Happy 9th Anniversary to SS501, the group of my heart. 050608 - 140608
Thank you for being there for 9 years, Thank you for being genuine, caring and amazing to Triple S for 9 years, Thank you for what you’ve achieved for 9 years, Thank you for making us happy for 9 years,
“My name is Hazel. Augustus Waters was the great sat-crossed love of my life. Ours was an epic love story, and I won’t be able to get more than a sentence into it without disappearing into a puddle of tears. Gus knew. Gus knows. I will not tell you our love story, because-like all real love stories-it will die with us, as it should. I’d hoped that he’d be eulogizing me, because there’s no one I’d rather have…“ I started crying. "Okay, how not to cry. How am I-okay. Okay.”
I took a few deep breaths and went back to the page.
“I can’t talk about our love story, so I will talk about math. I am not a mathematician, but I know this: There are infinite numbers between 0 and 1. There’s .1 and .12 and .112 and infinite collection of others. Of course, there is a Bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2, or between 0 and a million. Some infinities are bigger than other infinities. A writer we used to like taught us that. There are days, many of them, when I resent the size of my unbounded set. I want more numbers than I’m likely to get, and God, I want more numbers for Augustus Waters than he got. But, Gus, my love, I cannot tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity. I wouldn’t trade it for the world. You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I’m grateful.”
My friend just knocked on my door and when I answered it, she was like “omg why are you crying are you okay?” and I said “OF COURSE NOT I’VE BEEN WATCHING TAYLOR SWIFT ACCEPT AWARDS ON YOUTUBE FOR OVER AN HOUR I’M A MESS” and she looked so scared for me.