honestly i can only love pearl more now
i would never have guessed i’d be able to relate to her as much as i do now and honestly? it’s a relief, really, seeing a character dealing with the same stuff you do, you know? it’s good
i’m an extremely jealous person and i’m embarrassed about it because it’s obviously not a good trait to have, but i’m trying to get control over it, rather than letting it get control over me, which i’m not proud to admit it has before, to the point of it physically hurting
but that’s why it’s so important for me to see a character like pearl dealing with jealousy like she clearly is, and slowly getting over said jealousy
because even though she’s just a fictional crystal gem, and i’m a real human, it just,,, gives me hope that if she can, then so can i?
idk i just never expected to love and relate to pearl as much as i can now