People-let-you-down

Dear Lauchlan/Laucha Flocks,

I’m mindblowingly, insanely into you. I am head over heels for you in a way that almost brings tears to my eyes because I can’t bring myself to say any of this to you and I’m forced to resort to writing anonymous letters on the internet. What a poor substitute.

I know that if you somehow saw this, you wouldn’t believe it possible. I’m such a sarcastic pain in the ass that just yesterday you told me you were surprised by how nice I am in person. I have told you in every way, shape, or form that I “don’t do feelings” and try to avoid connections with people because people can let you down and make you hurt more than anything else. I am an emotional recluse and we both know it. With all of this in mind, you have to know how serious I am to be putting “pen to paper” on this matter to begin with.

I don’t have a good answer for you as to how this happened or why things are suddenly different now than they were in the past. I’m the one who failed to answer texts or pick up phone calls, the one who bailed on plans hours before. I have given you every reason to believe I just don’t care that much, but I do. I need you to know how desperately I do.

I like you because there seems to be nothing I am capable of doing that will push you away. I like you because you make feeling things acceptable again. I like you because it literally takes nothing more than hearing from you to make everything better. I like you so much that I have to act like a completely sassy bitch to you all the time to avoid spilling all of this to you.

I don’t care that you’re an entire state from me and I should wait for you to move back to our hometown. I don’t care that you’re insanely busy trying to finish up. I don’t care that you technically have a chronic illness and that someday things may get bad again. I don’t care if I have to drive ten hours a weekend just to sit in silence and read books at the foot of your bed while you work. I don’t care if you have nothing to say in a day other than cute sleepy fillers and mumbles into a voicemail meant for me. I don’t care about anything but you, wanting you right now, wanting you for a long time to come.

I’m ready to get off electronics and to break my self-conscious silence. I’m ready to build that damn blanket fort. I’m ready to tell you you’re handsome because it’s true and I feel like it, as opposed to it fitting in the context of a story. I’m ready to give it my all with you and to show you I can be nice and loving to a fault, like I said it was. I’m ready to know your beautiful soul inside and out.

I just need to pray you see this. Or that someone you know sees this. Or just I get my courage up. Maybe someday.

C.W.

Inspiration #3
Don’t let anybody put you down. Other people don’t know you like you do. Only you know what you want and what’s best for your body. Don’t be afraid of what others think of you. So what if you don’t look like an athlete when you run? At least you’re breaking a sweat. At least your striving for better. 

you are not:
  • a burden: there’s a bucket of reasons why you should not feel like one. perhaps you’re overthinking, worried, or feeling down. but don’t ever feel like you’re being such a burden. you are part of the population. you are important. without you, this world would lose the opportunity to be changed in your own simple ways. you are necessary. you are loved and it’s okay to be your own priority.
  • a disappointment: you’re not! i’m proud of wherever you are right now. im proud of your progress; no matter how enormous or minute it might be. if you failed your test, it’s okay. if you didn’t win the competition, it’s alright. im pretty sure you did your best and it’s that part that will always matter. don’t let other people’s “what a shame” bring you down. YOU. ARE. NOT. A. SHAME. you are blooming in your own simple ways. and I am proud and happy for you. continue growing, aspiring, believing in yourself. i’m proud of you.
  • a weirdo: most definitely never a weirdo! if you like doing things that are quite different, that does not make you a weirdo. that makes you special and even more precious. it was such a perfect combination of atoms and dna that led to a beautiful creature that is you and oh dear god, you’re amazing. your way of thinking is creative and the way you do things is totally out of this world. you are beyond the things earthly. you are meant for greater things. and you are most definitely not a weirdo.
  • ugly: whoever said you were, should most definitely need to get their eyes checked. when was the last time they went to the eye doctor anyway? if there’s anything that i’d like to be, it is to be as beautiful and as bright as you, a total human version of sunshine. your eyes light up like a ray of sunlight, your lips are perfectly carved like cherries, and your noise is huge or small and it’s cute. most definitely cute like a button. and the world should be in awe every time you wake up.
  • not good enough: you are good enough. you should feel good enough. if somebody’s making you feel like you’re not, then that only means he does not deserve you, the brightest star light in the universe. you deserve to feel loved. your strength and your smiles make this world a better place. you are good enough: always have been, forever will be.
  • alone: i’m here for you, your dogs are there for you. your cats are waiting for you. your pets will always be at your back, giving sweet and soft head bumps to make you feel loved. your music playlist is there for you to blast when you’re feeling a tinsy bit down. you are never ever alone. we’re constantly caring, loving, and waiting for you. please stop frowning and crying, you are loved.
  • stupid: you are, as a matter of fact, really really intelligent and even smart! perhaps you’re having difficulty in understanding your math or chemistry lessons, but that’s part of the process! at least you’re learning. i’m pretty sure some people will not be able to understand it just like you. but that doesn’t equal to being stupid. you’re just learning. continue to crave for knowledge and continue to make your curiosity work. you are not stupid.
  • annoying: you are never annoying! just keep on talking if you feel like sharing the entire story of your life. if you want to hit me up, that’s perfectly fine too. you haven’t even said anything to make me feel uncomfortable. people would love to hear you out, to befriend you, to be part of your social bubble. no you’re not being extra annoying, friendliness does not equal to being annoying. honestly, just keep on doing you. if that’s what makes you feel happy, then you’re doing fine.
Fat black girls, and fat black women, I hope you’re rising above everything. Don’t let people dictate you and tear you down. Your spotlight is coming, your day to shine is coming. You’re amazing, you’re beautiful, you’re inspiring. Even if you don’t feel at your best, you are still important.

1. stop comparing yourself to other people. embrace your differences. remember what you have to offer the world. make lists of your good traits. forget what other people can do better and remember what you do good.


2. tell your friends you love and appreciate them more. thank them for listening. thank them for being them. forgive them faster and stop letting petty things get in between your friendships.

3. stop going back to the ex who screwed you over. be friends if you want, but remember they don’t even deserve your friendship. remember you cannot be fixed by the one who broke you.

4. let go of the people who are bringing you down. if a relationship brings you more pain than joy, it’s a toxic relationship. stop putting effort into people who refuse to meet you half way.

5. compliment yourself at least one time every day. try to compliment others every day as well.

6. get serious about your health. eat wheat bread and less sugar. exercise, even if it’s just walking. don’t do this for a flat stomach; do it because it’s good for your health.

7. take care of your mental health. surround yourself with people who make the negative thoughts in your head shut off. ask for help. see a therapist if you need one. take your pills as prescribed.

8. stop letting little things bother you. ask yourself if you’re really going to care about it in five years, and if the answer is no, let go of it. stop wasting time feeling sorry for yourself. sometimes you can’t help but to get upset over things, but when you do, do everything in your power to try to cheer yourself up.

9. use the internet less. read more books. spend more time with your family. spend more time being present and looking people in the eye. look up and appreciate the beauty around you.

10. drink less alcohol. do things with people that doesn’t involve drinking. discover how to have fun sober.

11. start the career you actually want. switch majors, even if you will end up spending more time in school. go back to college if you’re not in it and you want a profession you have to go to college for. i know it’s expensive but the rest of your life is worth it.

12. stop watching life pass you by. learn to say yes and learn to say no. learn to make decisions for yourself. learn to say “i am unhappy where i am so i am changing it.” make the first move. take charge of your life.

13. save more money for things you really want, whether it be a vacation or a new pair of shoes. stop blowing money on things you don’t need. pay your bills on time and avoid the late fees.

14. appreciate the good things in your life. eliminate negative self talk (or at least try to). think about three good things in your life every morning before you get out of bed. stop dwelling on the bad.

15. give your all in everything you do. don’t settle for mediocrity. work every day to be a better person than you were the day before.

—  fifteen new years resolutions you can keep in 2017

Reblog if you’d like to see Portal Stories Mel turned into an unauthorized musical like portal 2.

Learning how to trust again after someone let you down is a hard process but it’s worth it when you meet the right people.
—  Things I realized when I couldn’t let people in, part VII
🌞🔮Here's to the Christian Witches. 🔮🌜

Who feel their God in all things.

Who weave beautiful magick despite what negative people spew.

Who have trust and love in their God.

Who perfectly merge their craft and spiritual beliefs together despite others saying it couldn’t happen.

You all are awesome and valid. Don’t let small-minded people get you down because they don’t get it (and how could they? It’s not their path.) You were called to your path for a reason, walk it with fire in your eyes.

I hate the “You’ll never make it big” argument as a deterrent for aspiring writers. Look, I’ve done my research, I know how tiny, tiny, tiny of a chance that I or anyone else will “make it big” is. But listen, my guys, that chance isn’t zero. Every famous author started out with the exact same odds, remember that, don’t let people who shove “you can’t make it big” down your throat deter you.

And if you DO fall into the vast majority and your story doesn’t get that movie you dream of, and it doesn’t sell a million copies, is that really so bad? No matter the scale your book is read on, big or small, someone out there will read it, and someone out there will love it just as much as you do. So write, guys, write. 

The world will never run out of a need for stories, it needs you. 

Listen, don’t let anyone tell you that fast I love yous in fic are unrealistic and never work out, okay?

My SO told me he loved me on our third date.  (To which I replied, ‘Uh.  Thank you?’…and like two days later tackled him and said it back–and by that I mean shouted it right in his face).

Six months later we were married.

So six hours, six days, six months, six years, whatever.  None of it is unrealistic.  Write it how you want it.  I can guarantee it’s probably happened in some capacity in real life.

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I’ve had these asks in my inbox a while ago. I wanted to reply but I kinda didn’t have the time and now I am busy with studying and… well… i’m sorry for taking so long. I’m super busy with university stuff right now and despite not having any lectures, I have to study a lot. I’ve written 31 pages to summarize the math script of this semester within the past 4 days and my handwriting is really small, so… eh. ;w;

Anyway…

@kagamin3ko thank you so much! I really don’t consider myself a senpai, but some people kept calling me senpai and I’m… just not used to people looking up to me like that. I appreciate it a lot ;w;

@space-star-kitten OMG your 2nd favorite?! That probably changed by now, considering how long I took to reply, ehehehe…? But I’m happy you think so, thank you <3

@sapphirescarletta123 OMG you are so lovely! I am sorry I haven’t drawn much lately, I hope I can draw some more ErrorInk and a lot of other things soon again! I have so many things I wanna draw, yet there’s no time… also your art is pretty cute as well! Keep it up plz! 

And of course, I am feeling hugged, dear anon! Thank you so much. I wanna hug all of you guys in return. qwq

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST…

Thanks to everyone for following me, all of you really! I’d love to make something cool to celebrate that I’ve recently hit 2k followers but… once again, I’m too busy and I’d hate to make promises I can’t keep. But I’ll think of something. I hope .w.

Down In Albion

Emma Simon is a passionate art history student and scones enthusiast, a London-lover and music-junkie and she might know everything about 90s hip-hop and 60s beat-bands but certainly not so much about modern pop-culture. 

Actually, that last one’s about to change…

A story filled to the brim with clichés about people with Harry-Potter-eyes, art, music, an internship in London and the fact that sometimes, life has its own plans.

‘Chapter 1 - I LOVE LONDON’

“Umm, what’s your name?”

“Emma. And yours?”

“My name?” He asked and for whatever reason, he sounded incredulous.

“Yeah… your name.” I raised my eyebrows as I repeated the obvious.

A slow grin appeared on his face yet his whole demeanour, his wide eyes, still expressed disbelief.

“Harry.”

Read the first chapter of ’Down in Albionhere.

if you ever begin to think youre important to someone just remember, you will always be second

Is it ok to ship?

If it is ok to ship these anime characters….

So why it is not ok to ship this?

who said you cant love someone even you are just a primary school kid?

FYI, sakura and syaoran met each other when they were 10 years old
sailor moon had a crush on tuxedo mask when she was 14 

if you would like to know the above anime titles
1)free!
2)haikyuu
3)katekyo hitman reborn
4)cardcaptor sakura
5)sailor moon

whats more? sailor moon is one of the anime which are chosen to represent japan 2020 olympic

ohhh and kids in naruto are all underage to commit violent activities:)