will build house in Jannah for whoever is diligent in observing 12 sunnah rakat (as follows) 4 rakat before and 2 after Dhur, 2 after the Maghrib, 2 after Ishaa, and 2 before Fajr.”
Forgiven of all sins: Narrated Abu Huraira (ra): Allah’s Apostle (peace and blessings be upon him) said, “Whoever says, ‘Subhan Allah wa bihamdihi,’ one hundred times a day, will be forgiven all his sins even if they were as much as the foam of the sea.”
Disclaimer: Mashima doesn’t give us a Gray POV, then I’ll write ‘em. That said, he still owns full rights to Gray Fullbuster, not I.
[Set in Chapter 453]
Gray walked on the familiar streets of
Magnolia, taking in the familiar sights but his mind was elsewhere; thoughtful.
Mavis’s story about her and Zeref left him a lot to think about. The war with
Zeref and his Spriggans are looming in sight, it is now or he will never finish
off what his father couldn’t and bestowed on him to complete.
Yet when he heard her sniffling, saying
between sobs, “Mavis-san has to fight the person she loves.” Gray was reminded
yet again of Juvia.
She was another person he had yet to be
resolute with. Gray didn’t like seeing her distressed, but she went to the
heart of Mavis’s hurt. It’s not like he isn’t aware of her feelings for him, or
his for her. But what happened to Mavis and Zeref won’t happen. Not to her, to him.
So he asked her if she could meet him at
the balcony. He wanted to reassure her. It will help him focus, knowing she
would be close. She had blushed, a moment of surprise on her face, and told him
she’ll meet him there. It amused him that despite all that she bravely
proclaims about her feelings, she can be the complete opposite of that with
him. He smirks a little, looking at her gently. “’Kay, see you later.”
They, no, he, can’t pretend he doesn’t care
anymore. Nor can he continue to brush or deny his feelings. Not after living
together for six months, missing her for six months, or…
is waiting for you, bastard!”
He never replied to Natsu when they found
him in Avatar. What Natsu scowled at him for constantly served as a reminder. He
knew Juvia was waiting for him. He only found out later that the rain came back
during that wait. It cut him deep that he was the reason for the cause this
The rain was no longer there when they met,
but she is still waiting.
Waiting for his answer.
The stint in Avatar was never meant to take
as long as it did, and he would have willingly blown his cover to be by her
let me at least tell her that I’ll return, Erza!” he shouted, for what he
thought was close to begging. Gray hated sounding like that.
mission is of utmost secrecy, Gray. Like I keep saying, we – you – can’t tell
to Erza has been like talking to a wall, she doesn’t seem to understand, “And I
keep telling you! She took down dark guilds before, what risks are there!?”
is not the one I’m worried about.”
response left him dumbfounded, “Huh?”
smiled knowlingly. He can’t see her, but her voice did, “Your feelings, Gray.
I’m glad you seem to have sorted that out,” she paused knowing he might
interrupt, when he didn’t she continued, “but those feelings would be their
weapon. I’d hate to see you – both of you – experience the cost and live with
So he didn’t contact her, begrudgingly. He
missed her. He was relieved at seeing her again, hearing her voice, having her
close. But his absence left scars on both of them. He had to fix this.
long as Gray-sama is fine, Juvia is happy.”
But she’s not. He knows. The bitterness and
things left unsaid behind her bright, smiling facade. He said he will be with
her, but he had gone and broken that promise… His hands clenched in to fists at
Before he realised, he had already brought
himself to the place he frequented for Caramade Franks. That bore many
memories, including the one with her.
they were walking back to the guild from another mission they had together,
Juvia pointed to the Camarade Franks, “Gray-sama, what are those?”
They’re Camarade Franks! It’s pretty good!” It was his favourite bite to get if
he was starved. The sauce with the meat and bread were great on an empty
Franks?” the term seems foreign on her tongue, and she looked puzzled.
was shocked, “What? You mean you’ve never had them before?”
Juvia’s first time seeing something like this….”
we gotta let you try one! My treat!”
No, no, no! Juvia can’t impose on Gray-sama’s kindness like this!”
are you talking about? Friends treat each other to things right?”
he had said seemed to have made her tongue-tied.
He remembers the expression she had, he
couldn’t admit it, at least not back then and definitely not willingly, that he
found it cute. He had never met someone who was quite like her. Passionate in
her emotions and all that she does, forgiving, and extending her kindness to
others – especially to him.
Gray absent-mindedly took change out of his
pockets for the energy bar, before walking out again. As soon as he saw the
familiar balcony where Erza had told him to be clear with his feelings, his
thoughts went back to her again.
He wasn’t sure he deserved all her
attention and affections. He tried to deny how she was making him feel, pushed
it to one side, said things to irritate or push her away, but she didn’t yield.
One way or another, she had walked in to his heart and calmed the cold storm
person who killed the necromancer controlling your father….”
took a deep breath and her shoulders shook as she tried to say the words, tears
rolling down her face… It had Gray anxious, how did she know about Silver?
Could she have….
Thinking back, he hadn’t known how to
respond, he wanted to tell her, no thank her for what she did, but she had
continued, as if she had been wanting to get it off her chest for a long time…
doesn’t think she can love Gray-sama any longer…”
had walked towards her, a mess of a boy that lost everything. He grabbed her
coat, only managing another “you” as he literally and desperately held on to
his last line of hope – her.
had saved him again. The one that’s supposed to have fulfilled his father’s final wish.
Even when he was supposed to be the one protecting her.
The one that….Couldn’t fight the lump in his throat anymore, he had rested his head on her chest and tears wetting her coat, his shoulders shaking, and said repeatedly, “Thank you… I’m sorry.”
He didn’t protect her. That can’t happen
again. They need to stick together this time in the war. He’ll make sure of it.
He’d unwrapped the energy bar and took a bite out of it. It’s nearing the time
they had arranged to meet.
“Gray-sama?” Gray reached his decision just
as Juvia called him. He won’t make her wait again. She’s been waiting patiently
all this time. He will give her his answer.
A/N:I AM ALIVE!
I am sooo sorry this last drabble took so long.
Post-Camp Nano meant I had a month from hell because it’s also
end-of-school-year madness. Final school week is on the horizon and I will have
a lot more time on my hands. I know this is a favourite moment of the Gruvia
relationship for a lot of us, so I hope this cheers you up! ^^ As always, how was
the drabble? Too short? Just right? Hated it? Loved it? Let me know your thoughts! ^^
Response to Gruvia Week prompts 2016: Memory | Eyes | Family | Vacation | Sounds | Fear | Answer I should’ve done this with all the drabbles to this series on Tumbls but we learn!!
How's this for some bullshit? In Georgia, a black man named Ramad Chatman offered to plead guilty on an assault charge as a plea deal to avoid an armed robbery sentence, even though he maintained his innocence. The judge rejected the plea, the jury found him NOT GUILTY on the armed robbery charge, but the judge refused to accept their verdict and instead sentenced him for violating probation over stealing a $120 TV. A 10 year sentence for stealing a TV. Fuck Judge John Niedrach with a pinecone.
The system is racist, for all you assholes who want to front like “if you didn’t do anything, you have nothing to hide.” Fuck all this shit.