ONLY AS A FRIEND

Anyway enjoy this map of me making sure that all my friends are okay, guys I have so many friends now!! 

Having both Chiron and Lilith (3rd House - planet of communication) in Scorpio is still something that is very potent with me even to this day. I think that my Chiron placement, from an incredibly young age, wounded me the most. Growing up I never felt listened, ever, nobody wanted to hear what I had to say; I guess I just never had a person to confide in or to share my thoughts with. I can’t recall a point in time where someone close to me listened, at least not when I was younger. But still, I look at my friendships and there’s a similar problem; it’s always been prevalent. I don’t mind listening to what my friends have to say. In fact, our conversations can sometimes be quite humorous and easygoing. But the thing is, we always discuss the things that only they want to speak about, their favorite topics, what they are interested in. But me? Never. I engage in conversations with them and it’s fine, it’s cool, but I can’t talk about what fascinates me. They don’t want to hear it. I can’t talk about my favorite subjects around them. I like discussing art forms, like film, music, literature, and I also like discussing politics, the state of the world, the intricacies of the universe, and more. But with them I just think it’s mostly superficial stuff, or things that I don’t know much about; it’s only ever what they enjoy. I can’t speak about astrology around them, even though I like it very much, or outer space in general. And my favorite thing of all: films. It kind of sucks to have to conceal my favorite passion around them, just because they don’t necessarily want to hear what I have to say about it…. Then again, how could I explain to them what film means to me? It is impossible.

me: *opens mouth*

my friends: YES WE KNOW, YOU LOVE COURTNEY “FORMALLY STAR-SPANGLED KID, CURRENTLY STARGIRL” WHITMORE, SHE IS YOUR DAUGHTER, YOU ADORE HER WITH EVERY FIBER OF YOUR BEING, AND YOU WANT TO FIGHT DC FOR THE A/TOM S/MASHER ROMANTIC SUBPLOT BECAUSE IT’S GROOMING–

me: *opens mouth again*

my friends: AND YOU DREW HER IN JACK’S JACKET BECAUSE YOU APPRECIATED THE GESTURE AND DC JUST SIDELINED IT. IT LOOKS GOOD, YOU CAN DEFINITELY SEE HOW FAR YOU’VE COME SINCE YOU STARTED DRAWING AGAIN.

uhm so anyways support nb/genderqueer ppl who arent mlm/wlw or “male aligned”/“female aligned” or whatever and feel out of place cause this site is so focused on binary terms even for nb/genderqueer ppl

like… this is 100% why i ID as a trans guy/male aligned nb person for so long cause like… i felt like i had to? but like… im not really? and it kinda hurt cause i felt like i had to pick whether or not i was male aligned or female aligned (or a wlw/mlm) so I basically misgendered myself because i felt like i had to Choose

but like yeah support nb/genderqueer ppl who arent male/female aligned but feel like they gotta choose bc this website is so focused on binary terms that they even need to apply them to ppl who are non binary

so yeah lmao support us

(u don have 2 be nb/genderqueer to rb this)

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so those student athlete memes huh

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@thelunarelixir​ some post-viktuuri wedding drunkenness, god bless

send a prompt 

“And you know what? Lindsay and I… We made an extra life.”


No, I totally didn’t cry over this announcement, and no I totally haven’t been obsessing over it, unable to stop thinking about how Michael must be scared of losing their baby and how absolutely excited and in love he is with his child already and how Lindsay is so happy and how they are going to be the cutest parents to ever parent and how happy I am to watch them grow over the years.

That would be ridiculous.