Secretly Married/The Crew Finds Out

Secretly married Gavin and Ryan. Like they met when Gavin just started and Ryan tracked him down cause Gavin wasn’t good at hiding his tracks. Then they meet and Ryan just can’t kill him. After all Gavin was only digging into Ryan’s files b/c he had a big criminal crush.

They start dating after meeting up a couple times after that for business and end up getting married in Vegas 2 years after that. (Last minute/drunk decision)

They’ve been married for a bit when Gavin gets a job with FAHC and ends up staying in the crew. Ryan still only does mercenary work b/c he’s had bad luck when working with crews.

Gavin is in Fake AH Crew for like 8 months and then they get interested in Ryan b/c he killed one of Geoff’s biggest competition and they want him to be part of the crew. Gavin stays quite about it until he comes home to Ryan and tells him about it.

Ryan is a little cautious but he ultimately takes the job because hey, he can keep an eye out for his clumsy husband. They both decided that it’s best that they keep their relationship secret no matter how much Gavin tries to convince Ryan that they are trustworthy. Ryan doesn’t want to risk it and give them a weakness, Gavin at that.

Gavin leaves the next morning reluctantly. Sometime it’s really hard to leave Ryan in the early morning. Especially when he’s shirtless and all cuddled up in the warm duvet.

Gavin gets to the penthouse later that morning and Geoff is already celebrating that he got THE Vagabond to join FAHC and it didn’t take a lot of convincing. The rest of the crew were conspicuous because he is known for killing people who wrong him or even have a different opinion from him. (Meanwhile Gavin is laughing a little bit because Ryan is just a big teddy bear who still has to cut the crust off his sandwiches)

About noon Gavin texts Ry to make an entrance. And right after he sent it, there’s a knock on the penthouse door.

Geoff flies to the door and in walks his gorgeous husband. (Well rn maybe gorgeous isn’t the word to use b/c he’s got his face paint and freaky mask on)

Everyone sees him and gets all defensive and Ray keeps his hand on his minigun and jack stops making dinner but keeps his knife at hand. Michael pauses the video game he was playing and sits up straight. Gavin stays slouched on the couch but looks over at his hubby.

“Welcome to the crew.” Geoff says a little to happy. Ryan keeps up his creepy persona and doesn’t say a word.
Ryan’s been in the crew for about 2 months now and blends in quite nicely. Ray and Ryan or the R&R Connection are the best combo (besides Gavin and Ryan but they don’t know that). Plus Ryan kind of warmed up to Ray more than anyone else because Ray doesn’t pester Ryan to talk like everyone else. Plus no one has suspecting anything about Gavin and Ryan’s relationship because they leave their affections for when they get home and don’t make contact at work. (Except that one time when they escaped into the bathroom together for a quick make out. But no one noticed Gavin coming out flushed) Also like cmon, no one would think for a moment that Gavin, the annoying squawking Gavin, would be married to THE Vagabond, the guys who doesn’t talk and would murder anything that moves. Honestly, the guys have been worried about leaving Gavin alone with the vagabond for too long because he might kill Gav for being too annoying.

But anyways the crew has been planning a new heist and this one is going to be big. The press will be talking about it for months if all goes right in the confusing plan.

“Ryan and Michael go in and clear it and then Gavin you go in and open the safe. Then get the money and get out. Rays sniping, Jacks the get away and I’ll be outside the bank shooting down the cops. Got it?” Geoff explains.

Everyone nods and disperses out to get supplies. They’ve been planning the heist for at least two weeks and went over final plans before hitting the bank later that night.

Gavin and Ryan have a tradition before every big heist they’ve gone on. They inconspicuously separate from the rest of the crew and into a bedroom or bathroom to talk and say their (hopefully short) goodbyes.

“It’s going to be okay Ry, I know your worried about me being front line but I’m going to be fine. You’ve got my back.” Gavin persists.

“Damn right I do.” Ryan grumbles.

“I love you. Please stay alive for me so you can kill more people for me.”

“Always. I love you. Stay safe baby.” Ryan whispers back before pecking Gavin’s lips.

Ryan leaves the room after that to find Michael and grab weapons before heading out. Gavin figures out all the tech equipment he needs and also gets in his car and heads out into position by the bank.

After about 30 minutes, Geoff talks into the earpiece.

“Everyone ready?” Geoff asks and gets “yes” in response.

“LETS HEIST.” Ray screams through the coms. The security officers in the bank are scoped down by the puerto rican and gives the all clear.

Ryan and Michael storm into the bank with their guns shooting up.


As Michael takes care of the civilians, Ryan goes towards the vault and kills the security near the safe.

Gavin runs into the bank after getting the all clear from Michael and goes towards the vault where Ryan is and starts working his magic. He’s typing feverishly into his tablet and hooks it up with the security pad on the safe through a cord.

“Hurry guys, cops coming in 1 minute.” Ray quickly says. This is what made this particular heist dangerous. The police department was only 3 blocks away which made it easier for them to stop the heist.

“Got it.” Gavin responds and the safe clicks open.

Ryan and Michael storm in and start filling their duffel bags with money. They were stuffing their bags for 30 seconds and Geoff demands for them to get their asses moving and get out.

They make a run for the back door and get outside. There are faint gunshots near the front where Geoff and Ray are.

“Alright we are out.” Gavin says over the coms.

“Coming.” Jack says in response. Within a second Jack is pulled up next to the boys and they don’t hesitate before jumping in.

The plan involves them splitting up after a block or two and getting into different cars so it gets easier to escape the cops.

“I’m ditching.” Geoff says almost breathlessly.

“Okay. Leaving now.” Ray says to the rest of the crew.

Jack, Michael, Ryan, and Gavin are quickly fleeing the scene. From the back Gavin and Ryan check over each other to make sure neither are injured and/or bleeding. But their checkovers are cut short as jack quickly stops the car for them to get out. There are 3 cars waiting in the street for them to get in and make a get away.

The 3 crew members barely have time to reach their cars before cops are shooting down the streets towards them.

“Shit.” Michael mutters while getting in his car and speeding away down the street before turning right. Jack races right behind him.

Gavin and Ryan are now both in their assigned cars and racing down the street with gunshots whizzing by their cars. Ryan remains down the long street while Gavin has to take a right. They split up and the cop cars behind them do too.

Now it’s a breeze, or so they thought. It was about 30 minutes after when Michael and Jack inform that they are in the clear and are heading towards their safe house for the next night or two. But Gavin and Ryan are both racing against the cops on the highway trying to lose them.

Ryan has one last cop car on his ass and then he can head home. Ryan fires out his window with his pistol and eventually hits the cop car and it is forced to spiral out of control and into the highway rails.

Ryan is on his way to his safe house when he hears,

“Shit, fuck, shit.” And a crash.

“Gavin? What the fuck?! Gavin?”

“GAVIN?” Michael practically screams over the coms.

Ryan freezes and his instincts are automatic. Get to Gavin.

He knows what highway Gavin was driving down and gets there in five minutes while the rest of the crew were screaming at each other trying to reach Gavin.

Ryan’s heart dropped when he got to the scene. Gavin’s red sports car was flipped upside down with cops surrounding it. Ryan quickly gets out of the car.

He isn’t known as the Vagabond for nothing. He is known for being ruthless and murdering dozens at one time.

But this, this is different. The vagabond blazes through the cops surrounding the red car. He kills one after another and dodges fists and bullets and keeps going until every last cop on the scene is dead. Faintly he heard the rest of the crew pull up behind him when he was almost done killing all the cops.

When the last officer drops, Ryan just stops. He stares at the red car without moving. There was no movement in or around the car. This is it. Theres nothing for Ryan anymore.

“Gavin.” Michael says breathlessly while running past Ryan to reach into the red car.

Michael pulls open the drivers side door and jack is already there helping Michael pull Gavin’s body out of the car.

Ryan slowly walks towards his crew mates and toward his husband. It’s when he sees Gavin’s body when he starts crying.

He was bloody with cuts in his face and blood coming out. Too much blood.

“C'mon we have to get him out of here.” Geoff demands quickly and Michael and jack work together to carry Gavin into the back seat of Geoff’s car.

“LETS GO RYAN.” That snaps Ryan out of it and he rushes over to the backseat next to Gavin’s body. They all climb in and Geoff starts the car and drives away from the bloody scene.

“Why, why, why?” The crew is silently shocked. They hear a sobbing voice and turn to see THE Vagabond crying and pleading. They have never heard him talk before let alone show any emotion.

“Please. C'mon Gav. Wake up. Please. I love you.” Ryan whispers to the barely breathing body. “Please.” And he just breaks down sobbing. It’s too much. He will have no one now. Gavin was the only thing keeping him sane. And now he’s going to die.

While Ryan was pleading to Gavin, Ray called Trevor to the safe house and told him to get ready because Gavin’s in bad shape. By the time they reach the house, Ryan is covered in Gavin’s blood and is staring at his body with empty eyes.

Geoff and Jack take Gavin’s body out of the backseat and carry him in. They disappear into the house with Michael behind them but Ryan and Ray stay sat in the car.

One broken man and one worried friend.

“I can’t lose him. He’s all I have.” Ryan whispers, almost to himself but Ray can hear.

“He’s going to be fine. He’s strong.” Ray tells him back and leaves the car and into the safe house.

Ryan stays in the car for maybe 20 minutes just staring out the window before he works up the courage to go in.

Trevor and Jack are working together to sew Gavin’s wounds when Ryan walks in. Instead of his happy smiling boy, he sees a pale body attached to an IV and blood seeping from his body.

Once Trevor and Jack clear out and explain how they’ve done all they can do and it’s a waiting game now, Ryan pulls up a chair and sits right next to Gavin on the now bloodied couch.

He spends the next 8 hours sitting there and holding Gavin’s hand and only leaving to use the bathroom once. They rest of the crew didn’t even bother to interfere because they knew he wouldn’t budge. They were just observing him because this was all new to them and a little scary that he was worried THIS much for reasons they don’t know.

After the 8 hours Gavin starts to waken. His eyes flutter open and squint because of the light. Once used to the light he turns his sore neck to see his Ryan with dried tears and looking at their hands intertwined.

“Ryan?” Gavin says coarsely.

Ryan’s head snaps to attention and stares right into Gavin’s eyes. Blue to Green.

“I thought I lost you.” Ryan whispers, “I’m so sorry. I wasn’t there to have your back. I love you so much. Please don’t leave me.” And the waterworks start up again but Ryan doesn’t even care anymore.

“You can’t get rid of me that easily.” Gavin whispers back before grabbing Ryan’s jacket and yanking his husband towards him. Their lips meet in a desperate kiss. Both not wanting to split in case the other disappears. But eventually they have to breath but their foreheads remain touching as they stare into each other’s loving eyes.

Meanwhile the rest of the crew stand at the doorway looking into the living room and watching the reunion. Gavin and Ryan have some explaining to do.

Offerings/Devotional Acts for Aphrodite

Before we get to the list I want to say that in no way is this all you can do or give to Aphrodite. I always encourage people to get creative and personalize their worship. Think about why you decided to become a devotee and try to use those reasons to shape your devotion.  Okay now on to the list!

-Incense/Candle: This is fairly obvious and great for when you don’t have much and/or want to do something simple. I also like to do this when I want to have a long conversation with Aphrodite. It also helps to use incense or candles that represent or are associated with Aphrodite such as rose incense and red/pink candles.

-Food/Drink: If you want to offer something more than a candle or incense you can offer Aphrodite some food or drink. Wine is typically the go to offering, but for those who are underage or who just don’t drink, Apple Juice is a great substitute! As for food, chocolate is always appreciated by Aphrodite. When I first started out I gave Aphrodite some M&Ms as an offering and she did not complain, lol! Also if you are someone who likes to cook/bake you can always offer her some of what you made! She will be so delighted!

-Write/read a poem: If you enjoy poetry you can write your very own poem for Aphrodite. It doesn’t necessarily need to be about her exactly. It can be a love poem or a poem simply inspired by her (you know she’ll love that!). If you don’t consider yourself a writer but have a favorite poem that makes you think of Aphrodite go ahead and read it to her!

-Recite a hymn or myth: This is pretty straightforward. You can find a hymn about Aphrodite that you enjoy and read it to her and the same with the myths. She never grows tired of hearing them I promise you!

-Make an offering bottle: Okay this is actually super easy! This is one of the first offerings I did that wasn’t a candle, incense, or wine. You basically just put certain items associated with Aphrodite into a bottle and give it to her as an offering. For example, my offering bottle consists of roses, myrtle, rose quartz, stones I thought were pretty, and seashells. I put them all in a heart shaped bottle (you can find them at Michaels and AC Moore) and it now sits on my altar. You can add as little or as much as you would like or have access to. You can also decorate the bottle if you feel artsy or creative. It’s up to you!

- Make something: Okay so this is pretty general and can encompass a lot, but that’s the point! Use your talents and interests to make something special for Aphrodite. Draw a picture, write a song, crochet something, knit, sew, sculpt, cut out pictures and make a collage, color a picture in a coloring book that reminds you of Aphrodite, the options are limitless! Use your imagination! Think of it like when you were a kid and made things for your Mom. They weren’t necessarily works of art but your mom loved them regardless because you made it for her. It’s the same concept, so don’t worry about whether its “good” because Aphrodite will love it regardless and show it off to anyone who comes to visit.  So basically she’ll show Ares xD

-Spread the Love: Make a promise to not beat yourself up for a day! Be kind and patient with yourself and learn to love yourself. Also, spread Aphrodite’s mission of self-love! Be kind and supportive to others. Pay compliments instead of insults.

-Pamper yourself: Now this is one of the HUGE benefits to being an Aphrodite devotee. Part of our devotion is doing wonderful things for ourselves. Set aside some time to do some pampering. This can be at home or at a spa, and it can be as long or as short as you see fit. You can take a warm soothing bath and throw in whatever relaxes you. I actually love using Lush bath bombs and they have ones that are great for Aphrodite, such as Rose Queen, Sex Bomb and for my fellow sea lovers you can’t go wrong with Big Blue! You can apply a face mask, paint your nails, or rub on some lotion. Basically anything you see as pampering and you enjoy, just make sure as you do it you think about how beautiful and amazing you are!

-Sex:  Sex, or more specifically your orgasm, can be dedicated and offered to Aphrodite (remember to practice safe sex!). You can also do the same with masturbation. I actually have specific toys that I dedicated to her so I use those when I want to offer my orgasm to her.  I won’t go into too much detail about it but if you would like to know more about this feel free to send me an ask, I also have no problem if you want me to answer privately just say so.

-Smut it up: This is for all my smutty fanfic writers/readers and for all you whose guilty pleasure is reading those terrible (yet so good) romance novels. Keep doing what you are doing just give thanks to Aphrodite for all the smut! This can also apply to movies as well!

-Aphrodite playlist: Make a playlist of all your favorite songs that remind you of Aphrodite and play it when you want to show your respect and appreciation for her.

-Make up: If you are someone who applies makeup you can dedicate your makeup routine to Aphrodite. You can also ask her to bless your makeup to help you feel confident throughout the day.

-Beauty: Since the idea of “beauty” is extremely objective almost anything really can be an offering to Aphrodite, as long as it is something you believe to be beautiful. You can also go outside and appreciate the beauty around you. Take some pictures!

-Think about her: Life gets chaotic at times and you might find it hard to give Aphrodite the type of devotion you feel she deserves. Don’t stress out! I struggle with anxiety and depression so sometimes it’s rough for me to get out of bed let alone make an offering to my wonderful Goddess. At those times I have found that simply thinking about Aphrodite is actually enough. Think about all the things you adore and respect about her. You can even speak it out loud if you want, but saying it all in your head is fine also.


Aside from all of this Lance x Lotor stuff absolutely battering the Lotor tag…
I want Prince Lotor to try his hardest to be really intimidating and downright diabolical. But at the same time, I hope they include a scene where he’s painting his nails, face mask on, hair up in a towel and mumbling about how much he hates his father under his breath. Personally I just want any scene showing a more personal side to him, unlike what we’ve seen so far of Zarkon. I want! To get! To know! This boy! I want him to be a bad guy, sure, but he’s also gotta be a flamboyant mother fucker who we can feel kinda sorry for when his ass gets drop kicked by the paladins.

So I saw THIS cute little comic, based on THIS incredible post, and I really wanted to write a thing for it because they were both so funny and I haven’t posted any of my own fahc stuff in a hot minute.

Frankly, Jeremy hated his job. Working in food service you have to deal with a hell of a lot of weird and shitty people, this was only magnified by being a delivery boy, it’s hard to avoid creepy customers when you have to literally go to their house to give them their food.

However, working as a delivery boy for a popular pizzaria, The Dwight Stuff Pizza, had it’s perks. When you worked delivery you could pinch a few dollars off the top here and there from orders and if anyone asks you can say you got stiffed for an order, or a delivery didn’t get picked up by the person who ordered it which would make sense in Los Santos, in a gang city not everyone is reliable in picking up orders, it was easy for him to spin the lies and supply them to his boss. 

The best job he ever ended up on was also the weirdest. It was late, almost 1 am when he got sent out again, there had been a lull in delivery orders, most of their business after midnight came from people coming in after nights out drinking, and Jeremy had been sitting around for awhile by then with nothing to do. The order was to one of the ritzier parts of town, the apartment that the Fake AH Crew was rumored to live in, there were two pizzas in the order and a box of garlic fingers, and they were all loaded into Jeremy’s shitty car within a half hour and he was off. 

The order went to the penthouse of the building, and Jeremy was glad for the elevator because altogether the building had ten floors and it would’ve been killer to climb that many flights of stairs. When Jeremy knocked on the front door his hands were shaking, he had never been in a place this fancy in his life, and the fact that the Fakes might live here made it all the more nerve wracking.

The person who answered the door wore a black skull mask. He was tall and reasonably muscular, with a blond ponytail draped over his shoulder from underneath the mask. When he spoke the man’s muffled voice was pleasant. 

“How much do I owe ya?”

“Uh, uh th-thirty-five fifty” he managed to stutter out the price, holding the pizza boxes out to the man. 

“Ah, alright” the man in the mask took the boxes, balancing them in one arm as he thrust a hundred dollar bill at Jeremy. “Thanks kid, and keep the change.”

With that the door was shut unceremoniously in Jeremy’s face. Jeremy stumbled his way back out to his car, made change for the hundred and pocketed it for himself.

It became something of a routine, at least once every week or two The Dwight Stuff would get a call for delivery late at night, usually around 1 or 2 in the morning, and Jeremy would drive over two pizzas and a box of garlic fingers, get a hundred dollar bill, and pocket the change for himself. 

He knew the man in the skull mask was the Vagabond from the Fake AH Crew, anyone in LS knew that mask, but it was a few weeks of deliveries before he learned his real name. 

Standing outside the door he was far more comfortable than the first time he’d been, especially with the idea of an extra 65 bucks lining his pocket after this delivery. When the Vagabond answered the door he was, for the first time, missing his mask and instead had face paint smeared over his face and a grin on his lips.

“Hey Jeremy, what’s up?”

“Oh nothin really, got your pizzas here and then I’m off work for the night” 

“You got any plans for after your shift?” the Vagabond offered him the hundred and Jeremy pocketed it and handed him the boxes. 

“I’m gonna go home and crash, it’s been a long shift,” he paused for a moment, eyebrows drawing together “Hey, what’s your name anyway?” 

The Vagabond smiled self-deprecatingly, shaking his head. 

“Ryan, my names Ryan” he paused, laughing at himself “Been on a first name basis with you for weeks and you still don’t know my name, my mom’d kill me for being so rude” Jeremy laughed with him. 

“Well it’s not too bad considering most people don’t care enough to be on a first name basis with the pizza boy in the first place” Jeremy shrugged “Anyway, I’ll see ya next week Ryan” Jeremy smiled and gave him a slight wave before he walked back into the elevator and headed out. 

Months passed after that exchange, once a week, every week, sometimes more, but always at least once, Ryan would answer the door in the black skull mask or his red, white, and black face paint, he and Jeremy would chat pleasantly about this and that, Ryan would pay with a hundred, and Jeremy would head off, he’d pocket the change off the hundred and a few bucks here and there from the night’s profits, and go back to the shop to clock out for the night. 

After delivering to the penthouse somewhere close to six months Jeremy finally saw Ryan’s face properly, no face paint, no skull mask, just his face, and frankly he was really cute. He answered the door in a suit that night, the jacket open at the waist and the button-down unbuttoned three down from the collar, his hair was loose for the first time too and Jeremy couldn’t help being struck by him, it was weird to see Ryan without something on his face, it had been months since they first met and it was the first time he’d ever seen him like this. And at first, he didn’t recognize him. 

“Hey Ry-” he cut himself off, clearing his throat “Oh, uh sorry, sir, I didn’t realize someone else had moved in here…” he trailed off, confused, the order was the same as usual, but the man at the door was not.

“What are you talking about Jeremy? It’s just me” Ryan raised an eyebrow at him, confused. 

“Oh uh… you, you clean up real well” Jeremy said, flustered, thrusting the pizzas out to Ryan. 

“Oh, thanks Jeremy, that’s really nice of you to say” Ryan grinned at him and handed over the hundred “Enjoy your down time tonight Jeremy, see you next week!” 

“Y-yeah, see you next week” Jeremy waved slightly as he headed to the elevator, trying to pretend to himself that he wasn’t blushing bright red. 

The next week when the bell rang, Ryan opened the door in his face paint like usual, a grin on his face. 

“Hey Jere-” he paused and frowned, instead of the familiar pizza boy, a girl stood at the door with their order, she was petite and brunette and a pair of glasses sat low on her nose “Where’s Jeremy?”

“The guy with the red hair?” the girls brows furrowed.

“Yeah, that guy”

“Oh, he was like pinching money off the top on his delivery jobs, he got arrested after his shift last Friday” the girl shrugged and held the pizzas out to Ryan “That’ll be thirty-five fifty please”

“Yeah, I know the fuckin price” Ryan thrust the money into her hand, took the pizzas and slammed the door behind him, and stormed into the kitchen where the others sat around the kitchen table in various states of fatigue after having come back from a pretty draining robbery earlier that evening. 

After setting the pizzas on the counter Ryan walked over to the kitchen table and slammed his hands down on the table top, jolting Geoff out of his half-sleep and drawing a disapproving noise from Jack.

“You know the kid that delivers our post-job pizzas every week?” he asked as he started to pace. Everyone in the crew had opened the door at least once when Jeremy had brought their dinner, making pleasant small talk after calling Ryan to the door to pay. 

“What about him?” Gavin asked from his perch on the kitchen island. 

“We gotta fuckin break him outta jail, that’s what.”

anonymous asked:

Hey Emma! Can you make a list of things one can do after one has finished all her work and just wants to relax and chill for a bit? Thanks :')

Hellooo! I’ll try, here goes:

  • watch tv/a movie
  • hang out with friends
  • cook or bake!
  • read a book
  • meditate
  • journal
  • exercise
  • listen to music
  • play on a games console/your computer
  • watch youtube
  • blog
  • take a long bath/shower
  • go out shopping
  • play a board game
  • do a jigsaw
  • have a nap!!
  • little self-care routine (shower, face mask, paint your nails!)
  • take a walk
  • have a cup of tea or hot chocolate
  • paint/draw
  • do your hobby

Hope this gives you a few ideas! x

More Karin headcanons because why not?

  • I believe Karin is a total punk. Just look at the first chapters of the manga  — it’s canon that she scares even her classmates. So, when a group of troublemakers get in her way home and starts pestering her about her brother, she lost her shit for the first time (pls, do not compare her to her bro; she loves him but despise his acts). After that, she created herself a reputation in the streets.

  • But that event leaded her to discover her anger issues. Yukio called it “Hulk Syndrome”. Karin normally is a serious person, but once infuriated, there’s no comeback until blood dyes hands & clothes & streets.

  • When she was eleven and Grand Fisher attacked her and Yuzu at her mother’s grave, the mark of his hands burned her back permanently, leaving an light pink mark on her back and shoulders. It was when her suspects about Ichigo and the strange girl that he befriended started.
  • At her seventeen’s, she made her first tattoos: flowers. Strange for a person like her, but it was Yuzu ideia. She made a champagne/salmon rose for her twin, a turk’s cap lily for her mother and a burgundy gladiolus for Isshin on her left shoulder  — she, however, made a cattail in the right shoulder for Ichigo; it means Peace, even after all, all she wants is the best for him. When she passed on College, she made a couple of snapdragons on her wrist. They were for herself, to not to forget who she was or why she was there.

  • Isshin one day gave the twins Masaki’s jewelry, and Yuzu just were so in love with the golden pieces, while Karin was enamored with the silver ones. Even when she passed away, her jewelry stayed with her. They were part of her mother, and now part of her soul.

  • All her life, Karin never externalized her power (which was immense to just a human) and received an enormous amount of spiritual energy from her father, brother, the city and her brother’s friends. But, inside herself, to survive through her progress of evolution, her reiatsu system changed. She developed her power without knowing, but as many cases among the Shinigami, she developed her zanpakuto. But when human. And when she died, all of it was released. She’s like every Shinigami, but she doesn’t need a sword to contact her power.
  • Even though, Kuukaku still gives her a sword. The one who demanded the sword was Karin’s zanpakutou. He’s eccentric. Likes gems a little too much… Well, the blade is made of silver and it’s fencing-like, but don’t be fooled: it has a sharp, chirurgical cut. It has a loop-guard, the silver was twisted in scrollworks and the same pattern imprinted on her jewelrys. Along the grip, dots of gold, pearls, smokey and champagne quartz, star moonstones and morganites. It has to bells and a long, glitterish champagne ribbon.

  • When Karin goes to the Eleventh… Jesus. She presents One Punch Man to Madarame ⟶ Both start fangirling about Saitama ⟶ They present it to Zaraki ⟶ Kenpachi institute a new rule on the squad: every saturday, the Shinigami will watch it and is obligatory the reading of the manga ⟶ It doesn’t take too much to transform every member of the Eleventh into a shōnen fanboy. They even cry watching Kenshin‘s and Kaoru’s farewell.

  • Yumichika is what Karin can call the Ino of her Sakura, the Leorio of her Kurapika, the Yamcha of her Goku. They’re just fools that walk around the squad with face masks, painting nails, eating cinnamon rolls and drinking lemonade and watching Rupaul’s Drag Queen Race. It’s worse when Zaraki join them. Ikkaku can’t take this anymore.
  • Momo Hinamori is Karin’s idol. That girl’s so… Badass. And when they meet for real, they bond because Kurosaki girl encounter the Ursa Major she needed. She bottled her heart so deep all the time and when she was with Momo it just… floated on the surface. Momo teaches her the japanese traditional way of drawing and painting, educates her in military etiquette, gives her the prettiest silver jewelry and offers her all that she knows about blossoming. They walk around holding hands and hearts in their lungs, because both of them learn how to easily breathe love from each other.

  • Karin tattoo a peach flower besides her snapdragon.

  • Urahara, Kenpachi and Karin are close friends. It happened after a mission that could’ve gone very wrong without each one of them. They’re godfathers to two of her four children. The other ones are Momo and Byakuya (Hitsugaya and Kuchiki bro-power, bitches). The three drink and train and talk shit around each other. Big kids with swords, abnormous power and foul mouths. And the best Instagram photos ever.

  • Karin’s half-funny half-awfully foul-mouthed.

  • She starts publishing a beautifully drawn and colored manga on Seireitei. It’s a huge success and Kyōraku pouts at her for, at least, a century cuz’ her manga sold more in a week than all his shitty romance did in almost a millennium. Both of them laugh and tease each other a lot too. He’s pretty much like her father — but incredibly more perverted. Sometimes, she calls him Master Kame.

  • That bitch is geek-stylish. She has the most amazing t-shirt anime and games collections of all time. And she adores overalls and baggy shirts… Karin usually only wear baggy shirts. And she kills it.

  • When Ichigo ends his marriage with Orihime, he sends Kazui to spend a time with Karin even with the issues between them [Ichigo and Karin] because she’s an amazing aunt. She strict when needed but has a child’s heart. They watch cartoons and Disney the whole day, and her nephew eats with her and Yumichika, makes Momo company when she is alone in her office and both sit on Tōshirō’s lap at the afternoon just to chat.

  • Karin and Tōshirō… This couple is magnificent. In looks, personality, power and chemistry. They literally have a private language and codes, are discreet but they gravitate around each other naturally. Intense looks, godly posture and the way they balance each other… Walking side to side, holding hands or crossing swords.

  • Both have a sweet tooth and eat lots of flan and cotton candy. Holy fuck! Tōshirō is an real molding artist cotton candy and a chef making desserts. Karin’s good with salt, but terrible with sugar, although.

  • Rukia and Karin are what I call Silent Friends. They don’t look like friends, and rarely are saw around each other but fuck… Tbh, Rukia is Karin’s motherly figure. She was the first one to look on Karin’s eyes and don’t say nothing, but sit by her side, only to be there. It changed her life.

  • Matsumoto and Karin start as crime partners. Then as Hitsugaya’s official nightmares. But end crying their hearts out on each other’s lap. Karin learns about Gin; Rangiku learns about Masaki and Ichigo and her torments with Hollows. It’s how their friendship works: hugs in the middle of storms.
  • Respectively, Momo, Yukio, Yuzu and Rangiku choose the names of the Kurosaki-Hitsugaya babies. The older boy is named Umehiko (in honor of Tobiume), the second is Kameko (cuz’ Master Kame — it was him or Freeza), Chikoi (it means Thousand Koi) and Usagin for the girl (Silver Bunny). They all have three surnames: “Hitsugaya Kurosaki-Shiba”.

  • Karin has a picture in her room that she looks every night. It’s her, Yuzu, Isshin, Ichigo, Tōshirō, her children, Kazui, Momo, Jinta & Yukio, Zaraki & Madarame & Yumichika, Rangiku, Rukia and Urahara with Yoruichi. In her mother’s grave. It’s her family. 

anonymous asked:

I feel like you're one of the most caring and lovely people here on tumblr... do you have any good tips for feeling better when being depressed/anxious for a couple of days? <3

  • Make yourself a nice cup of tea. Tea makes everything better! 
  • Take a long shower and let your body relax, sit down on the floor and rest your head in your palms and breath. Just breath.
  • Talk so someone, a friend, a family member, someone online you’re comfortable with. Let someone carry the weight with you.
  • If you feel like crying, do it. Get it out, get it all out of your chest. You feel relived afterwards. Empty maybe, but empty is better than being strangled in your hurt. 
  • Go for a long walk and clear your head. Put music in your ears and just walk. Walk for hours and calm yourself down. The fresh air and the silent in your mind will do you good. 
  • Write it down, what makes you anxious or depressed write it down. Or write down feelings or words, whatever comes to mind. If it makes you sad, write it down. 
  • Watch a movie, read a book, anything really to give your mind a break from thinking. Most often, it’s all about the thoughts in your head. Do whatever you can, to block them out when it gets too much.
  • Do good things for yourself when you’re feeling sad. Put on a nice cream, a face-mask, paint your nails. Anything to treat your body a little, when your heart is feeling heavy.
  • Be proud of yourself, be proud for making it this far. Be proud for pushing on, even if it hurts inside. Be proud of asking this question, because that is a sign of wanting to fight and wanting to get better and that is amazing.
  • Put on music that makes your heart feel happy. It will wear off on your mood as well. 
  • Do breathing exercises. When we’re anxious or feeling sad, we tend to take strained breath that doesn’t make it to your entire lungs. Sit down, put your hand on your chest, close your eyes and take as deep of a breath you can. Feel your heart and chest moving while you do it. That’s you, fighting this. 
  • Do yoga or mindfulness (you can find amazing apps) those help you relax your body, breath correctly and gives advise for your mind.

And do please come talk to me anytime. I love you and you are very strong<3

Do you know what friendship is so underrated?

Joly and Courfeyrac.

They both love Star Trek and have marathons/movie nights where they absolutely nerd over it. Joly’s favorite is Sulu and Courfeyrac fucking loves Kirk because they identify with them and racial/sexual representation is so important.

They have self care nights where they do face masks, paint their nails, and watch movies that they love.

They teach each other new recipes, Joly giving Courfeyrac the basics of Korean cuisine and Courf showing Joly how to make Brazilian food.

They can spend hours talking about everything from fandoms to the meaning and secrets of the universe.

They are absolute dorks who love playing Just Dance and Mario Kart but getting super competitive about it.

seerya  asked:

Ardyn getting the full spa treatment with his little daughter (because she wants both of them to be pretty) including muddy face masks, painted toe nails, his hair curled up in those silly foam rollers and of course pink flanell robes?

Shit, that all might have been HIS idea lol

She’d be like “what… really? You WANT to do this with me? You’re so… weird. ”

She’s always making fun of him. Heheh

anonymous asked:

What would your ideal day look like?


I’d say waking up early and running in the sunrise, coming home to shower and eat a nice breakfast, sitting outside with my coffee and Skye on my lap, painting for a bit, biking to the grocery store or a restaurant to have a fresh lunch, biking home the long way through nature trails, taking a nap, meeting a friend for coffee or a pastry at a coffee shop, staying by myself at the shop in the corner with a good book, coming home to make a dinner (with wine and candles), scrolling through social media (ofc), and painting nails + applying a face mask as a bit of self-care/hygiene before dessert and bed!

anonymous asked:

My girlfriend and I just broke up

hello anon 🌸

i am sorry.

i know it’s always hard to lose the proximity you had with someone, anyone you’ve spent time and thought about as more than just an acquaintance.

i know it’s hard and this is why it’s particularly important to be careful and take care of yourself. try to keep your mind of things and stay busy, do a face mask, paint your nails, go for a run, walk in the park and look at the flowers, draw, write, anything that’ll make you feel good and keep you busy. if you’re comfortable, try to go see a friend who makes you feel safe, and if you’re not, that’s okay too. if you can’t do any of these, you can always play a movie and watch youtube videos that make you happy.

i am here for you if you want to talk about it off-anon. be careful, i love you, stay safe xx


@chroniclecat-fr to start: your first page is frikkin flawless, what a perf white/purple/blue/pink look

I saw Sylvette’s preview pic & thought ‘is she wearing that white face paint/mask thingie?’ but no, she is a gorgeous deceiver with white vipera and an incredible accent. 1000/10 gorgeous older lady, would smooch.

Ambrose looks basically like a very fancy mer-prince to me, like in some beautifully crafted high fantasy rpg game somewhere hes reclining on a lavender beach & tempting strangers into the sun-dappled water. 

& if Ambrose is the mer-prince, Ren is flat-out some sort of pastel fae creature: that color matching between the accent & his skink & the roses is impeccable, as is the rest of his fancy pastel self.

Yip is adorable & very fierce, i want to hug this scrappy-looking pup.