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313.day in japan: 

Woke up shortly before my alarm went on in some kind of a shock because I thought I had overslept XD" 

I hadn’t, so everything was fine, I had breakfast and got ready to get the campus bus since it was a hot day, but somehow there was no bus so I had to walk after all. By chance I walked into another girl from my program and walked together with her while complaining about the heat and listening to the harves flys that sing loudly since two weeks or so, giving me the real feeling of Japanese summer XD 

At 10:30am I met my group members to practice our presentation, some of them nervous because they’ll soon have some pretty important tests. 

From 11:30 we helped preparing the classroom for later and went out to find people to listen to our presentations. Since it was Open Campus, lots of high school students were strolling around looking around and getting informations about Tohoku University. 

We did our best to convince as many as possible to come and be part of the audience by telling them what cute gaijin girls will present and so on XDD It worked and I by myself got to bring quite some pupils to our classroom. 

Our presentation went quite well and it was over sooner than I had thought. 

After the presentation, there was a student wanting to talk to me because she had studied a year in Switzerland and was searching for somebody whom she could practice with. Her German was extraordinarily good!! I was impressed! Also she was quite cute and kind and it was nice to chat with her^^ 

Afterwards I helped getting new students into the classroom as audience for the next group that was going to present and then suddenly remembered that I had a date with a Japanese friend and her friend whom she wanted to introduced to me, so I quickly packed my stuff and went to the library as fast as possible. I was only 5 minutes late or so, but my friend wasn’t there yet. 

Instead a girl approached me, my friends friend and introduced herself. Just like my friend she has been to Germany for a year and studied German. Shortly after my friend finally came. We went to the cafeteria together where I hoped to get something for lunch, but they didn’t have anything for me to eat but fries DX So I only had fries for lunch… 

But chatting with them both in a mix of German and Japanese was fun, and as you can see on the photo, my friend is really great in impersonating creepy horror movie characters XD 

We had a nice time, but around 4 I told them I have to go since I still have to write an essay until tomorrow noon. 

So I made my way home, swesting and feeling disgusting and felt glorious when I reached my room,could turn on the air-conditioning and get rid of the greater part of my clothes and just sit there and dry XD Then, feeling lazy I went on the Internet until it was time for dinner. 

I took my time to cook and eat and afterwards was still too lazy to start writing. So I told myself I would continue procrastinating until 8pm and then start writing, which I did. 

But half an hour after I started, Usagi-san started chatting with me. Aaaand she……asked me to be her girlfriend for the remaining time I’m in Japan….aaaaand I said yes since I have a huge crush on her (//∇//) 

Oh my god…I know it might sound ridiculous, but I feel drawn to her and I don’t really understand why… 

I just decided to enjoy the rest of my time here to the fullest, and I will surely enjoy my time with her as well, as short as it might be❤

The hazards of dating a phantom thief

A parody of this post

Honestly if you’re my bae, I will have a blunt ready for you when you get out of work. I promise to also grab your perfect bubble butt in public, as well as leaving my bite mark on it+ one on each thigh close to your pussy so niggas know you mine. I promise to let you have OR share the last slice of pizza with me. Last but not least I promise to rip a hole in all of your yoga pants right where your clit is  so I can play with your pussy in public and have you try to contain yourself for your master.

I told you I love you, isn’t that enough for you to open up to me?” she watched him with a pity, he didn’t understand. No one did. She took in a deep breath and her voice shook involuntarily. “Feelings are like the seasons. They’re always changing…today you’ll be in love with me but what about six months from now? Will you still love me? If I do this, if I open up to you, I’ll be showing you the deepest of my wounds. And as much as I want to believe you’ll always be around to heal them, I can’t risk that you’ll only be around long enough to deepen them.
—  Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #9
~Eve
  • Luhan:Announces he's doing an album/concert in September
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I’m watching the clock waiting for crankthatfrank to go live/it to be 630 and there’s 20 minutes left and I’m already freaking out. Like I just ate dinner an hour early so my mom doesn’t try to call me downstairs in the middle of it and now I’m in my room just wasting time until then and freaking out in my head

It’s just that, you’re constantly told that by the time you’ve graduated you should have college figured out and that you should know what you want to major in. And here I am, can’t even handle a job at a grocery store without having anxiety attacks. How am I supposed to handle knowing my whole future and going to school for it and taking exams and getting a job that my whole future is dependent on. I’m 18 and I still can’t please people with a straight answer about what I want in life besides my current relationship. That’s the only thing that is definite to me at this moment.  

My dad finally came home but I freaked out and pretended to be asleep again. He settled down then asked me in a grumpy tone from the living room if I had eaten. I stayed quiet and pretended to be sleeping then he kinda yelled out the question again. He came to check up on me then returned to the living room. He’s asleep now.