Mouth wide open

Stockholm

it doesn’t have to be this way
I could stop hiding from the ticket inspector
and the security guard at the supermarket
like I’m guilty of something, even when I am
I could also terrorise kids my age at the bus
or crossly staring foreigners for no apparent
reason apart of my fears and complexions
that way I wouldn’t feel so cut off, so lost,
but one of the whole; I would if I could

it doesn’t have to be this way
I could get out of this shitty apartment
in Stockholm, heart’s untied, hands free,
mouth wide open, eyes eating the miles ahead
I could also see the woods, sniff the sea
or get my turn with others, binding them
with family ties, dragging them back to Stockholm
that way I wouldn’t seek for care, for caressing,
but others would for me; I would if I could

but maybe that’s the way it has to be
and what could I do to change it?

I could, dunno, blow myself with lies, over and over again,
waiting for my limit to reach its own,
losing my grip of reality for a trip to my duality,
crying with people’s jokes and laughing with their drama,
till I burst out violently, right when the anger
inside of me gets stuck at the bottom of my stomach
like burnt milk at the pot, and start killing dead folks,
burning burnt woods and drowning the seas, making
the planet feel the pain I felt when I was brought to
this fucking world as a fucking leaf of this fucked up
family tree instead of being left alone at my nonexistence
because, frankly, fuck your coexistence and your own trees
fuck your tickets and your all-year sales
fuck your cliques and your superstitions
fuck your petty houses and your shiny cars
and more importantly, fuck what’s keeping
you close to your own Stockholm

or…

or I could just wait for things to pass in front of me,
calmly sitting at my bus stop with no stress
or shop ordinary shit like an ordinary person

I could live as far from Stockholm as it gets
and making something from scratch
that looks and smells and feels like home

I would, I really would, If I could

but I can’t
and I won’t

A Meadow

1. I taste your pathos
yet in foreign breath
and is it good
don’t you feel it?

2. Mosquitos swarm in my skull
as I write words now as
sweet, soft, and purple
as yours

3. love has the tender fingers
of some uncanny aster
while I lie shivering in
bright sunshine;

mouth wide open

How Do You Fake Feelings (when you know they're real): Sunkissed

Fic Request: Stiles and Lydia fake dating but actually dating in the end

Rating: T

Genre: Romance, Fluff, Fake Dating!Stydia

Author: holybellamy

Part 5/?

Summary: Lydia meets Jackson at the supermarket, and he is back in town for his wedding. He invites her, and she doesn’t want to go there alone.

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Imagine Dylan being your anchor

This wasn’t a request it just kinda came to my head. I’ve decided that I’m gonna do teen wolf shipping with you guys. Just give a little information about yourself and I’ll see who suits you the best.

Warnings: none

You turn around to see Dylan lying there with his mouth wide open and drool rolling down his cheek. You were wondering on why he was still here after the argument that happened between you two. You found out that he was cheating on you but he said it was all Tyler’s fault but you didn’t believe him. You look around and started to pack his stuff you couldn’t take it anymore he was everything to you, your first proper love everything he did for you was made from love but this broke your heart and you couldn’t bare to see him after what he did to you.

You finished packing his bags when you heard his voice behind you, “ Y/N what are you doing?” He asked in confusion. You took a deep breath but didn’t answer you shove the black bags at him and point at the door. He tried to speak back but you just pointed at the door with a tear rolling down your cheek. He knew what you meant and slammed the door behind him.

It’s been nearly 2months and you haven’t heard from Dylan at all. Tyler, Dylan sparyberry and Holland and of course crystal were with you but were noticing something about you, “Y/N have you had any sleep these past few weeks because you’ve looked like you’ve risen from the dead or something those bags under yours eyes are getting worse” Tyler says to you as he sits closer to you. You shake your head not answering him, “ I think I’m gonna go clear my head for a bit I’ll meet you guys at the diner at 5” you say as you rushed out the door.

You jump into your car and drive home. You were too busy thinking about Dylan, did he really cheat on you or was it all Tyler’s fault. You went into day dream thinking about it when you hear a honk behind you the light turned green and you fastened the speed in your car. As soon as your got home you ran upstairs to your bed you broke down in tears ruining your pillow. You missed Dylan so much you realised that he was your anchor. Before you met him you were depressed suffering from anxiety and depression but he picked you up, made you a much happier person, made you into someone that everyone loved and all that has disappeared.

You spend a few hours on your phone looking back at you and Dylan’s photos and text messages when you stumble across your favourite picture it was you and Dylan at a party Holland was taking pictures of everyone and before she snapped for a photo Dylan pulled out one of his stupid jokes and made you laugh and Holland snapped that picture. You and Dylan were properly laughing and that’s why you loved it to see that you were a happy person back then and it was all because of Dylan

You finally moved yourself from your bed and decided that you were going to go and try apologise to Dylan you didn’t know if this was the right thing to do but it was worth a shot. You shoved on a jumper and stuck your shoes on and ran out the house. Driving to Dylan’s house didn’t take long. You parked at his driveway and took and a deep breath and opened your car door. You rang the doorbell and in an instance Dylan opened to see you standing there he didn’t say anything because he didn’t have the chance to. You ran Into his arms tears rolling down your face. You spoke but only in a whisper,“ I’m so sorry Dylan I shouldn’t of done this to you, I’ve realised that you’ve made me such a better person you made me happy and no ones ever done that for me. You are my anchor Dylan and I-I love you so much” you said as you say it so quiet that you don’t even think he heard you.

“I love you too Y/N, I knew that you were suffering from all this and I tried my best to help you, Tyler said that you were feeling horrible and looked like you had no sleep and I actually was on my way to say sorry to you but now I don’t have to because you know that I mean it. You are my world Y/N and don’t ever want to loose you again” he said as he hugged you tighter and then held your face in his hands and kissed you.

you knew you were in the right persons arms at last.

Originally posted by secretgif-s

 I was thinking and the thought “what if Voltron was a musical” crossed my mind. So….

  • The musical starts with Shiro, Matt, and Mr. Holt getting taken by the Galra and it’s all like really threatoning harmonies but then it switches to Lance, Pidge, and Hunk at the Garrison failing their simulation and it becomes like way more upbeat. 
  • The whole rescuing Shiro bit is a song where Lance is way too eager, Pidge is being all science nerd-y, Hunk is afraid™, and Keith is introduced as a bad boy rebel who sings a couple lines as he fights and it sounds like?? fuckin gorgeous?? and Lance is in the background with his mouth wide open.
  • They literally cut the song so Lance and Keith have their first introduction as the argument like in the show (but it has these notes every line like when people are talking in a musical but there’s still background music). 
  • Allura has a song where she’s training the paladins and they’re all shit until they start improving. At the end, they form Voltron. (kind of like make a man out of you) 
  • Lance’s solo starts all upbeat and fun like most would expect but then he starts singing about his homesickness and insecurities and it ends with him kneeling on the ground and reaching out with his arm 
  • Hunk’s solo is just?? great?? He narrates the teams’ actions in song and is skeptic about all the situations like in the show. He also sings about his anxiety a bit. 
  • Pidge sings about her family and how she’s on a mission to find them. It also has flashbacks to her home life, revealing that she’s a girl. It ends with her realizes she has a family within Voltron and stays with the team. 
  • Keith’s solo is about his past and how he lived alone for so long. The song is basically about Keith discovering himself. 
  • Shiro’s solo seems very formal as he leads the team but it turns into a “WHAT AM I DOING WHAT AM I DOING I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO ANYTHING IM JUST WINGING THIS HELP” 
  • There’s also a song about his Galra imprisonment
  • Coran’s solo is just?? fuckin weird man
  • Lance and Keith have a rival song kind of like “What Is This Feeling?” from Wicked but it ends with them actually confessing they admire eachother but they’ll never tell (Happens like right after the bonding moment after Lance get’s out of the pod)
  • IMAGINE THE SONG WHEN THEY FIGHT ZARKON IN THE LAST EP OF SEASON 2 
  • Everybody is their correct ethnicity, it’s done really well, and they give an even amount of time to each character with equal development 

just…imagine a voltron musical

Jealousy Games 01

Originally posted by jikookdetails

Description: You decide to play a game of push and pull with your ex Jungkook, bringing Jimin along for the ride. 

Pairing: JungkookxReaderxJimin

Genre: Smut (M)

Word Count: 8.4k

Warnings: breath play, dom!Jimin, lots and lots of filth.

A/N: This is chapter one of… well, I don’t know. @ellieljade and I just keep brainstorming more and more for this sucker. To the point of us joking about finishing this when we’re in our 90′s….. Anyway. I hope you enjoy. I’ll be working on part two for Room for Dessert and The Guest House soon.

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Altean broom closet

((CLAUSTRAPHOBIC LANCE fic under the cut with some Klangst and some cuddling))

He doesn’t remember what the fight is about, but he knows it’s petty. Something stupid that they both blew out of proportion.

“Do you ever just shut up!?” Keith yells, bringing a hand up to the bridge of his nose.

Lance folded his arms, “Do you ever stop saying stupid shit!?” he mocked, getting into Keith’s face with an angry step forward.

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Testing Theories - Smut

Originally posted by wydobrien

Author: @dumbass-stilinski
Rating: NSFW 18+
Pairing: Stiles Stilinski/Reader
Words: 1,067
AN: Sorry I’ve been MIA, I got sick last week at a show and I haven’t felt great since. It’s your typical stuffy nose, coughing, sneezing cold but it’s kicking my ass. I’m sorry this is short, I just needed a little Stiles PWP. Also, the above GIF makes me want to straddle him and push his shirt up and rub his back cause fuck man, he looks so tense I hate it.

Special thanks to @writing-obrien as usual and also to @sarcasticallystilinski​! She read this for me when I was afraid it didn’t make sense cause my brain was all fuzzy. xoxo


There was this small moment in the mornings, right before Stiles would wake up, that was your favorite. He looked so innocent and boyish while he slept, his face peaceful, without the usual worry lines creasing his forehead. You liked to watch him snore quietly, his mouth partially opened, face dusted with moles and slight stubble. He was a beautiful looking guy, and you knew you were lucky to call him yours.

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@parfaitperi’s httyd voltron au- headcanons

sorry if these aren’t v good,,,, i’m bad at writing headcanons or writing in general,,,

Keith
- Has a little dragon stuff toy,, it was given to him by his mom 
-sometimes when hes sad he’ll just hug the toy,,
- Even though he’s busy all the time (warrior stuff) he likes to read and draw. a lot. he might not be good at it, but it expresses his feelings and his room is just covered in unfinished / finished paintings.
- sometimes he steals lance’s jacket ‘cause it smells like him 
- when lance, pidge or hunk aren’t around he talks to red (about lance, about his day, about his family) 
- red will rest her head on keith’s lap and keith will pet her as he talks
- keith files red’s nail every so often because he’s scared that she’ll break them when landing
- he and lance sometimes do each others nails, then the dragons’
- he used to be really bad at nail painting till lance showed him how

Lance
- lance is the one who paints keith’s nails
- lance loves to read and is a dragon geek. since he wasn’t allowed to be a warrior when he was younger, he spent all his time reading, learning as much as he could about dragons and their anatomy and just everything in hopes to impress at least someone
- when keith is down he’ll read to him,, stories about dragons and warrior legends, ‘cause he knows that keith loves to hear his voice
- he likes to weave his own flower crowns and make red and blue wear them together 
- lance then pesters keith to draw them
- lance also made a flower crown for keith made of red roses on his birthday and keith actually teared up 
- he drew all over his dragon saddle with ink and let it dry

Hunk
- on special occasions he’ll cook a really really good meal for the paladins to enjoy 
- he likes to fly to quiet places and nap with yellow
- sleepovers!! he plans them thoroughly and makes sure that everyone is comfortable
- there’s one of those baby mobile things that are made of shiny shells that hangs from his ceiling and he loves it sm
- every sunday he cooks with his mom and they enjoy it a lot
- whenever yellow coughs or sneezes hunk is super worried and makes yellow rest for a day or two

Pidge
- when she was a kid she and matt went out to sea when they weren’t meant to and found a blue-spotted gray egg
- she watched that egg, kept it warm, took care of it for many months and it hatched and named the dragon rover
- pidge likes to hang around in the place where the armorsmith works ‘cause she likes to see how everything is made 
- she hung around there until the armorsmith let her become his apprentice 
- she modifies everything
- she was the one who molded shiro’s arm and added little functions to it
- rover and green are always fighting for attention
- rover helps pidge with getting stuff
- pidge’s saddle for green is the most high-tech
- green and her like to go out and pick healing herbs 

Shiro
- he has an… interesting bond with black 
- he’s constantly stressed as he’s chief and yells at black all the time 
- black is mature and strong (emotionally and physically) so he doesn’t really care
- once shiro fell off black during a flight and black saved him
- their relationship was better after that
- black is v curious about shiro’s arm, and shiro’s curious about black’s tail (which is broken like toothless’s) 
- they match
- the paladins like to draw on black’s tail, and she pretends to hate it
- lance once showed shiro some tricks with blue and shiro called it stupid
- shiro ended up mastering every single trick with black and for a week they strutted around and whenever they passed the paladins their mouths would be wide open and shiro found it hilarious

Allura & Coran
- she’s super strong and can kick anyone’s ass
- when she found out about the village’s dragon arena she challenged every dragon trainer and beat them all
- she works with pidge to create medicines for both dragons and people
- coran works with pidge in the armorsmith place (whats the word i forgot ,, )
- coran is super scared for pidge ‘cause she likes to pour liquid iron into a mold from a high point
- allura is concerned for pidge as she likes to fly recklessly
- allura and coran will both kill the person who lays a finger on any of the paladins
- they’re secretly competing to see how many times they can save the paladins from danger
allura’s stats:
keith [56] 
lance [55]
pidge [23]
hunk [19]
shiro [47]

coran’s stats:
keith [67]
lance [88] 
pidge [17]
hunk [20] 
shiro [8]

Matt
- he and shiro are seeing who can be the most buff
- you can barely see him on a day to day basis as he’s always exercising 
- whenever shiro sees matt on the streets he’ll lunge at him and tackle him in hope to finally defeat him in wrestling (he gets the element of surprise)
- it doesn’t work
- matt is normally seen with dumbells in his hands and it pisses shiro off 
- his room is basically a gym his bed is one of the gym things
- shiro is trying to get matt to tell him his secrets
- “its a drug that pidge made isn’t it”
- “shiro i don’t take drugs”
- “theres no way you can be more buff than i am” 

[ @parfaitperi i hope you like it,, sorry if it like,, sucks,, or doesn’t really apply to your au storyline as it’s kinda based off my storyline,,,, which i am still writing (i was the one who asked you for fanfic permission)]

BTS Reaction to Their GF Falling Asleep on Another Member

Incognito; bts reaction to their girlfriend falling asleep on another member? :)

Note: Thanks for the request cutie, I had fun with this one. ((: *credit to gif owners*


Jin ➳ When he saw you sleeping on Jungkook, a scowl broke onto his features before he plopped himself onto the couch across from yours, watching how Jungkook was sprawled onto the couch with you laying slack against him, one of his arms thrown over your waist. A loud, obnoxious clap followed with laughter scared you two awake, and Jin would only be forcing a smile. “You know what makes my day?” He asked, his smile slowly diminishing as venom laced with every word that escaped his lips, “seeing my girlfriend laying against someone who isn’t me.”

Originally posted by jiyoongis


Suga ➳ Yoongi wasn’t pleased once he saw you sleeping on Jin’s lap as he ran his fingers through your hair while talking to the rest of the boys. He didn’t say anything, but his mood darkened the atmosphere and the boys’ felt it get thicker as Yoongi’s eyes were boring into Jin’s soul, and when the older looked up as he cocked an eyebrow, he knew exactly what was bothering Yoongi. “I thought you’d be okay with it?”

“Yeah,” Yoongi started, his snarl vibrating against his throat, “you thought.”

Originally posted by infiresfan


J-Hope ➳ Hoseok walked into the studio only to find you and Yoongi laying yours heads on the table filled with music sheets while Yoongi’s hand rested on your cheek. His eyes narrowed, and he quickly took off his shoe as he threw it against the wall; the loud bang! forcing the two of you awake. Hoseok was smiling, although he was deeply annoyed, and you quickly swatted Yoongi’s hand away as you looked to the blond in mortification. “Oh god, I swear it was an accident.”

“Sure,” he shrugged, “maybe I should sleep on some other woman and call it an accident, too.”

Originally posted by yoongis--babygirl


RapMonster ➳ The moment Namjoon saw you sleeping against Hoseok on the floor after he had went to get some drinks for the boys well done dance practice, he felt the jealousy punch him in the face in seconds. You two looked so innocent, dozing off with Hoseok’s head resting in your lap as your upper body rested awkwardly against his back. He felt guilty once he began to shake you, but when he whispered, “Let’s get you somewhere comfier, you’ll get sick on the floor like that,” you only smiled sleepily as he easily lifted you off the murmering Hoseok and took you away.

Originally posted by choke-me-namjoon


Jimin ➳ He knew Namjoon didn’t mean no harm, and that was exactly why he didn’t do anything once he saw you laying your head on his shoulder with your mouth wide open while Namjoon rested his head on top of yours. He was angry and annoyed, yes, but he knew how tired the both of you were, only leaving you two be as he released an angry sigh and walked away. He trusted the both of you, yet, he couldn’t help but be rude to Namjoon the next few days without meaning to. He was jealous as hell, snapping at his leader when he tried to make the smallest conversation with you.

Originally posted by kookies-for-taehyung


➳ Taehyung was beyond pissed, but he knew he couldn’t make a scene for something so harmless and pure. You were all packed in a car, and once you drowned into the dark depths of slumber, your head landing onto Jimin’s shoulder and not his, he began to seethe once he saw a soft smile crawl it’s way onto Jimin’s visage as a small brush crept onto his cheeks. It wasn’t long before Taehyung threw his arm over your shoulder and gently pulled your head onto his shoulder, sending Jimin a glare as the older boy gave Taehyung an annoyed raised eyebrow.

Originally posted by fykimtaehyung


Jungkook ➳ Jungkook was in a good mood when you decided to join in on the maknae lines’ video game extravaganza, but when he went to go get snacks and came back minutes later only to find you laying on Taehyung’s chest as he was sprawled on the floor with a controller in his hands, he became livid. He ripped the controller from your hands, glad that you didn’t wake from the force and started to jam the buttons while murdering both Jimin and Tae inside the game. “What’s wrong with you?” Jimin asked, throwing a soft punch on Jungkook’s shoulder, “calm down.”

Originally posted by jayfatuasian


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Bygones of the Sun | 02 (M)

Originally posted by hobismole

Genre: Angst/fluff/(future)smut || dance captain!hoseok, bad boy!au, uni!au

Pairing: Reader x Hoseok

Length: 5.0k

Summary: Jung Hoseok was once the sweetheart of the school, the dance captain whom every girl, including you, can’t help but fall head over heels for. But like the force of the ever-glowing sun, everything that rises must also set. A year of inactivity later and he’s now the school’s resident bad boy. You’re a firm believer of allowing the past be the past, and yet you can’t help but wonder where the risen sun has gone into hiding—because perhaps its shadows have out-shined its own radiance.

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11 | You’ll Never Walk Alone

BTS + GOT7 X READER [GANG!AU]

WORD COUNT: 4,522

series warnings: mature themes, strong language, violence, substance abuse, eventual smut. this chapter contains graphic content such as violence

Originally posted by bcshiro

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“I think I know who-“

“What the fuck’s going on out here? I’m trying to sleep and your bullshit keeps disturbing me… You’d better have a good excuse for keeping me awake.”

Jackson.


“I just saw So-Ra with a member of The Panthers! I think his name is Yoongi…” You blurted loudly without thinking straight, keeping your gaze firmly on the ground as your surroundings continued to spin; tainted by alcohol.

“The fuck did she just say?” Jackson narrowed his eyes and edged closer to you and Minho, pointing a slender finger to your cheek as he snorted.
“Are you drunk?”

“I’ve had a few drinks but I don’t feel dr-“

“How do I know you weren’t just seeing things because you’re drunk? So-Ra wouldn’t betray us like that. You’re lying.” He growled, firing a menacing glare towards Jungkook and Taehyung, “Did either of you see So-Ra?” He asked with an angry expression.

“Y/N’s telling the truth, she was out clubbing; with him.” Jungkook defended you with serious eyes as Minho’s grip tightened on your wrist, ready to pull you inside the building.

Before he could drag your body into the manor house an uncharacteristically mousy female voice had everyone’s head snapping in the same direction; her petite figure was shaking as she approached the small crowd of people gathered outside.

Jackson, I- I can explain.”

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Holding You Back (Smut)

A/N: I’m in Prague this week with a friend and I set this to upload on it’s own so hopefully it works. A little trigger warning towards the end.
Requested to write a smut about the videos of the boys playing billiard in Glasgow and using some vibes from There’s Nothing Holdin’ Me Back too.

Word count: 5,323

“I swear he’s looking at you again” Ollie grinned, smiling at me widely. He put a couple of bottles with liquor back on their place, not taking his friendly eyes of me.

“Who?” I asked, grabbing two more glasses from the counter. I poured vodka in them both first, then some red bull before putting ice in both glasses.

“The tall, dark-haired guy” he said, nodding in the direction of the billiard tables in the other end of the bar.

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