Honestly I haven’t watched NCIS properly in a while. Not because I stopped loving it, because that’ll never happen. No it was because I watched episode 1 of S14 and didn’t recognise the show anymore. It’s changed and grown so far from what it once was and I’m just not that into it. Which is fine before anyone attacks me, I know shows change over time but I really don’t like what NCIS is now.

But last night for something to watch I decided on Kill Ari part 1 which led to Part 2 until I’d watched 4 episodes solid and it was like coming home. The old show, the old characters, the show I’ve loved for years. I’ll always love NCIS, my heart will always have a piece of it dedicated to the show.


Gif is mine

Gibbs proposing to you (like your a team member and he wasn’t expecting a relationship but it just happened) and being all nervous because he never thought he’d get married again but here he is. 

Requested by hellosupernaturaldoctor~

Gibbs had resigned himself to never getting married again. One part of him (a big part) was happy. In the end, marriage didn’t seem to be worth it.

But damn, did you change his mind. Forcing him to do a complete 180 because now, all Gibbs wanted to do was make you his, in every sense of the word. He wanted to hear you call him your husband. He wanted to wake up every morning and know that he belonged to you and you belonged to him.

Though, it was hard to remember that right now, kneeling before you, about to bring out the ring. Gibbs swallowed down that unfamiliar feeling of jittery nervousness, forcing himself to act brave. “I wanna be yours forever, sweetheart.”

Except for the whole out of character thing about Ziva hiding pregnancy, not knowing Tony at all and stuff, “Family First” is proof all the way that she is alive, come on guys the bag full of things, the photo, the scarf and everything ugh don’t get me started.

bonus: Paris, the flashbacks, the “I loved her Tim”, she was my family and ABA! *sobbing*

Why you kidding me?
  • Someone: Why do you bother watching so many kids shows? Aren't they dumb? Useless?
  • Me: oh, you mean Steven Universe which teaches you heroes come in all shapes and sizes? Gravity Falls which shows you there is mystery in everything? That trust can mean the difference between the end of family or the end of the world? My Little Pony which teaches you the value of Friendship, and that differences make us who we are? Randy Cunningham 9th grade Ninja which shows responsibilities sometimes must come before fun (also cause I like Julian, that darn cutie), Penn Zero which shows you that a person who is honest, kind hearted, and generous can go a long way, especially with teamwork, Pound Puppies because a good leader is backed by a team that is just as good and reliable as he is, regardless of their strengths, etc. I am not afraid to admit what shows I watch.
  • Someone: well, your almost an adult now, shouldn't you watch something more... Your age?
  • Me: depends. What is my age?
  • Someone: almost an adult, now grow up.
  • Me: No, you grow up.
  • Someone: What?
  • Me: Yeah. Just because I don't watch "age appropriate" shows like jersey shore, sixteen and pregnant, naked and afraid, MTV, Kate plus eight, Justin Beiber documentaries, and the local trash talk, doesn't mean I am un cultured and childish. I watch shows like Forever, Castle, NCIS, Impracticle Jokers, How to be a Grown Up, and such. Those are grown up shows. Right? As for the age you speak of, you talk of physical age, yet, you seem to misunderstand that I am not merely a physical being. I have a mind, a soul, and emotional aspect too. I can be almost an adult, while still being the age of 2 at heart. I watch these shows because they mean something to me. They please me. They entertain and inspire me to do great things. These shows taught me what it was to have friends, how mysterious our world could be, and that power comes in different forms. What you seem to have overlooked is the question you should be asking yourself: Why do /you/ watch those shows? Do they inspire you too?
  • Someone: ...
  • Me: I don't mind it if you like those shows. I am grown up enough to respect your likes and acknowledge that you are different than I. That you may like things that I may not like. Only a child... No... A bully would force someone else their age to conform to something they are not comfortable with.
  • Someone: ... I'm sorry...
  • me: I forgive you. Forgiving you is the grown up thing to do. Now, what show do you want to watch? (Hands them the remote)
  • Someone: ...(gets up and walks away to think about life)
  • Me: (to myself) now I can watch that My Little Pony/Steven U/Randy Cunningham/Gravity Falls/Over the Garden Wall/etc. marathon I have been meaning to watch.
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  • Once Upon A Time;
  • Flash (2014 TV Show);
  • Castle;
  • Arrow;
  • CSI, CSI:NY and CSI:Miami;
  • Hawaii Five-0;
  • Resurrection;
  • Chicago Fire;
  • Criminal Minds;
  • Bones;
  • Forever (2014 TV Show);
  • NCIS:LA;
  • NCIS;
  • Murder In The First

I’m already crying with only that… I’m not gonna survive the episode like really 😭😭😭 And I’m sure I’m gonna be disappointed because he doesn’t leaves for Ziva (the only way I would be ok with him leaving) It will never be the same OMG I can’t