Imagine being another Winter Soldier and finding Loki wandering the world during one of your missions. He’s lost and doesn’t have his memories, something you both suffer from. He agrees to help you and vice versa, to get your memories back.
I actually went to Catholic school and immersed myself in the faith for a number of years. I was you, before I realized how brainwashed I was and how oppressive the faith was. It pains me to see people like you brought in and essentially being the human I once was. Prayers you soon see the truth.