So this is a hard one really, today I’ve not loved my body and I think this photo sums up how I’ve felt today towards if, blurred. I’ve just given it the affection I should have done today. It’s hard at times, seeing my body how it is now and constantly thinking about what I’ll eventually look at and wishing I was at that now. I guess the harder I struggle now, the bigger the reward will feel when i hit that goal. I don’t know😳.
Anyway, the 3 compliment thing:
1 - I won’t give up on myself, even on bad days I’ll still fight my headspace.
2 - I’m special because I’m me, I’m one of a kind.
3 - I’m not defined by my size or body shape. I’m perfect the way I am, tummy and all.
I think the reason turning 18 is so weird for me is because I never thought I’d make it here. I never really saw myself reaching adulthood, even when I was little. Not really in a tragic death sort of way, I just don’t think I’ll ever properly grow up. But now, for some reason, someone let me become a legal adult, and I have my whole life in front of me. To me, that is insane. I’m still a kid by all means, but now, I can do anything. This is gonna be incredible.