Never The Right Time

4/24/17
i think im just going to write about you everyday. to you, this may be obsessive, or annoying as most would say, but i see it as a way of telling you the things i never had the chance to say. i may have never had the chance to say the things i needed to, because maybe it was never the right time. i always had little thoughts going through my head about you and i only said them when i felt the need to. i always should have felt the need to. the absence of my lost words and lost thoughts ramble around in my head now and i want you to know how i truly feel about you. you know, ever since i was little i’ve always remembered the most simplistic things, such as running around my old house with popsicle shorts on, and how i felt so alive that day because the sun was shining on my skin and nothing was around to hurt me, or remembering how i felt 7 years ago waking up with the breeze from the open window that smelled like fresh wood and crisp air. my whole life has been made up of small moments like those and i don’t know why i find that so calming. there are a measure of things in my life that i find calming, and as i get older i understand why and how they calm me and my heightened emotions. sometimes i feel things that i know i will never feel again . there’s something beautiful to that, yet oh god, is it sad. the beautiful part is that i’ll never forget the first time you told me you loved me, and i’ll never forget the last. the sad part is that did it really mean something ? did it mean something less than what i thought of it as? the even saddest part is that neither of us will never know, because of those lost words and thoughts i never had the chance to say. even though we’re over and we don’t talk like we used to…i’ll still tell you how i feel because i don’t know how else to reach you. you always made me feel calm. you made me feel at ease and all the pain seemed to slip away. it wasn’t all at once. it was day by day. we didn’t have much in common, but you filled the parts of me that i left empty. you filled them with dirt and i swear to god it was the most richest soil i’ve ever grown a love in. i’m not trying to be cliché but you really did grow beautiful things inside of me that i never knew i had. i never knew how to grasp the feeling you gave me, or how to take it in. i never knew what it meant. i never really saw myself having a true future with you because i was blind. blind from the soft fog around my mind that i never coped with in the right ways. i tried making other people happy but in the end it just hurt every one. it was hard. i never knew what i was doing. i should have focused on my feelings for you instead of trying to make other people happy. i should have focused on how much love you were giving me instead of second guessing everything. i now know that not every love is the same and that’s what’s scary about it. you never know what it is. i never knew what we had, but now as i look back i see everything so clearly. i was falling in love with you. we were never in love, but we could have been. falling out of love with her opened my heart to you and your love that you were more than willing to give if i could just treat you right. i never did though. and see, that’s the thing … if i knew then what i know now, then i’d love you until the end of time, because now i don’t know how to stop. it’s the only real thing i’ve ever felt . it hurts that you’re gone, but i’m glad i’m learning. things aren’t always what they seem. things don’t always turn out as planned, and things don’t always end in happiness. i’ve always noticed that nothing lasts forever. that’s just how it is and that’s how we were . things were said and things were done on my behalf and maybe i never intended to push you away, because i did push you away. the whole time i pushed you away and i have no clue why, because now all i want to do is crash in to you.

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YOLO.exe - PART 1

> a Fatal_Error has Occurred Side Comic

> Non-canon Comic

> Next


This is the beginning of a very fun interaction ;)

For those who may not know/remember, this is Fresh_Hell :D

It’s important to note that this is the first non-canon side comic I’ve started- this isn’t actually part of the canon story. It’s more of a fun ‘what if’ scenario to explore. Even though he probably actually never would, what if Fresh decided to possess Fatal_Error? What would happen next?

I have several ideas for comics like these, but I can’t start some until certain parts of the canon story have happened, or else they won’t make any sense, or might spoil something in the main comic before we get to it. The same can be said for the canon side comics too - it’s all about timing. So comics like these might pop up from time to time, and update as we go along.

But anywho I’m rambling ^^

Peace out, brahs <3

Fresh belongs to @loverofpiggies!

i’ve been wanting to do FE x animal crossing for years and it has happened at last dkjfldf

also have some variants!

it’s amazing how parents have the ability to ruin your day and self-worth completely with one 15 min phone call wow

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did some facial ref practice with the vento aureo gang also @ davidpro part 5 when????

Daydream, I fell asleep amid the flowers
For a couple of hours on a beautiful day 

A peaceful moment in between cases

A lot of people say that we should always wait for the right time to do something; confess, perform, live our dream etc.
But what if the right time never comes. Do we wait a lifetime just for that “right time”? Do we accept that this right time will never come?


Or do we make it a right time.

—  g00gle23
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it’s always sunny in philadelphia character tropes charlie kelly; would it be weird if you survived an abortion? would it be weird if, like, you shared a bed with a man who may or may not be your father? would it be weird if you eat cat food to go to sleep and you have such a fascination with cats that maybe you glue cat hair on the back of your neck every now and then?

The Tale Of How A Girl Scout Stole From Me

So listen– 

My roommate in college is a Girl Scout leader, and her scouts really wanted to explore a dorm room because they think it’s cool, being in college and all. So I let these girls in my room, just kind of smiling and them being really excited and thinking it was rad and such. Now I was sitting in my lofted bed the entire time, so I wasn’t really paying that much attention when they were looking at my stuff underneath me. One was crouching below me, while another one was talking to me, distracting me (we’ll get to her later), and then the other one came back up, and she stopped talking to me. After they leave, I get out of the bed to close our blinds. The cord is right by where I keep all my gems and rocks that I collect, and I noticed my palm-size citrine was missing. I looked on the floor, around it and everything and could not find any shards from a fall or anything. It wouldn’t have been that big a deal had I not just got it a week ago from my aunt who got it for me because of the meanings and spiritual stuff surrounding it, so it means a lot to me. 

I didn’t want to jump to conclusions, but I texted my roommate asking if by any chance one of the girls had accidentally picked it up or something, and I didn’t get a response. 

Now I was on a time limit because if the meeting ended and all the girls went their separate ways, I would probably lose this rock forever. It shouldn’t have been that big a deal, but at this point I just needed to know if a ten year old stole from me. 

I called my roommate after she didn’t respond for about fifteen minutes, and finally she answered and said she read the texts and she was asking them at that exact moment. None were ‘fessing up. But then one said “I have one exactly like that, that size, that color, but I brought it from home.” My roommate immediately knew there was some shady shit going on there, so she asked to see it. This kid opens up this flimsy little folder and had stuffed my rock away into the little pocket. My roommate took picture of it, and me, being oblivious to what the situation was, confirmed that was my rock and I was so glad it was found. Even after that, she kept with the story, kept saying it was hers, got it from home, so on. And THE OTHER GIRL FROM EARLIER was defending her saying “Yea, that’s her rock, she showed me earlier” and I feel so used??? By ten year olds?? Bamboozled?? They plotted against me to take my rock, they had a plan and everything? I had so much shit underneath my bed and on the window sill, tsum tsum’s, hello kitty stuff, candy, things I wouldn’t notice were missing, but they had to pull the ultimate heist. Thinking they can get away with it. I think not.

It gets better.

Then her dad shows up. She immediately twisted her story into that she had gotten from school. Where from school? Her locker. How’d it get into her locker? She said she didn’t know, it just showed up one day. The dad kept interrogating her, but she was not budging. My roommate said that she would bring the rock to have me look at it, and that we would look to make sure that I hadn’t just misplaced mine, and she would bring it back if it was not mine, trying to be like a good leader, like she is, but the little girl responded with “Well it’s mine, but she can have it” trying make me look bad.

Now, it’s been a few hours since then, and we just got an email from one of the parents saying she had confessed and her reason was because she has low self-esteem. The subject line was “‘Her name’ and the Rock” and I don’t think I’ve laughed that hard in a while.

TL;DR: Lesson learned, don’t trust Girl Scouts, don’t bring them into your home. You will be ROBBED and you’ll never want to buy another girl scout cookie in your life.

For all those saying Magnus = Vilde

and saying they are equally ignorant, please remember that everytime the boys tell him (with diverse reactions of “duuude” and groaning sounds) that he spoke wrong he orientates himself on their reactions and tries to do better next time.
It may not all be gold what he says but he wants to learn from those situations.


“Was that so bad to ask?” is meant as a genuine question after which he immediatly looks at Isak afraid that he might’ve hurt his feelings.

And i love pincess Vilde but that is something she never does or any other of the girls. Magnus never dismisses it when someone tells him he did wrong.

So please stop this idea that Magnus is dumb or ignorant bc he is neither.

“You will never win if you never begin.” – Helen Rowland

“You can’t wait for inspiration. You have to go after it with a club.” – Jack London

“A somebody was once a nobody who wanted to and did.” – John Burroughs

“If you can dream it, you can do it.” —Walt Disney

“Do not wait; the time will never be ‘just right.’ Start where you stand, and work with whatever tools you may have at your command, and better tools will be found as you go along.” — George Herbert

“Step by step and the thing is done.” – Charles Atlas

“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.” — Eleanor Roosevelt

“If you don’t ask, you don’t get.” – Stevie Wonder

“There will be obstacles. There will be doubters. There will be mistakes. But with hard work, there are no limits.” — Michael Phelps

“One way to keep momentum going is to have constantly greater goals.” — Michael Korda

“Be gentle to all and stern with yourself.” – Saint Theresa of Avila

“You just can’t beat the person who never gives up.” —Babe Ruth

“The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places.” — Ernest Hemingway

“Things do not happen. Things are made to happen.” – John F. Kennedy

“He who believes is strong; he who doubts is weak. Strong convictions precede great actions.” — Louisa May Alcott

“Without discipline, there’s no life at all.” – Katharine Hepburn

“That which does not kill us makes us stronger.” —Friedrich Nietzsche

“Sometimes you don’t realize your own strength until you come face to face with your greatest weakness.” — Susan Gale

“Do you want to know who you are? Don’t ask. Act! Action will delineate and define you.” — Thomas Jefferson

“There is only one corner of the universe you can be certain of improving, and that’s your own self.“ – Aldous Huxley

“Doing the best at this moment puts you in the best place for the next moment.” – Oprah Winfrey

“From my tribe I take nothing, I am the maker of my own fortune.” – Tecumseh

See Part 1 for more motivation!

you know what kills me????

steve is cocky sometimes. steve is in fact cocky to the point of near-suicidal recklessness (mr. Parachutes Are a Formality, “on va voir [removes helmet before a fight just to Prove A Point]”). rhodey is proud to be war machine (WARMACHINEROX, hey everyone!! gather round to listen to my war machine story BOOM). pepper is confident in her capability to tell people what to do. as of cap 3 clint is fucking MASTERFUL at pointing fingers. wanda has no issue eventually being basically like “you know what people around me are wrong.” neither does steve by the way

but yeah!! sure!! tony’s the ONLY ONE IN THIS TEAM whose ~ego is a noteworthy characteristic. tony’s the ONLY ONE who should have his ego targeted in any situation. the ONLY ONE whose Ego ever did A Thing in his life ever. the ONLY ONE, EVER, IN ALL MOVIES

lmao miss me with this honestly