Not-Capetown

I Read the News Today, Oh Boy...

Information from “sources” has them “spotted holding hands on set”, and “sources” also say that “their chemistry isn’t an act”. They have been “spotted hanging out together in Capetown” more than once". And the cozy pic from the Rugby match is now described in all the media outlets as a “date” that Sam was eager to post about on his social media. Also,each article takes care to remind us that we need not wait for an “official” announcement from these two to draw the obvious conclusion from these events, as Sam is on record as saying that “if me and Caitriona were together we wouldn’t say”. And this is hitting the better quality entertainment media now too- it’s obviously more than a rumour at this point and likely has some publicist backing as well given that all of the articles are making the same points.

Oh, and speaking of making points; if any mention is made of “other attachments” for Sam, those have now been demoted to being merely “rumoured”. That’s a big step down from the “red carpet official” claims that were being floated by the paps a few short weeks ago- claims that incidentally were never supported by any facts or announcements by anyone at all. Now we are reminded that any talk of “others” beyond Cait was always and only ever a rumour. And a rumour is a very easy thing to explain away as having always been a misunderstanding made by the public if/when it is revealed that Sam has been with his pretty costar all along…

  • What she says: I'm fine.
  • What she means: I'm so confused why Brendon and Ryan couldn't just literally come out and say Ryden was real. I mean, now, Ryan really misses Brendon and acts like he's his ex that he still loves, and Brendon's dodging his name like old timers in fandom drama. I also don't understand how Brendon could pretend he wasn't writing a hundred songs about Ryan and not make it obvious. Come on, I mean, "How I missed yesterday, how I let it fade away", "Being blue is better than being over it", "There's no sunshine, there's no you and me". Brendon and Ryan were so perfect for each other. And how come he only recently came out as sexually fluid? What happened in capetown so many years ago? Why does Brendon pretend like nothing ever happened, when he has totally kissed him, worn his shirts, his ties, his guitar strap the post-split performance, held up a sign that says "Ryden Exists" in big capital letters. There are pictures proving it! Also why Ryan flew to New York to Seattle just to see him so they could celebrate Ryan's birthday, without telling his girlfriend or anyone else. Ryan said "He's my boy. Always will be." In a tweet and never let him completely go. Does Brendon still love Ryan? Will they ever confront each other again? What did Ryan do? Why did they try to cover up the fact that She Had The World, When The Day Met The Night, and Northern Downpour were about their love? Were they scared what their fans would do? Why is Brendon so avoiding of Ryan's name? What could he have possibly done for it to be so terrible even talk about him for that long? Why can't we know what happened in capetown? Ryan told Brendon so much and almost loved him, while Brendon was obviously head over heels for him? Why are we left in the dark, aimlessly wandering, searching for an answer in this dark continuum that we may never find? Did something that wasn't consented both ways happen romantically? I know Ryden was real. I just know it. There's too much proof to not realize it. If you showed someone who had no idea what Ryden was or who they were a picture of them, they would immediately assume they were dating. Also, their Twitters. Ryan and Brendon were very close on Twitter, and they couldn't have done a better job of acting as gay as possible. Brallon, also. Do people think that this is some kind of replacement? I feel like Brendon just wanted to be all cute with Dallon to try and replace what he had with Ryan. This may or may not be true, but it's what I think. I can tell Brendon still misses Ryan and loves him deep down in his heart, and Ryan has the exact same feelings. I feel that I will always wonder as I lay in my bed late at night... "What happened in capetown... And why?"
  • Brendon: [a phone call wakes him up]...Hello?
  • Jon: I have your friend.
  • Brendon: What? Who is this? What friend?
  • Jon: Your friend Ryan. I have him and you reply all of my tweets or he dies.
  • Brendon: Jon?
  • Jon: Yes it's me and I have Ryan! I have kidnapped him and today I chop off his ear.
  • Brendon: How Van Gogh -.-
  • Jon: What? You reply me or I'll do it!
  • Brendon: That's too early for this, we're really not friends anymore.
  • Jon: Okay, I will tell the truth about Capetown!!
  • Ryan *Yells*: Reply him for God's sake!!!!!

Ryan gave literally everything to be in Panic! , he turned down a scholarship for collage, poured his heart and soul into the lyrics, and despite being shy dealed with the press and was nice to the fans. He did so much to be in that band, so what could of been so bad that caused him to leave?