after 7 grueling hours,,,,i have finally been able to semi achieve the manga style

also can you tell i used this pic as ref hahahaaa 

And in that moment I realized that as much as time might only be something we constructed to organize our lives, I can’t seem to get it right. The only time it feels like the timing is right is when I sit down and play an instrument and let the music flow from my mind into my heart as the emotions resonate into hands or the mouth of the instrument and the notes play the sweetest melody. It feels like the only time I can say the right things are when the pen is in my hand and my hands fly across the pages expressing my soul’s deepest secrets that I have to keep locked away. If I look closely enough, the ink seems to be tinted red, as if my words were written in my blood, as if it was a part of me; it keeps me alive. And when I look up from the red tinted pages I see the clock ticking away as a constant reminder that I never can catch the right time. My life is a series of people who are not yet ready for me because their heart is shattered and of missed chances with new loves because I was 5 minutes too late. I cannot wait for the day the clock stops and I can finally catch up with the love of my life and show them everything I have written, time will no longer exist and I will have nothing to hide.

when I say hmu I mean it hmu on the side of the head with a blunt object end me

anonymous asked:

HCs about Dick Grayson finding out he's in love with his best friend and how he would tell her? 😁

-it kind of just hits him
-the two of you are doing something normal
-watching a movie
-you’re cuddled into his side
-his arm is wrapped around you
-and his hand is playing with your hair
-he doesn’t even realize that he’s doing it
-then the movie says something cheesy about the guy never realizing what he needed was right in front of him the whole time
-he goes stiff
-his hand just stops
-it takes you 5 minutes to snap him out of it
-when you ask what happened he just says he had a realization
-you raise an eyebrow and ask about what
-he just says “I think, I love you, as more than a friend.”

Get to Know Your King meme

I was tagged by my minion @time-immemorial (Gabriel’s Kielbasa Shack?  You go, girl!)

Rules: I don’t follow rules
Nicknames: King, Your Majesty, Captain Cuddlepants
Gender: Red Smoke
If you had a cat, what would you name it: Meowly
Height: tall enough to rule Hell, thank you
Hogwarts House: You should never cross fandom streams
Favorite Color: Red, like my smoke
Time Right Now: apparently it’s @time-immemorial *drumroll*
Average Hours of Sleep: 0 I don’t need sleep, more time for debauchery
Lucky Number: 666
Last Thing I Googled: Where to get Casablanca in BluRay
Fictional Character You Would Want As A Younger Sibling: Bloody hell, hasn’t my life been hard enough?
Blankets You Sleep With: Castiel.  Oh, you said blankets, not wet blanket.  My bad.
Favorite Bands/ Artists: David Bowie (sorry I took him back)
Dream Trip: Back in time to season 5, or season 6 right before Cas betrays me (see: wet blanket)
What I’m Wearing Right Now: My red kimono.
When I Made This Blog: February 2014
How many blogs I follow:  The King doesn’t follow anyone (and not just because the King is a side blog)
What Do I Post About: My self (portraits of), the bloody hell I deal with, my feels (poetry about)
Pick A Word That Starts With The First Letter of Your Real Name and Ends With The First Letter of Your Blog Name: Fucky
Do You Get Asks On A Daily Basis: It’s more like in spurts
Why Did You Choose Your URL: Well, haha, originally this started out as poetry blog.

I was tagged by @sawr-it-in-your-eyes ! Thanks lovely! 😘

Rules: Tag 20 followers you want to get to know better
Name: Lauren
Nicknames: YaYa (by my nephews) 😂
Gender: Female
Star sign: Aries
Height: 5′ 7″
Sexual orientation: I’ve never thought much of labels
Fave color(s): blue
Time right now: 11:38pm
Average hours of sleep: Oh, lord- so much less than I’d like… I’d say o average 4-6 during the week, if I’m lucky 😒
Lucky number: 8
Last thing I googled: “current Powerball" …lmao- that’s really embarrassing to admit, but there you go. I actually hardly ever play, but sometimes when I’m down I distract myself with thoughts of what I’d do if I was a multi-millionaire 😂 (ps- it’s $390 million… Not bad)
Fave fictional character: oh, gosh- this one is hard… Umm, let’s call ‘fave’ a category and say: Veronica Mars, Buffy, Spike, Mickey Milkovich, Merlin, Elizabeth Bennett (I’m trash, but with varied interests 😑)
Number of blankets I sleep under: 1
Fave band or artist: One Direction, Ed Sheerhan
Dream trip: Italy… Not sure exactly where, but it’s a country I’ve never been to, but would love to
Dream job: When I find it, I’ll let you know… Sadly, probably nothing that would pay my bills (unless, of course, that Powerball comes through after all! lmao)
When did you create this blog: July 2015 (?)
What do you post about: Mostly Louis/Harry/Larry/1D… Though sometimes I think I’ll chuck it all and become a Niall appreciation blog
What made you decide to get a tumblr: I started it fairly shortly after falling down the Larry/1D rabbit hole… Mostly because I wanted to be able to keep track of and refer back to things
Do you get asks on a daily basis: No, but I’m always up for a chat! I have no outlet for 1D discussion offline, but I’ve found it kind of hard to really get engaged with people here. Sometimes it seems like the ‘big blogs’ are the only ones really talking to people, but I know their boxes get swamped…

What made you choose your URL: My love/hate feelings about getting dragged in to this circus when I stumbled across H&L. I came for Larry and stayed for the music 😍

I’d love to know all my followers better! Anyone that wants to, do it! Answer what you want/skip what you want. This was my first time doing one of these 😊 I’ll tag:

anonymous asked:

Danielle is eight weeks pregnant and they are deciding what to do. She is on the pill but had a stomach bug in Mexico and it stopped working.

Nooo! That is so annoying! But there’s no escape from Mexican bugs. Did she tell you word by word? What brand of pill was she using? Might want to avoid that one :/
And did she tell you if it happened before or after the topless pics?! Because they all looked so excited and sexually driven there, I bet it was after, yeah?? Definitely after! Just wait for Briana to know about this, she’ll be thrilled! 😜