so earlier i had a really bad disassociative-epsidoe thing and when mistress came to get me upstairs she was hugging me and telling me “its okay, Mommy’s here” and it made me feel like 1000000x instantly better.
i really, really love her lots and i wonder if its okay to call her that now or not?? i’m really shy to say it and its like my mouth glues shut when i try to and i get bad butterflies but it made me feel bunches better and i just love her
she even got me chinese food for dinner and took the rest of the day off to make me feel better. she’s the best ♥♥♥