youngest siblings tend to share a similar attitude in which they feel the need to over compensate in things such accomplishments and personality because they are always being over shadowed by older siblings thats not to say that younger siblings aren’t accomplished but its the fact that they’re always looking up to someone who is above them and might always get compared to that might make them subconsciously (or consciously) insecure a lot of times younger siblings turn to things such a humor or some other way to get the attention that they feel they’re not getting because of their older siblings taking up the spotlight
this explains why lance is always trying to over compensate with comments and actions this explains why he’s always the one cracking jokes and stepping into the center of attention this explains why he craves a little more direct validation for his accomplishments this explains why he feels that hes not anything special on the team
YUCKYUCKYUCK WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO REMUS?? OMG HE LOOKS EVEN WORSE THAN PETER OMG STOP STPPPP PLEASE DONT DO IT AGAIN PLEASDEEEE MAKE US A FAVORRRRRRRRR !!!!@@!!!
(( OOC: Thank you for the feedback! Constructive criticism is always welcome on this blog. You clearly have a lot of passion for the hp rp community. Hey, why don’t you start rp-ing yourself? Then you could play Remus how you like, instead of expecting me to fulfil your ideal head canon for you? I think you’d do a great job.
Oh, and if you ever need any roleplaying tips, just ask. I’m an old hand at this now :) ))
Author’s Note: Holy
hell, was this insane to write X_X
A few things. Firstly, I apologize for how long it took
for this to come out. I was incredibly anxious about school, plus I was just
overly struggling with writing this chapter. I had a general idea of what I
wanted to happen, but I didn’t really know how to get it down into words.
Secondly, this came out as about 18 pages long in Word so
I apologize for how ridiculously long this is! I didn’t think it was going to
come out so damn long!
And thirdly, this chapter is heavy on the angst. There’s
a little bit of horror – of course – but this chapter is mainly angst-ridden so
prepare for a LOT of feels! For Christ’s sake, I CRIED while writing this, so
that should be saying something.
chapter is very heavy and is incredibly dark. There are mentions of suicide,
abuse (both physical and mental), bullying (mainly cyberbullying), existential
crisis, self-mutilation, and incredibly low self-esteem. There are mentions of
a character getting lobotomized. There is a scene with a detailed description
of the inside of a character’s back, which contains abnormal anatomy.
I will say this and I will say this one: This is NOT a
happy fun time chapter! (I know, the story as a whole isn’t happy, but this
chapter is VERY heavy on the angst as opposed to the other chapters) There ARE
You have been warned.
(I am SO sorry. I feel so bad for writing this! ;^;)
Wheezing breaths of agony
echoed throughout the room as he operated. Warm sticky crimson spurted onto his
naked lanky fingers – the very fingers of which were maneuvering the stainless
steel instrument through his patient’s skull. A pained gasp expelled from the
man upon the bloodied table.
“Oh be quiet.” The glitching entity hissed with agitation. “Stop your whining.” He scoffed. “You act as though you’ve never felt pain
before.” A delighted giggle came ringing out of the creature’s slit throat.
“Almost like you’re afraid of dying.”
A quivering whimper could
faintly be heard coming from his patient as he fiddled with the orbitoclast.
The green-haired demon smirked from behind his surgical mask.
“I must say, Herr Doktor,” He
said in a horrible German accent, mocking the man, “you should be proud of me. I’m no doctor, but I seem to be doing an
impeccable job here, if I do say so myself.” He bragged, his smirk
stretching into a twisted smile.